Oh gee. If you're gonna be two-faced, at least make one pretty ;)

Monday, July 31, 2006

Haaaaayup naman heyun! :) Okay ka lang? Ikaw kaya ung siga sa ating neighborhood. Tas ngaun ipapasa mo naman sken. Tsaka takot ka sken? :)) Kalalaki mong tao takot ka sken? Hindi naman ako nangangain or nangangagat. Ni hindi nga kita nilalapitan FOR YEARS. Kahit na nung bata tau medyo tight, tight tau dahil sa magkapitbahay na tau eversince natuto taung maglakad. Ahahaha. Tsaaaaaka.. AKO KAYA YUNG TAKOT SAYO! Nakikita plang kita sa malayo, baaadtriiip na ko e. Kaya umiiwas na ako. Hindi na ako dumadaan kung nasaan ka man. Kasi alam kong.. mang-iinis ka ULIT and bully ka. Ahahaha. Totoo naman e. Pero buti nlang talaga nagka-ayos tau no. Pasalamat nlang sa naka-imbento ng texting tsaka kila Aiko na rin sa gimik na nagkasama sama tau. :D

Goodluck nlang sa school life mo, Jul. Actually, gumudluck steng dalawa. Pero una first day mo. Ang aga niyo nga e. August 12. Kami, August 28 pa. Kwento ka about first day ha. Give me clues, do's and don'ts. :D Ha? Teka, teka. Meron ba kaung reading program na KAILANGANG magbasa ng US history tas gagawa ng 3 essays about dun. Kasi kami.. MERON. Crap nga e. Tapos na ang four months of summer ko. Baaaaack to school na eto para steng dalawa. New environment na ito. :(

Noong isang araw.. nagtitingin tingin na ako ng non-fiction book about US history for my school's reading program na gagawan ng 3 essays afterwards. Hulaan ninyo kung ilang pahina bago ko matapos ung book na nakalap ko? 537 pages eto. Gumudluck nlang sa akin ano. :)

Oh well. This is a student's duty-to turn over whatever it is that they asked you to do. Have to do it. :)

SHOUTouts! :)

*Eirenieepots, SANA TALAGA maabutan kita sa YM. Meron akong ikukuwento sau.. parang ang dami ng nangyayari..

*Te Charl, I miss you and I love you. Hanapin mo sa buong bahay namin ung algeb notebook ko ha. Super kelangan ko siya e. Reference, dear. Tandaan mo, wala ka na. Wala na akong tutor sa math, at wala ka ng tutor sa fashion. Ahahaha. :)

*Cza, miss na miss na kita. Yung gift mo sken before ako umalis.. naka-preserve sa room ko. :D Aaaaand.. ang pictures nteng mga chicklets na magkakasama.. naka-decorate na rin. :)

*Mik, miss ko na ang mga gimik nten. At ang mga kuwento mo sken about sa mga crushes mo. Haha. Miss na miss ko na ang pagka-michiness mo. :))

*Sarsiwarsi, loka ka. Kung hindi ko pa nakita ang profile ng iyong labidabs hindi ko malalaman. :)) Spill, dear. :D

*Jul, don't worry. Hindi ko naman talaga gustong malaman ginagawa niyo ng girlfriend mo e. (cover ears) Na-intriga lang ako nung magka-chat tau sa YM kasi ba naman.. ikaw na mismo ung nag-open ng topic at nagtanong kung gusto kong malaman ang pinag-gagagawa niyo ano. Pero hindi ako talaga interesado. Swear. Kung ano man ang nangyayari.. sa inyo nlang iyon. Pero naman.. Behave. :)) :D

"I am living a life and I love it."

♥Wis

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Oh Puhlease.. :)

Okay, okay. I am really NOT good in giving advices about boyfriend-girlfriend relationships. But somehow, I am pretty much liking it now. Why? Because people come to me for advices about their relationships.

Ano daw ba mafifeel nung girl if ever... blah, blah, blah; Pano kung.. blah, blah, blah. Those are some things. Kadalasan naman.. ako ang ginagawang surveillance para mahuli nila ang boyfriend or girlfriend kung nagchicheat or hindi. NOTE.. madalas sila pa ung hindi naman close saken. yung tipong, friend ng pinsan ko na na-meet ko lang sa party or whatever. Minsan naman.. naiipit ako. Kasi minsan super tight ako sa taong ka-relasyon nila and what hurts me is the fact na.. ung magdedecide nlang sila agad agad without telling the other one about what they ARE thinking or feeling. Dun nga pumapasok ang term na.. communication e. Sorry nlang sa mga natatamaan. Wala akong gustong tamaan. Kung natamaan ka, sorry nlang. Relaaaaaaaaaks. This is MY OWN OPINION. :)

Nakakagulat pero nangyayari un sken. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. Ano bang alam at pakialam ko sa mga relasyon nila? Pero since they ask for it. Why not db? :) Ako pa naman si Ms. Okay okay, gagawin ang pabor.

Pero eto lang masasabi ko ano.. Always be open about everything as much as possible. Hindi ung basta basta nlang kasi un ung gusto niyo and yung hindi ninyo iniisip ung mararamdaman nung isa. Sabi nga ni Andrew, dapat give and take ang relationship. :)

Kaya ikaw.. paka-baet ka na. And kausapin mo siya para okay ang lahat db. Sure mahirap pero kakayanin db? :) Ikaw rin. Baka magsisi ka pag nawala siya sau. Pero ikaw rin naman kasi madami kang babae e. Hayan tuloy nagseselos siya sau. Tama na ang pag-susurveillance. Dapat nga ikaw ung bantayan niya e. :)) Kung alam lang niya. Pasalamat ka mabaet ako sau, kahit na paminsan loko ka rin e. Ahaha. Peace. :D Ingatan mo siya. Ka-close ko siya e no. Pasalamat ka hindi kita binunbuking sa mga babae mo. :)

Enough about boyfriend-girlfriend relationships. Let's talk about friendships. :)

Sa wakas. Naabutan ko rin si Cza at Mik sa YM. At nagkausap-usap kami kahit panandalian lang. My point is.. nakapag-usap usap ulit kami. :) Haaaaaaaaaaaapy. :) Super namimiss ko na talaga sila. As in.. sobraaaaaaaaaaaa. I love you, my two dearies. :)

Naabutan ko rin sa YM si Bi-anca! :) Haha. Haaaapy dear. :) Alam kong miss mo/niyo ko. You guys won't be the same without me. Now, I have the last laugh. Ahahaha. :) Pilyaaaaa? Oo na. Pilya na ako kung pilya. :)

"And I am hanging on every word you say and even if you don't want to speak tonight.. it's alright, alright with me.."

♥Wis

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Reminiscing moments I've spent with my loved ones.

My loved ones.. In this entry, the stars are my friends. MY REAL FRIENDS. :) They are the very obvious reasons why I want to go back to the Philippines.

