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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Speak up.

PEOPLE OFTEN MISUNDERSTAND ME.

And by people, I meant the people who are close to me like my relatives and my "special friend/s". It's safe to say that I'm nice/good. I have been one. Even ask people who really know me. I let everything pass as long as it doesn't have anything to do with me. I often keep my mouth shut. However, there are times when I feel I HAVE TO talk.. and, and I just say everything. I AM FRANK. I say everything I want to say and I don't care if it hurts you bad. I just want you to know, what you are to me. If you've been bad, I say it. If you've been nice, or maybe TOO nice, I complement it. You ask for my opinion and I give my HONEST opinions.

I am not saying that someone is messing up with me. I just realized it. Of how people tend to listen and show their empathy but deep down.. they just don't get you. AT ALL.

I am in the brink of falling apart.

I am so fridggin on the edge of it.

I don't know anyone I can share my problems with. I don't even know if there are people who are willing to listen to what I have to say. Maybe for them it's useless, pathetic and immature. They might even find me so dramatic that I am pouring my heart out in my blog. Blogging help me in some way to release the tension and the negativity that I feel inside. But I know it won't definitely make my mind off the problem. For I will keep on coming back through it. Over and over again. And that's the cause of being so alone.

One day, you'll know how it feel like to be so alone. There's no one you can talk to and there's no one whom you are sure to listen to you. :(

I DON'T LIKE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. It's not that I'm not contented. It's just that I don't like it at all. I am faced with these and that because I HAVE TO. I SHOULD. I HAVE TO be here. Even if I don't want to. I am faced with things that I never thought I would. I never imagined life could be so bitter. But then, here I am. Feeling the bitterness and sometimes the loveliness of life.

It's true. Life is bittersweet. Sometimes it's sweet but most of the time, it could be bitter and kill you like hell.

So please...

Can anybody wake me up from this misery?

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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