Oh gee. If you're gonna be two-faced, at least make one pretty ;)

Friday, December 29, 2006

Cheers and goodbye to '06.

2 DAYS BEFORE NEW YEAR:)

New Year is SO fast approaching. It's in 2 days. Time flies so fast which is good by the way, since I really want to go back to the Philippines already.

A lot of people probably had made or at least, listed their resolutions for the year '07. Which makes me a little 'down' because until now I don't know my resolutions. But for the incoming year, one thing's for sure. I want to be better - for my family, friends and for everyone. I want to change my attitude when it comes to things I can bearly handle. One thing I suppose you know about me, is the fact that I am easily frustrated with things I don't know how to fix or to face. Sobrang gumugulo yung isip ko and nagbabago ung mga decisions/emotions ko. Sensitive ako. AMINADO NAMAN AKO DUN E. And clearly, that's one thing I want to change.

Oh and yes. I want to clear some things to you.

1. Hindi ako exclusive sa friends. I mingle and I make new friends. Hindi ako namimili.
2. Hindi totoo na boyfriend ko si Cris, si Josh, si Michael, si blahblahblah. Lahat na ng sinasabe mo. Hindi totoo yung mga yan. Guy friends ko lang sila. Ikaw yung nagwiwish na sana boyfriends mo sila. Tsk tsk. That's bad. Lust is bad. Wag mong ipasa saken ang kalandian mo. And mas lalong hindi ako playgirl no. Tss. Look who's talking.

Ok, maybe just two things. But those two things, are the things you should NEVER forget.

Need I say more? I don't think so.

Cheers to you:)

Embrace your own self, dearie. Don't put someone down with you.

Relaaaaaaks. Wag kang magalit. You started it anyway, sinasagot ko lang:) Peeeeeace:)

♥Wis

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I have finally updated my multiply.:)

Check out the latest pictures.
http://princessisvintage.multiply.com

MORE pictures will be updated SOON.:D

♥Wis

Monday, December 25, 2006

The most emotional Christmas of all time.

Yeah, you heard me right. This is the very distinct Christmas of all. Too much words, too much hurt had been done. Despite the tranquility, we made pass it. At least now we know the things that bothers each oneself.

Super emotional. As in full of emotions talaga.

Kagabi ko mas nafeel yung regret ko na nandito ako, na wala ako sa Pilipinas. Kasi grabe talaga. Kagabi ko talaga nasabe sa sarili ko na... Shoot. Gusto ko ng mamatay.

Again, too much hurt. It's better to be left unsaid.

I hope you guys had so much fun during your holiday. I wish and I truly hope you didn't or you do not have to undergo what I felt in the near future.

Anyway, let's all be happy now. It's done. What's done, is done. Can't do anything much about that.

Teka, teka. Napansin niyo bang nibago ko na ang song ko dito? SUPER INLOVE ako sa song na to. Talagang nakaka-relate ako ano. Icheck niyo nlang lyrics somewhere. Haha. Basta, pag nabasa niyo. You'll know what I mean. Nakakainlove talaga. Puhromise:)

Siya nga pala, nung isang araw nag-kausap kami ni Eirene. And there was a time, na bigla nlang kaming dumating sa point na nag-uusap kami about Chucks. Kung aling color and style yung gusto namin. Haha. Nakakaaliw lang. Hopefully, may mag regalo saken ng Chucks na gusto ko. Kasi lagi nlang ako yung bumibili ng mga sapatos and lagi nlang sarili kong pera ginagamit ko e. SO... sana for a change, maiba naman. SANA...

Speaking of Eirene, hanggang ngayon.. nag-wowonder pa rin ako. Kasi sabi saken ni Eirene nung magka-chat kami, may gusto siyang itanong saken.. nung tinanong ko siya kung ano yun, biglang hindi na niya nasabe.:( Ano ba kasi yun, Eirene? Nakaka-bother kasi e. Napapa-isip kasi ako e. Kaya, kaya.. tanungin mo lang. Sasagutin ko naman e. Kung may maisasagot ako. Kahit ano pa yan.:) So... sabihin mo lang, wag ka ng mahiya. Kk?

O siya, siya. Mahaba haba na ito. Next time na ang iba. Ok?

*Na-update ko na ng isa pang album ang multiply ko. Itutuloy ko ang pag-update ko ng iba ko pagn pictures bukas. Ok?

*CHICKLETS: asan na ang home addresses ninyo? Papaano ko mapapadala ang surprise ko sa inyo kung wala yung address ninyo. Tsk tsk. Send niyo na ha:)

Happy Holidays sa inyong lahat.:)

Wishing you all the blessings life has to offer.:)

♥Wis

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Winter Break:)

JOY.