CHICKLETS. :)

EVERSINCE CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND THEIR BOYFRIENDS. :)

CLASSMATES. :)

I miss all the times we have spent together through the past years. And I am really glad I met you guys. :)

I MISS and I LOVE you ALL.. :)

♥Wis

Friday, July 28, 2006

Todaaaaay eees a haaappy daaay. :)

New day, new beginning. :)

I don't know why. Although I know for a fact that I am happy. Perhaps because starting yester-night.. haha. I started to focus and imagine the positive outlook of my life. No more what ifs. That is for sure. No one can hold me back. No more regrets. No hesitations. If I like it, I like it. No more buts. :) So aiun. I am starting to live life fully and happily. This is a good start And I know, this is the meaning of the 'true' real life. :)

Aaaand.. I am so much happy with volleyball. :) Sooobra. :D I am doing great every meeting. :) Those are the remarks of my parents, ate and my coaches. :)

Miss ko na si Eirene. Simply because I can tell her everything. Be it family matters or boys. :) Haha. *apir. Kung nababasa mo man to, totoong miss na kita. Ubeeeer. Aaaaand.. nabasa ko ung blog mo na first time mo plang mawalan sa school niyo. Ako naman kabaliktaran. Ako ang target ng mga nangunguha ng gamit sa batch namin. As in sa four years ko sa Assumption, every year akong nananakawan. Minsan nga twice a year pa e. Mostly.. wallet na nagkakataong pag madaming pera ung laman tsaka ung perfume ko na ewan ko ba kung bakit pa ninakaw samantalang lahat naman ng classmates ko pinapahiram ko, buong class nga kapareho ko na ng amoy e. Minsan naman ung iba binibigyan ko pa nung isang bottle pag nagkaton na may extra ako. Pero ang pinaka-hindi ko makakalimutan.. ung nanakaw ung cellphone ko sa school. Eksaktong 2 days before mag-end ung classes, nanakaw. Badtriiip. Ang yayaman naman lahat ng tao sa school at lahat naman kami may cellphone bakit pa kelangang nakawin ung akin.. Yun ung hindi ko nagets. Kaya sana mahanap mo na stuffed toy mo.. para matuto na kung sino mang kumuha nun. :) Anyway, miss na talaga kita. Sana mag-abot tayo ulit sa YM. :) Ingat and goodluck sa lahat. :D

And when you get the chance to sit or to dance..
..I hope you dance. :)

♥Wis

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Ako ay nasa modo para sa isang tagalog na entry.

Sobraaaaaaaaaang dami kong namimiss sa Pinas. Sobraaaaaaaaa talaga. Kaninaaaaaaa.. naka-chat ko si Ca-ris. :D Kahit na medyo nagtotopak yung YM niya. Sobraaaaang masayang masaya ako.. :) First time kitang naabutan sa YM Ca-ris. Pagkatapos ng tatlong buwan. Sobrang masaya talaga ako. Love you, Ca-ris. :) *hug, hug. (Bawi ka sa mga tests ha. Madami pang quarters. Wag kang mag-alala) Hihintayin ka ng UP Diliman Ca-ris. :)

Sige. Kaninang umaga.. pumunta kami sa Quince Orchard para sa school interview ko. Hindi ko naman inexpect na merong test ano. So hindi ako prepared. Tsaka kahit naman alam ko.. hindi naman ako magrereview. Ahahaha. So ayun. Siguro mga ilang minuto ako nasa conference room at nagtetake ng lintek na napakahirap na math test na un. Sobraaaaaa. Naguluhan ang aking utak. Ba naman. Apat na buwang walang aral at walang pumapasok kung hindi ang mga daang-daang movies na pinapanood ko. Gaya na lang ng Dirty Dancing. :) Kaya sobrang.. grabe. Ang hirap. Pero okay lang naman e. Wala ung effect sa magiging grades ko ngaung taon. Nag-take lang ako nun para alam nila kung ano ung course ko for math dep. So ayun. Bukod doon, umokay naman ang lahat.

So.. bilang magiging mag-aaral ng Quince Orchard.. binigyan nila ako ng handbook. Lintsaaaaak. And kapal, kapal. Wala pa ako sa mood magbasa ng napakadaming school rules and regulations. Tsaka... eto ka. Kinakailangan kong magbasa ng napaka-kapal na non-fiction book like autobiographies and United States History, DAHIL.. kelangan kong magpasa ng TATLO (hindi isa) Tatlong essays tungkol sa babasahin ko. Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Heeeeeeeeeelp. Ayoko ng US history. :(

Eto ung mga classes na DAPAT kong pasukan sa darating na schoolyear. :) Happy ako sa iba pero sa iba.. ibang usapan na ito. Ahahaha. 7 subjects lang ite-take ko sa bawat araw, hindi pa kasama yung extra-curricular nun. So ayun. The 7 subjects are.. English, US history, Math, Science, Phys Ed, Foreign Language, Arts/Music/Computer. code=KELANGAN KONG KUNIN na klase, code=MGA PINILI kong klase. Para sa Phys Ed, pinili ko ung dance at gymnastics. Para sa Foreign Language, pinili ko ung Spanish. Yun na muna. Bago ko piliin ung Chinese or French. Para sa Arts/Music/Computer classes, pumili ako ng dalawa.. una kong pinili ung photography tas ung isa.. chorus group.

So ayun. Oo nga pala. Sobrang masaya ako ngayon dahil sa napakadaming rason. Sa sobrang dami hindi ko masabe lahat. Basta. Alam kong masaya ako. :) SOBRANG blessed talaga ako un lang masasabe ko. Lagi akong nagrereklamo sa nagiging takbo ng buhay ko pero kung tutuusin.. okay na okay naman ung takbo ng buhay ko. SOBRAAAAAA. :) Masaya ako. Sobrang kuntento kaya ako.

English muna. I know some people think I am NOT contented with my life, but to tell you the truth. I AM CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE. True. Most of the times, I brag about how I DO NOT LIKE IT but I know those things happen because it's a part of MY LIFE. The rough roads and heavy times are JUST A PIECE of the BIG picture of my whole wonderful life. So I don't care what YOU think. It is your own freakin problem. NOT MINE. :D Peaaaaaace. :)

Tagalong ulit. So ayun. Gusto ko lang maging malinaw ang lahat. :D Para tama na ang pamromorblema niyo sa kakaisip. :) Ako na mismo nagsasabi. :)

Kuntentong kunteto ako sa buhay ko. At problema mo na yun kung ayaw MONG maniwala. Wag mo idamay yung iba. :D Piece of advice lang. :)

♥Wis

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Swimming for 2 straight hours with ate equals heaven. :D Especially after all the fights na nangyari samin ni papa. Sobrang bonding. :) Saya. :) Lalo na kasi ang lalim ng pool. Nung una hanggang 7ft lang kaya ko. Nung lumaon, hanggang 13ft na nakaya ko. Malalim ung pool kasi may diving pa. Yung tipong, diving board pa talaga kaya ganun nga kalalim. After ko makaya ang 13ft.. nag-laps na rin ako sa lapping lanes. Dun sa lane na katabi ng kay ate. Racing un. Ultimate sayaaaaaaaaaa. :) Ang sarap ng feeling magswim sa 13ft na lalim ng pool. Para akong nasa dagat. Kulang nlang corals. Haha. Mas nangitim ulit kami. I like it. :) Sana maulit.. before umuwi si ate sa Pinas. :D I'll make sure of that. :)

For now, tulog muna. Past 12am na.

Another entry for the day. :) updated at 5:36pm

Tomorrow will be one of my school interviews. Fingers-crossed. Wish me luck. :D

For tonight, I will pamper myself. In whatever way I could think of. Oh. And my parents promised me that we will go to Rio tonight. It is just like Eastwood BUT better. :) So un. Basta. I will definitely papmper myself later tonight to get ready for one of the biggest happenings in my school life here. Ahahaha. Sana lang hindi ako mag-babble ng kung ano ano no. Ahahaha. Bahala na. :)

I also found a "Rich dad, Poor dad" book here in our basement. Merong copy sila papa. So I might read it since matagal na saking nirereto ni Andrew yung book na un. Ahahaha. And.. malapit ko ng matapos ung "The Notebook" na book. Nagustuhan ko kasi ung movie so might as well, I read it too. Pero guess what? Ang daming details sa book na wala sa movie. But still, the movie was good although I have to admit.. the book is WAY BETTER. Pag natapos ko ung "The Notebook".. 5 books na ung nabasa ko this summer. Grabe. Para ang worthwhile ng summer ko. Ahahaha.

