Oh gee. If you're gonna be two-faced, at least make one pretty ;)

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Okay. So right now, maybe WE are SORT of okay. At LEAST. Silent treatment ang nangyari for quite a time pero ngaun, nag-uusap na rin kami kahit papaano. Buti nlang. I can't help it anymore kung may mas sasaklap pa sa nangyari ha. Pwede ba.. Please.. Tama na muna. At least, kahit for now lang. AYOKO na ng AWAY e. Actually, aaminin ko.. crybaby ako. Haha. Sorry na.. pero totoo. Madaming may alam nun.. Hehe. Kasi tinatawagan ko sila pag may problema.. at hindi ako nahihiyang umiyak sa kanila. Yenk. Aiun. At least, we ARE okay.

Oo nga pala. Thank you sa mga taong nag-comment sa last entry ko thru tagboard. Yan ay sila.. (1) Eirene, (2) Cza, (3) Nins and (4) Isay. I knew it. Madami ding nakakaramdam ng ganun. Hindi lang ako. Well, TOO bad for us nlang. Kasi hindi tau kasing WORTH it ng mga taong kinocompare sa atin. Pero heck. Mas magagaling naman tau sa kanila no. Deep inside alam naten un. Hindi lang nila nakikita. Lalo na ang mga 'evil' side ng kinocompare sa aten. Kung alam lang nila. Tsk tsk.

*EIRENE - Super, duper thank you sa support mo for me. Thanks sa compliment. Oo nga, maganda naman ako. Kahit papaano. Haha. Pero HINDI AKO kasing PERFECT ng ate ko. Tsk tsk. Pero i'm not trying to be someone like her. Kasi alam ko HINDI AKO PERFECT. Heck. Tsaka UNIQUE naman taung lahat e. Magkakaiba. So there's no point of comparing US to OTHER PEOPLE. Kasi hindi TAYO SILA and hindi SILA TAYO. Tama ka. SO, so true. Happiness is NOT a DESTINY, IT IS a CHOICE. ;) Yung sa kapatid naman.. oo no. Nakaka-irita talaga. Parang THEY ALWAYS get what THEY WANT. Argggh. They can really be a BIG PEST at times. Haha. And ung beauty pageant thing naman, haha. No comment. As if e. Hehe. Pero alam mo, mom ko dati sumali sa mga ganun. Ewan ko lang nangyari, nanalo naman ata siya e. At least SOMEHOW. Haha. :P Thank you ulit. :)

*CZA - Awwwwwwwww.. Alam ko naman na ayaw mong malaman na ganun kasama ung pinagdadaanan ng kabarkada mo e. Lalo na ko. Alam ko naman na love na love mo ako e. Haha. Same goes for me. Love na love din kita. :) Sayang. Kasi hindi na kita makakasama ng madalas. Hindi mo na ko makakasama sa MADAMING bagay. Alam ko naman na kahit ganun e lagi kang nandyan para sken, para saming laht na kabarkada mo. Thank you talaga, Cza. Ang sweet mo talaga. Ubeeeeeer. :) Miss na miss na kita, Czaaaboiii. I love you. :) *hug, hug.

*NINS - Thanks Nins. :) Alam ko, MADAMI akong kadamay. Hehe. Love you, Nins. :) Oo nga. Ang galing, galing ni Wade. Pero HINDI ko siya LOVE. Sorry nlang siya. Haha. Ganun e. Harhar. Miss you, Nins.

*ISAY - Oo no. MERON TALAGANG favoritism. SOBRA. Lintsak. Haha. Aliw. Pareho tayo. Magkabarkada nga talaga mga ate naten. Isipin mo pareho tayong inaaway. Haha. I love you, Isay. :) Miss na miss na miss na kita.. kasi naman. Haha. :) Sana mag-abot naman tayo sa YM one of these days para makuwentuhan na kita. Since un gusto mo. Haha. ;)

Super BIG, BIG thank you sa inyong apat. At sa ibang mga tao na nagbibigay sken ng strength to move on. Yenk. Haha. Kasi naman.. may mas sasaklap pa ba? Haha. I love you all, you guys and girls. :) Meron kasing iba diyan na nagrereklamo na guys lang lagi sinasabi ko. Haha. :P

*THANKS, THANKS, THANKS.. :)

Paaaaaaaaaaaarty tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiime.... Haha. ;) And now, I can live life happily ever after. Thank you for all your support and love. Yenk. Ang drama. Haha. So much for the drama.. Leeeeet's all paaaaaaaaaaarty! :) BIG GRIN. :D

NIGHT TIME. AFTER WATCHING A MOVIE.. (edited at 10:36pm)
Oh. Wait. Wait, wait. No party. There is no reason to party. NOT at ALL. We still aren't that okay. Hindi ko na alam. Well, one things for sure. Nag-uusap naman kami. Pero STILL meron pa ring mga times na parang feeling ko ang LAKI ng kasalanan ko kay mama. Ewan ko baaaaaaa. Naguguluhan na talaga ko. Parang everytie nlang na kaharap ako ni mama, nagkaka-mood swings siya. If that's the term. Ang INIT INIT ng ulo niya sken.. MADALAS. Nakakabanas. Don't I HAVE the right to be treated the way they treat my sister. Darn. I am feeling so down right now. :( Super, super baba na ng tingin ko sa sarili ko. Uh. I hate it. Bakit pa kasi ako ung naging youngest e.. :(

I AM a BRAT. That's what my sister and Ate Jade (the girlfriend of kuya before) said. I must admit it. Simply for the reason that I ALWAYS WANT to get what I WANT. Always, always. Pero nevertheless, hindi rin naman nangyayari un e. Not even though I ALWAYS WANT it to. If ever man na nakukuha ko gusto ko, I am well happy to accept it. At least THERE ARE TIMES na nakukuha ko ung mga gusto ko kahit papaano.

I AM PAPA'S FAVORITE.. ..pagalitan. Haha. Totoo. Pero, that was what he said. Favorite niya ko. But I don't seem to care at all. Wala akong pakialam. Well, it also explains why he is SOoooo strict with me. Haha. Gets niyo na? Pasensya naaaa.. Haha. :P

*My mom and I STILL HAVE this BIG MISunderstanding. Tsk tsk. Lintsaaaaaaaaaak. :'(

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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