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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Depression

A lot of people think or may seem that living here in the US is everything they could ask for. Some people are willing to do everything for this.

I was given the chance to live the "American life". Tsss. Maybe to some people this is life but it isn't. Living here is NO FUN at all. I don't want this. I don't want any of this. It sucks even more because I know I can't do anything about it. But to wait.. in vain.

Living here in States is a pain in the butt for me. Haha. But it's true. You might be wondering why I keep stressing the state of my life here in States is... well, it's because... it caused me to like.. feel and to experience things that are painful and the things I thought I would never feel. Tell you what, If I was given a one-way ticket back to the Philippines.. and the fact that if I leave States now, I won't be able to come back.. I would definitely grab that ticket and be on my way home.

I am so depressed here, you guys. Clearly, I don't belong here.

Random Thoughts
1. It is so COLD in here. REALLY FREEZING COLD. Speaking of which, during my 5th hour class.. it started snowing. Yehes, you heard me right. Snow started to fall. It was probably the HIGHLIGHT of the day. But hey, that only lasted for like.. 5 minutes, then it stopped. Poop. Maybe tomorrow it'll snow more. Yihaaaaaaa!;)

2. Our winter concert for my choir class will be on December 13th. Yep, it's next tuesday. And guess what? We have this piece called.. Torah Orah. It's in Hebrew. We actually had to learn the Hebrew language for that. It was a little hard because of the accents but it was actually fun to learn. So what the hey, right? Hebrew language is a blast. Whew! Let me cite you a line. It goes like this... "Yisrael, v'oraita v'kudsha b'rich hu chad hu."

3. My aunt and my uncle visited us here in the East Coast. They came from Nevada. It was fun. We were out the whole weekend touring them all over.:)

4. We went to the outlet in Annapolis because my aunt LOVES shopping. So there. It was nice. It's near Chesapeake Bay. Anyway, I saw a cute top in one of the displays of the store. So I asked my mom if we could go there and if she could buy me the top. So we went inside the store. The store's name is.. Pacsun. So we were inside Pacsun and I grabbed the cute top and two more tops which my mom picked out for me. When we were about to pay for it, my mom was shocked.. the total amount of the tops I asked her to buy for me was $71.90. I had no idea Pacsun was an expensive store. So there, I bought three tops for $71.90 or more or less like near 4,000 pesos in Pacsun. Plus I asked my mom to buy me things from Nautica. So that's like instant shopping for me. Haha.:) FUN.:D

5. I miss my friends and my very happy life and socials in the Philippines.

6. I wish I'll be back home in the Philippines... SOON. I wish, I wish.

7. Am I a nerd? People in my school say, I am. You know, having A's doesn't make an individual nerd or geek. It only shows how much we value school. Right?

Have to go for now. Tons of school works to do. I better start now.
Buhbye!;)

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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