Have to go.. Tennis lessons. :)

♥Wis

Sunday, July 23, 2006

I have finished reading four books this summer. Come to think of it, it's quite a lot for a person like me who hates reading. I really do hate it. It's more of a have to NOT want to.

Last night, I have finished reading the book, Love Story be Erich Segal. I read it since I really like the movie which I have seen years ago. Ate told me it would be better if I read it so I read it. And the truth is I loved the book. It expresses the emotions each actor in the movie portrayed. Sobrang wooooow. :) I loved it. Definitely. :) Nakaka-iyak yung last few pages ng book. Totoo. Read it for yourself so you'll know what I am saying. I won't say the details since I don't want to spoil the story for you. It is more or less the same thing with the movie. Pero sa book mo mare-realize ung paghihirap talaga nung couple. Kasi parang.. ewan ko.. mafifeel mo rin. I was even thinking, what if my own love story would turn out to be like it.. Would he choose "his everything" or me? Hmmmm.. Haha.

Okay. I know I should move on with my life amidst all of it imperfectness and not so good stuff. I should take it as a challenge and be better in coping with it. Kasi sabi nga ni ate, iba ung family namin. Ibang iba talaga.

I just want to quote something. Something which might doesn't mean anything for you but for me it was almost everything I need for now. Advice. Yep, that's it. Anyway, here it goes.

"Dapat ok ka lagi ha? And be happy and contented with life..:) Kahit di naman perfect ang life naten dahil sa mga problems.. Ok lang un.. Don't give up.. Continue to live and be happy and remember, we always have a choice in everything that we do.. You'll always have the choice to be happy instead of worrying about your problems.. Think of the solutions..:) And make wise decisions..:) And have a direction in life para di masayang ung mga ginagawa mo ngaun.. Kasi sabe daw dapat ung future na ginagawa naten ngaun.. may connection sa pinagsasayangan naten ng oras ngaun.. ayun. Just a piece of advice..:)"

*The bold ones are the ones that really strucked me.

*To the person who made this mail for me (you know who you are. Kumuwiet ka nlang) Sobrang thank you talaga. :) Peeaaaaaace. :)

♥Wis

Saturday, July 22, 2006

My dad and I fought again. And as usual, ate came to the rescue for me. Which is good. Because if she hadn't come, maybe papa could hit me. Not that he hits me. I just had the sudden feeling that maybe he want to hit me.

Ate and I stayed in my room for an hour and talked. Really talked. I was crying so hard and I was telling her how I hate it here. How I want to go back to the Philippines. Kahit na mag-isa ulit ako sa bahay namin.. okay lang. Kesa ganito na every weekend na nga lang kami magsasama tas away pa. It's been only nearly three months and yet we already had a lot of fights. All of it hindi alam ni mama. Papaano pa kaya ung ilang years na pag stay ko dito db?

Sa totoo lang.. natatakot ako. Natatakot ako sa lahat ng pwede mangyari sken once na umalis na si ate which is is 4 weeks. :( Ate told me to be strong but what the heck I am being strong for almost half my life. Since mama and papa left Philippines for their work here I have been sturggling to get on with my life with my one two feet. Wala sila to be there on my birthdays and other special occassions. I was left with ate and kuya. Pero siyempre, iba pa rin ung sila db? God, ilang years ko tiniis un. Hindi pa ba enough un?

Ate said I was the strongest between the three of us. Kasi ang aga kong naging independent sa madaming bagay. Lahat kami madaming pinagdaanan, pero sken na ata ung pinaka-masaklap. Ate Charl knows my bitter feelings me moving in here. Pero like what ate said, hindi naman pwedeng basta basta nlang ulit ako pauwiin nila mama sa Pilipinas since everything is already being settled here.

Hindi ako masaya dito. Come to think of it. Hindi talaga. Sure masaya ako to be with my parents again. Pero ang hirap din kasi nasanay na ko na wala sila and to get on with my weekends back there with no one except ate, kuya, cha and joeff. Ugh.

I don't hate mama or papa.. it's just that.. iba e. Nasanay na ko to stand on my own and to be alone all the time. Nasanay na ako na maids lang kasama ko kahit nung nandun pa sa Pilipinas both parents ko. Lagi silang.. work, work, work. And now... it's all different. I am under their cursed rules and their eyes are all on me. Down on me. Siyempre, 21+ na ung parehong kapatid ko. I am under their over protectiveness AND strictness.

I have to do whatever they asked me to do.. with no questions asked. For they say, what they say is always what's best for me and for everyone. Blah, blah, blah.

I miss everything back in the Philippines. But hey, I have to stop missing Philippines. And just move on with my life for now. Who knows it might turn out that I'll like it here sooner or later. But one thing is for sure. I will go back in the Philippines when the right time comes.

Everything has it's own perfect timing and it is within us to make that thing happen in that perfect moment and not wait for any other time. For we never know, when it'll turn out to be too late to happen in reality. - wisbaua :)

♥Wis

Thursday, July 20, 2006

These past few days I have been contented on just bumming inside our house. I have nothing to do. Really. I am so freakin bored around here.

Gusto ko ng mag-start ang class. Well, for a lot of things-para magkaroon ng friends, makalabas at hindi na mabore dito sa bahay and well, for my brain to work. Haha. Kasi feeling ko wala ng laman utak ko about school topics. Kasi naman ano, 4 months na ang summer ko. Yipes. Kaya super na-eexcite na ako mag-August 28.. (that's the first day of my school here in the states)

Well, hindi lang naman un ung nararamdaman ko e. Natatakot din ako siyempre. Kasi this time, iba na. It's the REAL world. I mean, coed na ung magiging school ko, iba iba ung ethnicity and everybody is open to anything and everything. And come to think of it.. ang hirap. Kasi hindi sila Pilipino. I mean.. I have nothing against them. It's just that.. Iba kung kalahi mo. Diba? You can get along so well even if you're not talking. E ito.. iba. That's why I call it the real world. Not that hindi real world ung school ko sa Philippines. Kasi real world din naman un. Pero get what I mean.. hindi na gaya dati na sobrang protected ka ng admin ng school, hindi na all girls which is dun ako sanay kasi ba naman eversince nursery PLUS the different ethnicity. Not to mention... history. Ano bang malay ko sa history ng Amerika. Ano? Ahahaha. Speaking of.. si papa ang expert dun. He knows American history more than the Philippine history. Haha.

Guess huwaaaat? Baka pumasok ako sa International Baccalaureate Program (IB). It is one of the school's very competitive program. It is open for all students who are honor students or at least, high grades. Plus.. I have to be bilingual and learn at least.. level one of French, Chinese and Spanish. Gumudluck nlang saken ano. Ahaha. Sumeryosong school work na talaga ito. I really have to be better than ever. :)

Anyway, change topic.. :)

My titas called and they told me how much they miss me. They miss my stories and my all time "hirits". Haha. Namimiss na rin nila ang aking ka-hyperan and ung attitude. And most of all, namimiss nila yung kaingayan ko. :D Lalo na pag nagsama kami ni Ate Charl. Expect the unexpected. Haiii. Miss ko na buruha. I love you, Ate Charl. :)

My very best play in the history of my volleyball classes was made earlier. Graaaaabe. I was so damn proud of myself. Sumaspike ba ito tas lahat ng team mate ko sabe ng sabe ng "Great job!". Graaaabe talaga. I can't even believe it.. Kahit si ate pumaproud sken. Ahahaha. Even the guy na super feeling magaling na hindi naman. Ahahaha. Ang sama e. Pero totoo.. he is NO good. Not at all. Anyway, I like volleyball. :) I really do. :) Which gave me an idea.. I might join the varsity. Haha. Peaaaaace. :) But oh well.. who knows? I might or maybe, I will. :)

Hindi namen naabutan ung concert kanina dahil sa volleyball class. Oh well. But the volleyball class earlier was so worth it for me. Believe me. You should have seen me. :)

♥Wis

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Today was pretty much a boring day for me. Oh well. Damn it.