HAPPY.

FREE.

At last. Winter break is here. Although the winter break is only for a week, I want to make the best out of it. I actually have no idea how but.. I will.:)

Oh, yesterday was the last day of school for this year. And after school, I went to the mall with Melody and her family to buy my mom and my dad gifts. I got my mom this cd and a diamond pin and for my dad, I got him a book about Hilary Clinton. I found it really hard to find my dad one because he's really picky with things. If he won't like it, he won't dare touch it or he wouldn't really appreciate it at all. I hope my dad'll like it. Sana talaga. Nako. So anyway, I hid it inside my backpack when they picked me so they won't see it. I don't want them to get any ideas that I would give them something. Haha.

By the way, I was able to update my multiply na rin pala. Nadagdagan na ng isa pang album at isang video. Yung ibang pictures, like ung sleepover party, bukas ko na iuupload. Ok?:) Hintay hintay nlang.:)

PASKO NA. Nako.

Merry Christmas pala sa lahat.:):*

♥Wis

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Yesterday I was so fridggin tired. As in sobra talaga. Pagkagaling ko sa school, nag-bake agad ako ng aking super famous na chocolate chip cookies. As in ginawa ko yun from scratch ha. Hindi yung instant na philsburry, ek-ek na yun. Which means to say, pinaghirapan ko talaga. Nagsimula ako, mga 3:30 tas natapos ako.. 6:30pm na. Hindi ko pa nagagawa yung mga homeworks ko and hindi pa ako nakakapag-aral para sa exam ko sa aking science class. Pero worth it naman yung pagod ko. And ginusto ko talaga gawin yun.:) So ayun. I ended up, baking 50+ cookies, all by myself. Kaya niyo yun? And of course, as expected, as soon as my dad arrived.. he grabbed SOME. SOME.. para sa kanya, pero para saken.. A LOT na yun. Haha.:)

Anyway, so ayun. Pinackage ko na rin.:) Haha. And siyempre, nagsulat sulat pa ako ng mga letters ko para sa mga taong yun. AS ALWAYS. Kelan ba ako nagbigay ng isang gift sa isang tao na walang letter? Haha.

3 packages pa lang yung napamigay ko kanina. Kasi medyo hindi ko nakaya ang aking bibitbitin ano. Sobrang dami and sobrang bigat lang talaga. Hehe. Medyo nahirapan akong hanapin ang mga taong pinagbigyan ko. Kasi siyempre, hindi ko naman sila classmates. Kasi nga iba ang school system dito. So ayun. Lahat sila nagulat kasi binigyan ko sila. And siyempre, hug hug. The usual things people do to let you know you appreciate what you've given them. It just fascinates me. Kasi.. first time ko na ganito. And to think na wala lang.. iba. Ang daming nag-iba.:(

Bukas magsho-shopping ulit ako ng mga christmas gifts.:) JOY.:) I will be shopping gifts with Melody, not with mama this time. Haha.

As I was surfing the internet earlier and at the same time, trying to find our house phone, since it cordless, my mom told me to think of the top 3 christmas gifts I want. And by top 3, it means to say.. I have to do it according to my priorities and my needs. It's hard. I want a lot of things this christmas and it's so hard to squeeze those things up to 3 things. What's even worst is.. I don't know which one my number one top priority. So anyway, here are SOME of the things I want, I might get those top 3 things I want from here:

I want to..
- visit Philippines this summer
- visit Rus in Michigan
- shop new clothes AND shoes ~~(since I'm running out of it. haha. psych)~~
- have a new phone
- ~~visit relatives in Europe~~
- go back to Philippines AND stay there.. FOR GOOD (malamang ayaw ni papa)
- and a whole lot more. It's just not ringing in my head right now. Haha.

And guess what? My deadline is tonight. My mom said, if I don't have it tonight.. it's all three OR nothing at all. Which is not truthfully right. Since she only told me that earlier at 4:01pm. And it's now.. 5:55pm and I still don't know what to ask for. Whaaaaaaaaaah!

Oh my. I am so.. niyaaaaaaaaaay. Haha.:)

Okay, okay. Now I have to do my science project thing. I'll catch up with you guys soon. Kk?

