Oh gee. If you're gonna be two-faced, at least make one pretty ;)

Sunday, April 29, 2007

A lot of things had been going on. In an instant, my life just went.. poof! Gone. Gone with the wind. Gone within the limits of my wildest imaginations.

I am even doubting the fact that a so-called happy life exist. You really can't tell. For a while, it might be.. but it can drift into something you won't even dare imagine.

Okay. Peer-pressure is my problem right now. I have this friend. I admit that this friend of mine and I have been having these weirdest and strangest feelings towards each other. It's as if we're not comfortable having each one around ourselves. It just doesn't seem right. This friend and I are not in good terms rights now. Honestly speaking. It's pretty obvious. I blame myself for half of what's happening. I know I made my mistake. One of my stupidest mistakes. I tried to explain everything to her but this person doesn't even care to listen to all of it. So I just messaged her in myspace. BUT still she didn't reply. So I called her in her cellphone and we weren't able to patch things up that easily. We both need time to get over it.

I don't know if I should still make this friendship work since a lot of people think I'm better off not having her. BUT she was my first friend here. So in some way.. I don't want to lose it. After everything we've been through. The thing that kind of upsets me is the fact that she thought my explanations were crap and she's acting bossy AND bitchy at the same time. I don't know. Maybe I should evaluate and see who really are my set of good AND real friends. I don't know. I'm really confused with everything.

Anyway, enough about it.
Ha! I'm happy because I was able to talk to Mik, Pao and Cza on YM early this morning. I told them the story and everything. It was just nice talking to them and being able to express myself without even having to think of what to say in English terms. HAHA.:] Having your good set of friends watching your back is totally awesome.

*It was Laura's birthday party yesterday. I'll tell you guys about it tomorrow.:]
Bye for now.:]

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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