I super duper miss Ate Charl. Oh. Which reminds me.. of her friend. Actually, OUR friend whom we trusted. Bo-ho for her. Go to hell. Or maybe you are already in hell. I just can't imagine.. how could you do that? we trusted you. Anyway, the damage has been done. And definitely, we can't do anything about it anymore aside from letting it go. But I know we will definitely not forget what you have done. We, most especially I, wanted to make that clear. You really messed up a very good friendship. I suppose there will be a lot of people who will turn their back on you sooner or later. They know what you are doing. Don't think they don't. They just pity you. You are such a social climber. At first.. hindi ako makapaniwala pero come to think of it.. it's true. You use people. Which anyone else not just me, hates. Just wait and see for the perfect time. I feel sorry for you. But wait. I am not sorry. You should be sorry to us, to Ate Charl. I pity you.

*Eirene, miss na kita. Oo no. Sobraaa. Ang tagal na rin kasi e. Alam mo ang dami ko saung ikukwento. Grabe na to. :) Haha.

*Andrewkins, teka. Wag ka mag-alala. Miss na rin kita. And mukhang sineryoso mo na ung name na binigay ko sau na Andrewkins ha. Mabuti yan. Para mas masaya. Haha. :) Ibigay mo sken home address mo, melon akong solplesa para sau. Haha. :D

*Rus, best, miss na kita. I love you. :) Ibigay mo sken home address mo, melon akong solplesa sau. Haha . :D

*Noems, okay lang no. I'm sure hindi naman super duper bad ng new section mo. Too bad nga lang wala na ako. Wala ng magkukuwento sayo in detail ng mga nangyayari saken pati sa mga "boys" na gusto ko. Haha. And thank you pala kasi ha.. kasi halos muntikan na akong ampunin ng pamilya mo since ako lang mag-isa nun sa bahay namin. Haha. You really are a true friend. :D

*Chicklets, ibigay ninyong lahat yung home address ninyo. Hihintayin ko un ha. Isend niyo nlang sken through mail, friendster or ym. :D I have a surprise for you guys. :) I love you all. :) At sobra sobraaaaaang miss ko na kayo. Goodluck sa Assumption life. Haha. :) Mmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! :) *hug, hug. :D

♥Wis

Saturday, July 15, 2006

THURSDAY. Damn it! I wasn't really happy about the way I played volleyball in our class that evening, although a lot of people seem to love the way I pleayed. Really. My teammates waren't as good as the ones I had last week. They were too competitive. Which by the way I didn't like. And it's as if they are messing the game so badly and I got a lot of problem with it. I mean.. what is in them. We were ther to play the sport not to buzz our asses out to nothing. Which in the end summarized our play. Nada. Nothing really happened. It's as if I wasted my two hours to some sort of quote and quote "evil jungle". They are like uncontrollable animals. They don't think and play the game by the rules. Ugh. What a total Thursday evening waste. Hated it.

FRIDAY. Went to the recreation center to (a)play tennis, (b)play volleyball and (c)do cartwheels, headstands, handstands and both forward & backward rolls in the green grass field. Tennis was good but a little tiring same with volleyball. The cartwheels and all was super and major fun. I can't even believe that I can still do all those gymnastic stunts. Hello. It's been what.. 8-9yrs ago since I last did that. Gymnastic is fun especially when you compete with other gymastic schools. You get to see who really is the best in the dfferent areas. Hmm. Which gave me this big urge to go back to gymnastic classes. :) I love gymnastics. My coaches were the ones who even told me that I have a passion for gymnastics. It's just now that I realize that maybe I really am. Imagine 8-9yrs ago. I always go to Ateneo for my gymnastics class and stay there for the whole day to practice/prepare for the BIG competition. After the gymnastics competition is Club Gymnastica in Pasig.. I had chickenpox. Haha. Nice timing, huh? My favorite routine is the one with the uneven bars and the balanced beam. Oooh. I love it. Doing rolls and cartwheels without falling down the beam is a very good accomplishment. :D It is really worthwhile to practice and have fun doing gymnastic stunts. Gymnastics is fun. You should give it a try. It is very worth it. It makes a persone super flexible. :)

STILL FRIDAY. Checked Akazukin Cha-cha's (Ate Charl's) friendster account. She already wore the orange top I gave her. Yippeee! :) Looks good on you, Te Charl. :)

Change topic but still under Ate Charl's. BAD NEWS. I hate her. Not Ate Charl but her friend. No, I won't tell her name although I hope na meron naman siyang tinatawag na conscience to think about what she has done. I always thought that she was a good friend. I even rode scooter bikes with her and it was really fun. Then all of a sudden, she becomes a backstabber. Twink! Just like that. Ugh. I really did thought she was the truest friend, Ate Charl could have. But no-uh! She is the worst among them all. How could she even do that. For all's sake.. stop ditching.. you bitch! You were the one who told me that there are a lot of bitches in this world.. but I never knew that you were one of them. Maybe I am being a bit too harsh on younow but duh. Try to think what you've done with Ate Charl. That is way worst. You've crossed the line far too much, biatch! Damn all the negativity and all those stupid friggin rumors coming out in your big, big mouth. If you have nothing good to say.. might as well... SHUT UP! I hate you.. I never knew I could hate you. Not until I knew the true color you were hiding behind your "pacute personality" to be so-called mapansin ng mga guys. Heck. Tignan mo nga kung merong papansin sau. Tignan mong mabuti ugali mo kung merong magkakagusto sau in the first place. You are such a big and very bold backstabber. How could you do that?

Alam mo naman na they love each other.. specifically.. Allen and Ate Charl. And you are right there. Sucking it all up. Alam mo naman na madalas sila mag-away and there you are bulging in and pushing this new girl to Ate Charl's boyfriend. BOYFRIEND. Meaning, Allen is in a relationship, taken.. dumb ass! You're messing not directly at me but duh.. who cares? You are very much hurting someone so dear to me not to mention blood related.. biatch! Traitor! Errrrrrr.. Nanggigigil ako sau.... I could hurt you, squeeze you, whatever it takes.. if I am near you at this very moment. How could you.. You are such a LIAR. Enough has been said for me to turn my back on you. Ugh. I hope people would realize how much they are risking to be "with you" or just to be friends with you. May God bless them not to fall in your trap. Sorry but you've broken a very good friendship between the three of us-You, Ate Charl and me. Plus.. sad to say.. you have messed with the wrong girls.. Girlfriend. -->NOT! Ugh. Just let us be and back off of us. Okay? So long..

SATURDAY. Woke up early this morning and went to Butler's Orchard again. We went there to pick blueberries and blackbeeries. They were so sweet. I liked it! :)

Afterwards, we went to mama's friend's house. There was a party there so we ate and we were all full. Maaaan. I love Filipino food. :) I love meat. :) Plus the sweets! :)

Also went to Sports Authority to buy tennis rackets and tennis balls. :D New sport.. Tennis. :)

*Eirenieepots! :) -->new name mo sken yan. :D Hindi lang ako ikaw no. Kahit naman ako miss na kita no. Sobraaa. Yung mga kwentuhan nten about.. *ahem, ahem* and all other stuff na hindi nten ma-share sa ibang tao. Haaaii. Boys, boys, boys. Haha. :) Ayan. Kinikilig na naman ako. I miss you. Totoo. Sorry pala kung mejo hindi ako nagigising ng maaga para mga gabi niyo para magkachat tau. Sorry. I'll make it up to you. :) Promise. :)

♥Wis

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Oh my! I super love Dirty Dancing (Havana Nights)! :) Grabe. Magmemelt ung heart ko sa sobrang kilig and galing nila sumayaw. Tama, tama. Diego Luna was super hot there. Not that he has a quote and quote "hot body" but because he dance so well. Sobrang nakaka-turn on kaya ung mga guys na magaling sumayaw. :) Grabe.