♥Wis

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Saturday: My mom and I went shopping. And when I say shopping, I mean shopping to the extremes. Sobra. nag-umpisa kami ni mama ng mga 7:30am tas natapos kami mga 3pm na. And hindi pa kami titigil kung wala lang kaming party na pupuntahan. Haha. As in. Grabe si mama. In fairness, namiss ko yun ha. Siguro mga 9yrs old plang ako nung huli kong nakasama si mama sa extreme shopping spree. At wala pa akong kamalay malay sa mga bagay bagay sa paligid ko sa mall ano. Haha. I was so happy kasi una, naka-bonding ko ang aking mama dear sa pag-shopping ng mga christmas gifts ko para sa mga tao and kasi.. tapos na ako mag-shopping para sa mga friends ko. Ang kulang nlang.. yung presents ko para kay mama and papa.

Party People: Si mama pumunta sa isang party ng kanilang friend sa malayong lugar. Ako naman, pumunta sa sleepover party ng friend ko. Grabe. Ang saya, saya. Sobrang nag-bond kami ng mga girls sa sleepover na iyon. Nung una, sobrang takot ako kasi yung ibang inimbitahan ng friend ko, ni hinid ko kakilala. Tsaka, tsaka. Wala talaga akong plan pumunta. Pero alam mo yun, sobrang pinaghandaan ng friend ko yung pagpunta ko. So parang, nakakahiya kung iturn down ko yung invitation. As in pinaghandaan niya kasi, sila ng mom niya. Nilinis pa nila yung basement para saken kasi may pusa sila, and since asthmatic ako.. kailangan nilang ivaccum yun ng maigi. And, and.. hindi sila nag-prepare ng seafood dahil alam niyang allergic ako dun. Grabe talaga. Kaya ayun. Pumunta ako. And wala akong pinagsisisihan kasi.. nag-end up na, ang saya. Parang sobrang bonded namin in a way na parang matagal na kaming friends. And not to mention, I had the benefit of having new friends and meeting new people.

Nung party: Ang theme ng party.. Hollywood goes to Hawaii.:) Nandun kami sa basement ng bahay nila. Nandoon ang party. Pero siyempre, merong mga times na umaakyat din kami. Nung una, nanood kami ng dvd ng John Tucker Must Die. Nanood kami habang hinihintay yung ibang taong pupunta rin sa party. Tas after ng movie, dinner na. Ang saya ng dinner, exchange exchange ng mga kwento kwento. Tas nung nilabas na yung cake... oh my. Nagsimula ang gulo. Nagbatuhan kami ng cake sa mukha. SOBRANG ang saya.:) Lahat kami puro icing yung mga mukha. Haha.:) Habang nagbabtuhan kami ng cake, dumating na ang mga taong hinihintay namin. So, batuhan pa rin. Haha.:) After nun, balik kami sa basement.. at naglaro laro ng mga kung ano anong games. Hehe. Tapos, naglaro rin kami.. yung paper plate tas may gummy worms na covered ng sobrang punong puno ng whip cream. Tas kailangan naming mahanap and makain and malunok yung gummy worms para manalo. Pero may isang catch, bawal namin gamitin yung kamay namin. So yung mga mukha namin.. nilublob namin sa whip cream-filled paper plate na iyon. Haha. SUPER SAYA.:) After nun. Kanya-kanya ng groups kasi medyo dumami na yung tao. And as those groups form, padagdag ng padagdag ang mga games namin. SOBRANG FUN talaga.:) After nun, siguro mga 11pm na.. nagstart na kami mag-picture picture. At gumagawa gawa pa kami ng mga pyramids. Haha. Grabe. I really had fun. Sobrang WOW. I will upload the pictures in my multiply as soon as I find my digicam because I can't find it for now. And I'm too lazy to look for it. Haha. When the people started leaving, we just watched Benchwarmers. And guess what? Wala pa kami sa kalahati ng movie, tulog na ako. Kasi naman ano. 2am na rin yun, at 6:30am pa ako nagising ng araw na iyon. Haha. The next day after the party... I knew it'll be another BIG day.

Sunday: My dad picked me up at my friend's house early in the morning. Our own guests arrived at around 11am. Tas straight kami nagmass sa grotto. After nun, lunch na. Sobrang SUPER bigatin na lunch. Haha. Sa super bigating lunch, hindi na kami nagdinner nung gabing iyon. My weekend was so fun.:)

Although medyo kabado rin in a way, kasi alam ko madami akong unit tests this week tas wala pa akong naaaral or nagagawang homeworks and stuff. So ayun. Pero siyempre, as an official crammer.. nagawan ko naman ng paraan... natulog ako ng SUPER late. Haha.:) Siguro 2-3hours tulog lang ako.. tas ligo na for school. Haha.:)

♥Wis

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

~~Our lunch rehearsal~~ We had our Algeb test part II earlier. And mind you, it is so not cool. Sobrang nakakadrain ng utak. Whaaaaaaaaaaah! Forget Algeb. Hate it.