Here's a sneak preview of their dance. :) You'll love it too. I'm telling you. :) Ayan. Kinikilig na naman ako. Haha. Move in to the beat of it! :)

Oo nga pala. Give a little time for the music to upload kasi nag-bubuffer pa siya. Mga 2 minutes wait lang un so have patience. Pag complete na ung pagka-buffer niya. Dun mo iplay para mas maganda tuloy, tuloy na. Hindi ung pajump, jump. :)

♥Wis

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Hindi pala magaling sa penalty kicks ang Italy ha.. Pa. Haha. Relaaaaks. Joke lang. Di pala magaling pero dahil dun kaya sila nanalo. You were the one who told me na pag penalty kicks, talo Italy. But see.. Haha. Bo-ho! Haha. It's just a matter of believing, Pa. Haha. You see, I believed. Haha. Actually, we both believed. You also like Italy to win. Right, right?

Holy crap. Have you seen the movie, Dirty Dancing (Havana Nights)? It was released on the year 2004. It is the most wooot woot thing. I keep on watching it for like 5 times a day. I really love it! :) Sobra. I am pretty sure you'll like it too once you've watched it. It involves dancing so hindi siya boring. Promise. Kikiligin kau. :) It is based on true events. Sobra talagang BIG woah! Pano pa kaya kung sken pa nangyari un? Wow. :) And, and.. Medyo soundtrack niya ung "My Hips Don't Lie" ni Shakira which was released only this year. Oh, oh. Shakira revived the real "My Hips Don't Lie" in the movie. Mas maganda ung version nung sa movie. :) I'm telling you. Pati kayo mapapasayaw. Basta, basta. It is one of my favorite movies from now on. :) See the movie for yourself. It is so worth the time to watch. If you don't want to.. suit yourself then! :D

My dad and I fought.. again. Okay, so what's new. It's the crappiest thing ever for him to be mad at me. Sobrang too much. I really want to go back to the Philippines.. NOW. That's the reality. I don't want it here. First, everything's been so okay for me back in the Philippines. No crappy and too protective stuff which by the way are the most things papa are telling me. Second, it was really fine. Me being alone in our house with the maids and my life is pretty much stable. No stupid things to be done. None at all. All I have to do is study hard, as what all people my age are doing. Doi. Back here.. everything is different. My world had already spinned to the crappiest and dullest days of my life. So much blessed huh? Now don't tell me that stupid thing right now because honestly it won't make me feel any good. If I could only put my quote and quote old life back. I really do like it to happen.

For all people who thinks slash feel I am happy here. Well for my honest answer.. I'll think about it. Being here with my parents together again is pretty much good. But then, I hate it when these dull things are being said and should be done. Ugh. I really hate it. Sa totoo lang, I want our maid back in the Philippines. I can tell her anything. And I mean anything. And she won't tell anything to mama and papa. Lahat ng takas ko na gimik. Mouth shut siya. Why, you might ask. Well, for the very reason that she understands me well. Which by the way, my parents are really not. For they really are close minded people. The only important thing for them is what they know is right and they don't want our opinion about it. Whatever they want, yun na un. Period. Most of the time.. Cha, Joeff, my other cousins and I are wondering why can't they be like so open with us. Like other parents do. Iba sila. Iba clan namin. Kakaiba talaga. Samantalang sa mga maids namin, I can be open to them, most of the time to her, Ate Marivic (our maid) about boys and really everything. Pag sila mama.. madami pang tanong and a lot of chuvacheness.. like kung san nag-aaral and all. All those shitty stuff. Haha. Pero totoo. That's what they are.

Nakakapagtaka nga e. Kasi behind all those shitness.. Cha, Joeff, my other cousins and I are still happy and pretty much contented and living the life we want to. The blessings we receive are pretty much a lot.. really. But hey. It's pretty equal. Why? Because our shitty life on the other side of that good life is somehow a lot too. A lot, a lot. Yeah. Funny how we really are connected not only by blood but also the way we think and do things. Awww. Shit. I am missing them so much. I love you, guys. :) Cousins for life! :) *cheers.

Oh hey, hey. But don't worry about me. I'll get out of this mess sooner or later. That is what I am doing for like 15 years now. Getting out from the mess that people make out of their hot-headedness. If there is such term as that. Haha. Ah basta. I am going to stop now. Let's just all be happy. :) *wink. And celebrate the beauty of life. :) *big grin.

Hai. Pero come to think of it.. Blessed nga ako no in most ways. :) I've got good and real friends and people surrounding me ready to catch me when I break down and when I feel like my life is pretty messed up. They are there to cheer me up and make me feel better by telling me how bitter and worst their life is. Whooray, whooray! for you guys. :) I love you all. :) *hug, hug.

I'll get back on you and hopefully see you once I am back or at least, visit there in the Philippines. O-tay? Haha. *smoochies. :)

"I just want to be dan-cing.. dirty, dirty, dirty, dan-cing!" :) *doing the patooty dance. Haha.

♥Wis

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Early this morning, I was able to chat with Eirene. We were able to talk about lots of things. We've open up some things with each other. Saya nga e. :) Sana next time ulit ganun. :D

I have a lot of dilemmas. One of it is my school for this coming school year. I have received my papers from the International Student's Admissions Office. Which means, I can enroll whenever I want to. The problem is.. I don't know where. How can it be this hard to choose schools? Dang it! :))

*I love you, Dang! Balita ko may lakad kayong Chicklets sa Shang sa Friday ha. Saya niyo! Pero teka. Sumama ka ha. Madalas kasing ikaw ung wala pag may lakad ang barkada e. Haha. Pansin ko lang. Haha. :)

*Finals na ng FIFA ngayon. Italy versus France. Gumudluck sa Italy. :) *cheer, cheer. Italy ako pehreh, obvious ba? Suportahan nten si Joeff. Sabay ganun. Haha. Kung nasan ka man ngaun, iho, mag-ingat ka. At mahal kita. Pinsan kita e. May magagawa ba ako. Haha. Joke. Regards sau, kay Yenyen, Tito at Tita. O-tay? :) *hug.

GUYS.. whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Whooooooooohooooooo! Panalo Italy sa FIFA world cup! :) Ang saya! :) They were tied with France for the whole game with the score of 1-1. Then after two overtimes, they were still tie. So, penalty kicks nlang. Italy scored 5, and France scored 3. Grabe. Tili ako ng tili. Haha. So Italy was entitled to be the 2006 FIFA champions! Wooooot! Wooooooot! :) Nakakaawa ang France kasi umiiyak lahat sila. But then it was their fault din naman why they lost kasi finoul ni Zidane ung isang player ng Italy. Too bad for them. This year is Italy's fourth time of being a FIFA champion. The last time was 1982. So.. Let's partay now! :)

Nako. May party na sa Rome ngaun. Pati sa bahay ni Joeff (pinsan ko). Sana nandun ako. Madaming italian food na ipeprepare. :)

♥Wis

Saturday, July 08, 2006

UPDATES! :)

Last Thursday night, ate and I attended our volleyball class. We both played a VERY GOOD game. REALLY. Even our class-mates said so. We were so happy. Especially, me. First time ko lang maging very good sa volleyball no. Actually, this was my very first time to really play the game and learning at the same time. Kasi there was our teachers playing the game with us. I was really happy. Jeff even taught me how to set although I really didn't like him at first. Pano ba naman.. he was taking to seriously and he was too competitive. Uh. I hate it. I am really sorry Jeff if it took a little more time for me to do what you told me to do. It was just that it was so hard for me to jump so high as high as you were expecting me to do. But come to think of it, I've made a pretty good job at it afterwards. Thanks for the big help and for the cheers you've made.. boom-rarara-rarara for me! Haha. :)

Volleyball is so much fun once you get to know the game pretty good. Practice lang kelangan to keep up the pace with the much better ones who plays the game. I want more games to come up. I just wish that the team I have last thursday would be the same team that I will be able to play with. Gumudluck nlang sken. Hopefully, I'll be able to play as much effort as I've played last week or better than that. :D

Yesterday, ate went to New York to her friend. I bet they are really having a good time because of the parties and all. As for me, I am left here with my outrageously protective parents. Haha. Hindi naman. Umexagge na ako. Haha. Pero totoo, protective sila sken. Saken lang. I wish mag-21 na ako. Kasi we have this family rule. Once we turn 21.. we will have all the privileges that adults have. Meaning.. we can go, wherever we want to. Go home whatever time we want to. As long as we tell them where we are going. But here's the catch why I want to be 21, I DON'T HAVE to ask permission from them whenever I want to go out. I will just have to tell them. And who knows, they might give me my own car too and a condo, as well. Whoohoo. By then, I'll be living THE life. Well, not really. But who knows? Ha. Can't wait to finally be 21.

I visited Mik's blog earlier. Good thing she's having fun with what she's doing. Goodluck nga lang sa school. Haha. Anyway, I saw in her blog na may gimik ang Chicklets sa Shang. (Chicklets is my group slash barkada) Haiii. Eto na ang simula ng mga lakad ng Chicklets na wala ako. Too bad nlang sateng dalawa Rus. Di bale, I'll talk to my mom so I can visit you in Michigan tas taung dalawa gigimik. :) I'll try to. Pero walang promises. Kasi nga nagiging strict sken sila mama lalo na ngaun. Ewan ko kung bakit. Pero cross your fingers, baka payagan ako. :D Sana, sana... :)

I am having a dilemma. Yep, it's dilemma. It is the right spelling, not dilemna. I'll tell you about it tomorrow.

♥Wis

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Some pictures to share. Ateneo Basketball memories. :)

The UAAP Ateneo Basketball Team (Junior's Division)

7th Asean Basketball, Ateneo ung nagrepresent ng Philippines. The whole family was there in Baguio to give support. Siyempre! :) Mukha pa ata akong daga nun. Haha. Joke. Peaaace. :)

Kulitan moments with kuya's basketball friends.. Kuya Nino, Kuya Marti, Kuya Larry, Kuya Paolo, Kuya Nick, Kuya Paul, Kuya Eman, Kuya JR and Kuya Bits. At sa lahat ng hindi ko kilala.. Haha. :) Overnight? Haha.

Now, you want to know why I so love ATENEO Basketball? I bet alam niyo na. It's because of kuya and the kulitan moments we've shared.. ung mga outings at lahat na. Pati ang mga kaen sa resto moments. Haha. :)

ATENEO... One Big Fight! :) *Cheer, cheer. :)

Go mga kuya! :) *Proud, proud. :)

♥Wis

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

I miss a lot of people. Sobra. I miss..

CHICKLETS (My HS Barkada)
Isay-Ang tagal na kitang hindi nakakasama no. At kahit nung paalis na ako hindi pa rin kita ulit nakakasama. Kahit sa school man lang. Haii. Bawi ka dapat sken pagbalik ko. Haha.
Michi-Ang mga gimik nten nila Cza sa Greenhills, Eastwood at Gateway. Pati ang mga bonding moments nten. At ang iyong pagiging kikay. Ahem. Pati pala ang mga crushes. Haha.
Kyla-Left side seatmate! Babes! Haha! Sana maulit muli days and Powerplant days with the other chicklets. Haha. Ang fun. Sa school naman ang mga sessions nten. Ang kakulitan naten nila Nins pag classes. Haha.
Angela-Ang away nten nila Aica nung grade 7 na talaga namang hindi ko makakalimutan. Pero in fairness, ang tibay ng friendship nten no. Despite all of it. Haha. Ang mga overnight sa bahay niyo, namimiss ko un.
Nina-Right side seatmate! Ang mga scribbles pati ang mga usapan nten nila Kyla. Haha. At ang iyong mga napakagandang drawings. At ang pagpunta ng RP ng naka-commute. Pareho pa taung hindi masyado marunong tumawid. Haha. :)
Dang-Ahem. Madaming lalaki sa buhay. Haha. Dancer. *apir.
Paola-Ang mga away naten ano.. big and small. Haha. Pero pinaka-malala talaga ung sa CAI room fight nten. Buong class naka-witness nun. Hindi ko makakalimutan ang G4 day-out nten dalawa lang. Ang movie at ang bonding. Yun ung last time na nakasama kita. :(
Cza-YFC activities. Mga gimik nten nila Mik lalo na ung sa Greenhills. Nung nag-shop kayo for gifts tas pauwi, nagtaxi tau.. Ako na naman nagbayad. Pati ung gimik nteng 3 nila Aya. Yung sa Gateway tas nag-absent pa tau sa intrams for that. Haha. Nilibre ko pa kau sa Pizza Hut nun, biglaan un. Buti may money ako. Haha. Madami ka ng utang sken Cza. Haha. Joke lang. Peace. Ang sweetness mo Cza, un ang pinaka-namimiss ko sau. Pareho pa taung matakaw. Haha.
Caris-Ikaw ang nakakausap ko about ALL things. Things na hindi ko masyado ma-explain dahil hindi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko. Naalala mo ung for a time, we felt secluded dahil sa.. dot, dot, dot. Gets mo na? Tas pumunta taung Multi to talk about it. Ang galing, pareho pala tau ng naiisip no. Pareho rin taung matakaw. Kung gutom, gutom talaga. Haha.
Russel-Wow. Super miss na kita, Inday. Haha. Ang iyong kakulitan, kunwa kunwaring bisaya accent at ang kahyperan mo. Ikaw na ang isa sa mga taong may pinakamadaming crush sa balat ng lupa. Haha. Peace. Ikaw rin ang taong napapag-openan ko ng sama ng loob ko. If there are times. Haha. Ang hindi ko makakalimutan.. ung fair! Haha. :)

BUSMATES/GIMIK-MATES
Grace-Super bright. :) Dancer. At masaya kakuwentuhan.
Laya-You are my ampalaya. :) Ikaw ang napakakulit na mahilig mang-asar sa akin. Haha. Softball lover. Grabe ang plans mo for softball, iha ano. Haha. You love DLSU.
Jaya-You are my papaya. :) Ang puti, puti mo naman kasi ano. Ikaw ang palaging hyper at inlove na inlove kay.. dot, dot, dot. Haha. We both LOVE ADMU.
Laya and Jaya-Kayo ang madalas kong kasama pag gimik ang pag-uusapan. Every friday ba naman. Hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga moments na un. Nakakatawa tau tas ang iingay pa nten. Kaya tinitgnan tau ng mga tao. Alala niyo pa ung pumunta tau ng ADMU for the salo salo? Bilib ako sa mga sarili naten nun. Umuulan pa nun ha. Talaga nga naman. Ang mga Eastwood gimiks nten. :)
Hindi ko rin makakalimutan ang Gateway nteng dalawa, Laya? Sa Teriyaki Boy nakita naten ung kamukhang kamukha ni Chico, tas tingin pa siya ng tingin sten akala nten siya nga. Haha. Tas same day sa movie house naman, may tumawag ng name ko tas nag-hi ako tas narinig nten pareho na sinabe niya na.. "Luisa, Kilala mo pa ko?" Haha. Tawa pa tau ng tawa non. Isa pang reason kaya tau tumatawa nun kasi inuunahan kita dun sa seat nten. Ayoko kasi sa dulo, e 2 lang naman tau, so inunahan na kita. Tumakbo ako tas akala ko di mo ko hahabulin kaya naunahan mo pa rin ako. Haha. Tumatakbo tau sa loob ng movie house for the seats. Benta talaga. :)