I got a little annoyed when this girl came up to me and asked me if I am going out with this guy. Well, there's nothing wrong with what she asked because clearly, we were not going out. No. Not happening. At all. And then she told me, "because if you do, that's juicy." And I just stood there laughing, but hey, that guy is my friend. JUST my friend. Just want to make that thing clear.

Do you like wakeboarding? Well, I do. As a matter of fact, I am a member at Lago de Oro. It's this wakeboarding place in Calatagan, Batangas. Anyway, early this afternoon.. as I was checking my email, I saw a message from Lago de Oro. So if you are also a member of Lago de Oro, you might be interested in what I have to say. The message goes like this..

"To all the wake boarders

As a way to wish you a Merry Christmas on the 16th December 2006. LAGO DE ORO will provide a simple barbeque FREE OF CHARGE for all wakeboarders present on that day your ski ticket will be your entrance fee.

For catering purposes, please advise us in advance.
Management".

There you go.:) Awwww... wakeboarding. I miss it. Especially the fact that the last time I went wakeboarding, I was with my cousin Joeff, ate, kuya and kuya's friend, Kuya Preppy. Sigh. We'll go wakeboarding again in the near future.. you guys.:)

♥Wis

Monday, December 11, 2006

Happiest birthday to my dearest Isay.:)

Last Saturday I went out with Melody, Neda and Brittney. They picked me up at 5:30. We were with Melody's mom. I thought we were going to the mall for christmas shopping that's why I brought a hundred dollars with me but it end up that we went to this nail store and they had their nails done and their eyebrows waxed. As for me, I was just sitting in the sofa waiting for them. I waited for them for like more than two hours. When they were finished, we headed to Fuddruckers.

I like, I like Fuddruckers. It's like this super huge restaurant with these extra super HUGE servings, the sodas were bottomless and there were arcade games. I really had fun that night. As in SUPER. It was a blast. We were having so much fun. We were so wild and so loud at the same time. We were too busy laughing our butts off to notice other people in the resto. Haha. We had stories and jokes and everything we can possibly talk about. I mean, really. Everything went fast but it was so worth it spending the night with those girls.:) They dropped me off after our dinner. It was really a good time.

Today, school went really well. This morning I wasn't really in the mood to actually go to school but it end up like.. one of my really good days so far IN school.:) I have no idea why. I just felt good today with everything.

We had our Algeb tests earlier. Part II will be tomorrow. I'm not sure if I did well with the test but hey, at least I tried my best right? Uh. Forget algeb. Forget it.

Anyway, had to go now. I have TONS of things to do. Literally serious here.
Buhbye for now.:)

♥Wis

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Na-eexcite ako. Paano ba naman kasi nareceive ko kahapon ang first sleep-over party na pupuntahan ko dito. Well, di pa naman sure yun pero malamang naman papayagan ako ni papa e. So ayun. Bonding ba ito. Haha.:)

Nanonood ako kanina ng tv. Napanood ko na ng dalawang beses ang movie na The Wedding Singer. Nagustuhan ko yung kinanta ni Adam Sandler sa ending ng movie.:)

Here's the lyrics. Ginoogle ko pa yan ha.:D

Robbie hart (singing):
I wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

So ayun lang. O siya, siya. Kailangan ko pang pumunta sa bahay ni Melody para sa aming hang-out.:)

♥Wis

Thursday, December 07, 2006

I changed my layout. Well, not really. I just changed SOME parts of my layout.:) And my cbox as well.:) Noticed it? Sure you did.:D

Today is the seventh. Ilang araw nalang.. Christmas na. (Ahem, ahem. Nudge, nudge. Wink, wink) Mga regalo ko, guys. Haha. Speaking of which, Chicklets.. kung nababasa niyo man to.. send niyo saken through friendster or email ang home address niyo. Ok? I will give you guys something for Christmas.:) Sana lang nababasa niyo to. That goes for you too, Rus. Ok?:D

~~I want to move away.~~ Ai mali. I want to break free pala. Free of everything. I ~~wish~~ hope that I could set my mind off things, negative things that is, for a day. I want to have a day of perfection. If there is such thing as that.

Moving on.. Tomorrow it will be colder in here. Snow will start falling tomorrow, at least that's what my dad said. (He is a reliable source for that since he is our weather person IN the house. Haha. PLUS he checks weather.com evrytime he uses his laptop) Yup. SNOW. Not just flurries. But SNOW. It is a white Christmas in here afterall. Can't wait. Medyo ignorante pa ako pagdating dun kasi first time ko. Haha. Pero nakakita naman na ako ng snow no. Pero hindi pa yung mismong falling snow tas nasa labas ako gumagawa ng snowman. Niyay. Haha. This year, gusto ko ganun. Call me immature for that.. so what? Who cares? Haha.