EVERSINCE CHILDHOOD FRIENDS/NEIGHBORS
Sarah-Hinding hindi ko talaga makakalimutan ang ginawa mo sken sa bahay ninyo nung mga bata pa tau. Haha. Tinulak mo ako sa bathroom sa bahay niyo dahil ayaw mo pa kong umuwi pero ako gusto ko ng umalis. Haha. Hindi ko rin makakalimutan ang pagpronounce mo ng pangalan ko.. LU-I-SA. Haha. Ikaw ha. Mag-iingat ka sa mga boys mo ha. Easy ka lang. Miss ko na ang kuwentuhan nten sa park. :) Pati ang mga christmas and halloween party. Haha. Namimiss ko na boses mo na talaga namang.. ANG LAKAS, LAKAS. Haha.
Aiko-Sa wakas. Haha. Peace. Ikaw ang pinakamatanda sa amin pero mas bata ka pa samin mag-isip. Haha. College ka na. Rumock en roll ka. Haha. Ikaw ang Haponesa na super naging close ko. Ang dami nateng adventures ano. At apat sa lahat ng un ang hindi ko makakalimutan. (1) Yung nag-lrt tau papuntang Baywalk at nagkaligaw ligaw tayo, (2) Pumunta tayo ng Ateneo kasama si Dek at nanood tau ng concert para suportahan si Kev, (3) Yung nanood tau ng Ateneo vs UP basketball game sa Araneta tas ako lang ung nagchicheer pero masaya ako nung last quarter tumatayo ka na rin. Haha. At (4) Nung nagpasama ka sken papunta sa bahay ng tita mo ata, tas sabi mo lalakarin lang nten dahil malapit lang sabay kelangan pala nten mag-commute. :) Haha. Hayup ang mga adventures nten e. :) Pati ang mga kuwentuhan naten about anything sa park kasama si Dek, Kev at Sarah.
Dek-Echuuuuuuuusa! :) Ang iyong kakuwelahan ay talaga namang kamiss miss ano. Haha. Ikaw na ang pinakamalandi at pinakamasayang echusang nakilala ko. :)

HOLY SPIRIT CLOSEST FRIENDS
Karla-Ikaw ang lagi kong kasama sa Gale. Madalas ako pumunta sa bahay niyo para.. wala lang. Tas naglalakad tayo papuntang Magnolia Ice Cream Parlor. Ayos. :) Ikaw ung merong kapitbahay na ang pangalan ay RYAN at sinasabe niyang crush ko siya kaya ako pumupunta sa bahay niyo. Excuse me lang no. Ikaw naman pinupuntahan ko e. Hindi siya. Lumipat siya ng bahay tignan niya kung makikita pa niya ako. Haha. Sa ating magkakabarkada (9 tau db?), ikaw ang pinaka-close sa mga lower batch sten. Ikaw din ang pinaka-unang nakakaalam ng mga gossips. Haha.
Reg-Ikaw ang nagpa-sleep over sken nung Feb 10 para makapag-bond ulit tau after all these years. Ikaw din ang kauna-unahang nagpatikim saken ng holy kernel corn ba un? SARAP! Ayos. :) Kamusta na oala kau ni Jeff? Sana mabuti naman. Ikaw rin ang nakukuwentuhan ko about.. dot, dot, dot. :) Friends for life. And Ateneo for life. Malaking gumo sa mga kuya nten. :)

CENTER FOR ARTS FRIENDS (Cafi)
Ate Ailyn-Nasa China ka na. Galing, galing. Hindi kita makakalimutan. Ikaw ung college na mukhang bata. Haha. Ang baet mo. Sobra. Not to mention, friendly and cheerful. Animo La Salle para sayo, Ate Ailyn. :)
Micha-I love you Micha! Kung nasan ka man ngayon. DLSU pinili mong school no? I knew it. Beauty and brains ba naman.. Haha. Ikaw ung lagi kong sinasabay pauwi, tas hinahatid kita sa house niyo. Nung mini practicum nga nten sa Tomas Morato, sumabay ka saken db? Miss ko na ung mga araw na un. Tas db before, mas pinili kitang kasama kesa sa family lakad sa Tagaytay. Haha. Ang kulit nateng dalawa. Tandem tau e. :)

GUY FRIENDS (Halo halo na)
Carlo-Ang super baet na guy friend ko. Sobrang baet. Magaling sa volleyball, although di ko pa siya nakita maglaro. Haha. Hello? Team Captain siya so malamang db? Haha. Hindi kita makakalimutan. :) Ang Southborder concert na kasama kita, si Cha pati ang barkada niyo.. grabe un. Super hyper ko nun. Haha. Sorry na kung nakita mo akong sumayaw. Peaaaace. Haha. Hindi ko rin makakalimutan ang FX ride nten nila Cha from RP. Yung "zip up" incident. Haha. Isa pang peace para dun. Haha.
Jb-Ikaw na ang pinaka-makulit na nakilala ko. Sobra. Tama bang tawagan mo pa ako ng 2am para sabihing nabangga kayo? Haha. Ikaw ang pinaka-makuwentong tao na nakilala ko. Super. Natutulugan na nga kita sa landline minsan e. Alam mo naman db? Haha. Paano ba naman ang dami mong kuwento about sa sobrang dami mong girls. Makakatulog ako dahil ang tagal mo pa magkuwento, pag gising ko.. nagkukuwento ka pa rin. Haha. Grabe ka. Ahem. Oo nga pala. Ikaw un may crush kay Cha pati sa iba kong pinsan. Tsk tsk. Baaaaaad. Haha.
Jude-Oh my gosh. Ikaw ung madalas kong kasama manood ng movie. Movie marathon ba ito. Haha. Ang saya. Kahit na silent treatment tau pag magkasama, masaya. Ikaw yung madalas kong kausap sa landline.. At kung ano anong bagay ung pinag-uusapan nten. Lahat ng topics pwede ko ishare sau. Db, db? Minsan nonsense minsan naman sobrang serious na tipong family matters. Madalas tahimik lang as in no comment sa sinasabe ko, minsan naman meron siyang comment or sinasabe lang niya na.. "Ahhh.." Oh well. Miss ko na un. Mag-umagang usapan sa landline. Haha.
Ryan-Madalas ko din kausap sa landline. Lalo na pag school matters and family matters. Minsan nga naiiyakan ko pa to e. Haha. Sorry na... Makikinig siya, and meron siyang advices. :D
Eman-Sobrang tagal na kitang friend. Haha. Baet, baet. Nakakatawa. Yung mga Kythe days pa. Ikaw ang lagi kong katabi sa rides sa EK pati kasama magswim sa Splash Island. Haha. Now I hope you are happy with your girlfriend. :)
Marc-Family friend. Ang kaparehong kapareho ko talaga mag-isip na guy. Meron siyang cancer before before pa then he survived. After a year or two, bumalik. Pero wag ka madaming girls na naghahabol at mahilig makipag-date. Hindi nga mukhang may sakit siya e. Haha. Okay na okay siya. Madalas kami lumabas magkasama. Tas magdamag na usap sa phone.. Walang sawa un. Pero lumala ung sakit niya. :(
Naalala ko pa un e. Dec 28, 2004.. dumalaw ako sa house nila and un na ung point na sobrang malala na sakit niya. As in grabe. :( A week after I visited him, he passed away. :( Jan 4, 2005 to be exact. Pero Jan 5, 2005 ko lang nalaman. Absent ako nung same day kasi may sakit ako. Then Cha called me and told me Marc was already dead. Sobrang umiyak kaya ako nun.. Inisip ko kasi na iniwan niya ko. :( I miss him. Sabi nga ni tita (mom ni Marc) "Hinintay lang niya na dalawin mo siya." Then tita showed me this album na punong puno ng pictures namen magkasama. Honestly, mga three weeks before he died, he asked me if he could court me then I said.. "Sira ka ba?" Tas tumatawa lang ako not knowing na seryoso siya. Ang manhid ko kasi e. Un ung problema ko. The next day, almost all of my batchmates were so sorry for me and they knew what had happened. Because of Rus. Haha. Love you, best. Kahit un hindi ko ka-close. parang lahat sila.. "Wis, okay lang yan." But I know it wasn't okay. Naiisip ko pa rin siya. Sigh.
Wherever Marc is right now, I want him to know na sobrang miss ko na siya. And the memories we've shared will never fade. :) I will never forget you. :)
Jim-Guy bestfriend ko simula nung mga bata pa kame. Haha. He left our village when I was 6. Then while I was outside talking to Aiko, a car parked infront of our house. It was Jim. He gave me this heart-shaped box filled with candies and chocolates. Haha. Miss ko na ang pagka-sweet ng loko at pilyong intsik na to. Haha. :)

*At para sa mga taong hindi ko nasabi, huwaaaag kayong mag-alala kasi hindi ko naman kayo nakakalimutan e. Totoo. I'm just too lazy to type more. Haha. Pero don't worry, I'll make it up to you sometime. :) Much, much love. :)

*Miss ko na kayong lahat. And hindi lang ung mga nakasulat diyan ung namimiss ko sa inyo. Madami pa. All the memoreies we've spent together will never be forgotten. Love you all, girls and guys. :) *hug, hug. FRIENDS FOR LIFE, FOR GOOD. :)

♥Wis

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

*I have changed my background music to Frankie J's More than Words. Dati hindi ko na-aapreciate tong kantang to. Pero now, I really really do appreciate it. I fell in love with it's lyrics kasi totoo naman and by the way he sang it. Sobrang awwww.. nakaka-inlove. Haha. Lahat nakaka-inlove. If only.. there is someone to love. Haii. Ayan. Kinikilig na ko. Basta. Tapusin niyo ung song. Not to mention, pakinggan niyong mabuti ung lyrics.. maganda siya. You'll appreciate it. For sure, kikiligin din kau gaya ko. :) Ailuvet. ;)

Today is the fourth of July. For Americans, this is THE day. For today is their Independence Day. For me, and for my family, it is just one of those ordinary days.

I woke up a little early than the usual and watched the movie, A Girl with a Pearl Earring. It was not really that good. I mean, not as good as i expected it to be. Nevertheless, it was okay.

For lunch, we went to our family friends' house at Reston, Virginia. Ang sasarap ng mga pagkain and siyempre, binusog ko na naman sarili ko. Haha. It was a little boring though kasi hindi ko naman ka-close ung pinuntahan namen. So I was stuck there in the living room with ate. And there was this baby, and I said.. "Aii. Ang cute naman niya. " Then my ate said, "Actually, hindi siya cute." Haha. Ang sama talaga ni ate. Pero honestly, hindi siya kasing cute ng mga babies na makikita mong chubby, maputi and rosy cheeks. Iba siya. Hindi nga talaga siya cute. Nasabe kong cute siya kasi nakakatuwa siya maglakad tas pati ung damit niya, umokay sa porma. Pero un nga.. hindi siya cute. Haha.

Early this evening.. we went to some place to watch the fireworks display. A lot of people were there. Sobra. Halo halo ung ethnicity. Karamihan.. galing sa ibang country. Super onti lang ng white Americans na nakita ko e. Seryoso. Back to the fireworks display.. ANG GANDA and ANG TAGAL. Sobrang winner talaga. Haha. Haii nako. Pag kinasal ako/kung ikakasal man ako.. sisiguraduhin ko na merong fireworks display and I want it to be SPECTACULAR. I love fireworks. Na-aamaze ako pag merong ganun. :)

*Russel Ann Pascual, ang maganda kong besty, miss na kita.. Tawagan mo lang ako pag kelangan mo ng kausap ha. And naiintindihan kita kung di mo ako tinatawagan ngaun kasi naman wala na taung mapag-usapan. Haha. I love you, best. :) Mmmmwaah!

♥Wis

Monday, July 03, 2006

My ooh la la weekend. :D Haha.

We went to Virginia Beach with our family friends. Sobrang dami namen. As in like 3-4 BIG families un. Actually, sobrang daming tao sa beach. Lahat ng lahi nandun na.. merong mga latino, europeans, white americans, black americans, africans and a whole bunch of asians. You name it.. :D

It was incredibly fun kahit hindi ko masyadong close ung mga nakasama namen, I still managed to talk to them and have fun with them. Nakapag-sun bathe pa nga kami e. And guess what? Nangitim ulit ako. NOGNOG na talaga ko. Haha. Pero honestly, natutuwa ako sa kulay ko ngaun. :D We did swim at the beach. Sobrang strong nga nung waves kaya mas masaya mag-swim e.

After swimming, ate and I played beach volley. After a few minutes of playing, a group of American boys went to us and asked if they could play with us. Then my sister said, yes. So we all played altogether. As we were playing, they were also busy asking us questions about almost everything. Pero si ate lang sumasagot. I had to admit, napatanga lang ako. I mean, I wasn't saying anything, I just kept on playing with them and that was it. Nahiya kasi ako e. Totoo. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako mag-rereact. I mean hello? Ate and I were like half-naked. NOT that we were really half-naked to the point that we have no clothes on. Half-naked, I meant.. wearing two piece swim wear. I wasn't really comfortable with talking to them becase of that. Pero seriously, I can handle a good conversation or two with boys. Hello? They are just like us. Except for the fact that they are the opposite sex. But it doesn't matter at all. I was just NOT COMFORTABLE talking with the opposite sex not to mention, hindi ko sila kilala, half-nakedly. Haha. That was all. Lame excuse? Nah. And it is not an excuse, it was the truth.

Si ate naman, masayang masaya dahil may boys na naman siya. Hello? Madami naman talagang boys un e. Ang sasarap pa nga ng white chocolates na binibigay sa kanya ng suitors niya e. Tas kami ni Cha ung kumakaen. Haha. Masaya si ate obviously kasi she met NEW boys. That's what she likes. She even bragged it to mama and papa. Actually, my parents saw that the American boys approached ate and I while we were playing. Mama even said na napapansin niyang kanina pa sila tumitingin samin while we were swimming. Uh. Gross. Know what I mean? Hate to think about it. But who knows? Ha.

Sobrang fine ng beach. Na -feel ko nga na parang nasa Miami ako. Kasi sobra talagang ang ganda. Whoooh! The next BEST thing next to *dot, dot, dot. Haha. Sobra talaga. I know you would say the same thing once you were there or have been there. Sobrang woah! talaga. It was more than enough. I was pretty much loving it. :)

We checked in at the hotel fronting the beach so ang ganda talaga ng view. :) Ate and I even strolled at the boardwalk that night and early next morning, we swam and rode bikes which are for rent. Sobrang amazing talaga. I am so loving Virginia Beach. :)

*I am a beach bum, I am a trend setter.
I could make you hurl or even make you say, grrr.
I am a lot of things in this one big, big world.
I am pretty much the person who I dreamt I would be.
It had always been me all along, the REAL me. :)
-Luisa Baua. :)

♥Wis