Besides, you are never too old for snow.:) Snow is for everyone.

Guess what? It was so unexpected that I am in the honor roll. Sobrang.. nakaka-aliw. Naka-post sa may main office ng school yung pangalan ko. Hindi ko nga malalaman na isa ako sa honor roll kung hindi saken sinabe ng friend ko na guy na nakita niya yung name ko sa may main office sa ilalim ng "Congratulations! You made it to the honor roll." Huwaw. Never in my entire life did I expect for something like that. Or perhaps, I never thought I could do that. Especially here, the struggle.. maaaan! You never know, because you haven't been in my shoes. But once you're here, you will understand. Db Rus?:)

You guys, I'm a little bothered. I was surfing the net and I was ike going to different pages and sites and stuff. And then my eyes crossed into this certain article. The article said that there is this guy who died of pneumonia. And the thing is, I do have pnuemonia. And not only that. I know I don't eat healthy foods and I am prone to like having a cold or something. I know, i know. I am weak, my body is weak. That's why it got my mind all tangled up. What if that happens to me too?

What if death is really instored for me in the near future? I don't even want to go there because what can I say? I am afraid of death. I mean really, who isn't afraid of it? Perhaps only the people who thinks their life is so negative and full of crap that they don't see the good ones. But I am not of those people. I am happy and content with my life now. Seriously.

End of discussion.

I still have tons of homeworks to do and reviews and I haven't done anything yet. I am so psyched.

♥Wis

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Depression

A lot of people think or may seem that living here in the US is everything they could ask for. Some people are willing to do everything for this.

I was given the chance to live the "American life". Tsss. Maybe to some people this is life but it isn't. Living here is NO FUN at all. I don't want this. I don't want any of this. It sucks even more because I know I can't do anything about it. But to wait.. in vain.

Living here in States is a pain in the butt for me. Haha. But it's true. You might be wondering why I keep stressing the state of my life here in States is... well, it's because... it caused me to like.. feel and to experience things that are painful and the things I thought I would never feel. Tell you what, If I was given a one-way ticket back to the Philippines.. and the fact that if I leave States now, I won't be able to come back.. I would definitely grab that ticket and be on my way home.

I am so depressed here, you guys. Clearly, I don't belong here.

Random Thoughts
1. It is so COLD in here. REALLY FREEZING COLD. Speaking of which, during my 5th hour class.. it started snowing. Yehes, you heard me right. Snow started to fall. It was probably the HIGHLIGHT of the day. But hey, that only lasted for like.. 5 minutes, then it stopped. Poop. Maybe tomorrow it'll snow more. Yihaaaaaaa!;)

2. Our winter concert for my choir class will be on December 13th. Yep, it's next tuesday. And guess what? We have this piece called.. Torah Orah. It's in Hebrew. We actually had to learn the Hebrew language for that. It was a little hard because of the accents but it was actually fun to learn. So what the hey, right? Hebrew language is a blast. Whew! Let me cite you a line. It goes like this... "Yisrael, v'oraita v'kudsha b'rich hu chad hu."

3. My aunt and my uncle visited us here in the East Coast. They came from Nevada. It was fun. We were out the whole weekend touring them all over.:)

4. We went to the outlet in Annapolis because my aunt LOVES shopping. So there. It was nice. It's near Chesapeake Bay. Anyway, I saw a cute top in one of the displays of the store. So I asked my mom if we could go there and if she could buy me the top. So we went inside the store. The store's name is.. Pacsun. So we were inside Pacsun and I grabbed the cute top and two more tops which my mom picked out for me. When we were about to pay for it, my mom was shocked.. the total amount of the tops I asked her to buy for me was $71.90. I had no idea Pacsun was an expensive store. So there, I bought three tops for $71.90 or more or less like near 4,000 pesos in Pacsun. Plus I asked my mom to buy me things from Nautica. So that's like instant shopping for me. Haha.:) FUN.:D

5. I miss my friends and my very happy life and socials in the Philippines.

6. I wish I'll be back home in the Philippines... SOON. I wish, I wish.

7. Am I a nerd? People in my school say, I am. You know, having A's doesn't make an individual nerd or geek. It only shows how much we value school. Right?

Have to go for now. Tons of school works to do. I better start now.
Buhbye!;)

♥Wis