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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Okaaaaaaaaaay. Now what? My dad and I fought. Want to know the reason? Well, it's mainly because of the stupid walk-in closet here at our house. Papa was so disappointed when he arrived home from work because it was a LITTLE BIT messy. Even though, he said it was TOO messy. Tsk tsk. Poor papa. He doesn't know the difference between less and more. Haha. Ang sama ko. Pero totoo. Nakakainis siya he doesn't understand US. Sobrang hindi niya kami iniintindi nila ate and kuya. Damn. Natanong ko na nga si mama before kung bakit si papa pa ung pinakasalan niya. Harap harapan pa un kay papa ha. Hehe. Ang pilya ko no. Serves him right. Sobra kasi. Ang strict niya. And there is nothing more important for him aside from his own opinions and his work. That's it! I know. So saan kami pumapasok diba?

Anyway, because of that fight. I cried. Oo na. Crybaby na kung crybaby. I won't deny it. Kasi totoo naman. And I am not ashamed of it. Totoo. Madami naman may alam na crybaby ako e. Haha. So I can't hide it. But you know what? My dad HATES it when he sees anyone of us.. crying. Ayaw na ayaw niya. Kasi daw it proves that you are a WEAK person. Which I don't agree with. Kasi hindi naman napuprove ng pag-iyak ang weakness ng tao e. Diba, diba?

Back to what I was saying, umiyak ako. Siyempre, hindi ko pinakita kay papa. Kung hindi.. nako. Mas lalo lang akong papagalitan nun. Bakit ako umiyak? Madaming reasons. Parang lahat ng frustrations ko sa LAHAT ng problems ko bigla nlang lumabas. And I really hate how papa acted. It was just TOO much. As in. What's the freaking BIG DEAL? It was JUST a walk-in closet near our front door. Closet lang un no. Nevertheless, there. While I was crying, ate entered my room. And confronted me. Kung ano nararamdaman ko and all. And I said to her that everything and I really mean, every SINGLE thing isn't right. Sinabe ko how I really hated it here. How I despise papa for that instant moment. Yep, yep. DESPISE not hate, but D-E-S-P-I-S-E. I hate it when he's acting like that. Argggh. BIG FRUSTRATION.

After crying, ate and I decided to just play volleyball two miles away our house. We just walked. Ang tagal naming naglalaro. Sobra. And I kept on serving and serving for practice and also the setting. So I won't mess up at our game tomorrow. Ate is definitely a good coach. She helped me a LOT today. I am so thankful for her. REALLY. :) Thank, ate. Much, much love. :D

Nung pauwi na kami from playing volleyball, biglang bumuhos ung ulan. So we ran. Pero sinasabayan kami ng lakas ng buhos ng ulan. So basang basa na kami sa ulan. Oh. And one more thing, hinihingal na ko nun.. ASTHMA, remember? Yup, I am asthmatic. Kahit gaano kabilis takbo namin, useless. Kasi malakas talaga ung ulan. And hindi ko na kaya tumakbo, kasi nga mejo hindi na ko makahinga nun and sumasakit na ung stomach ko. So there. Naglakad nlang ulit kami. Guess what? My sister and I are dripping wet. No exaggeration. DRIPPING. Saya. :) Ang saya pala tumakbo ng umuulan. Parang hindi mo nararamdaman ung pagod. :D Oh, ailuvet. :) Sana maulit muli.... Yung kanta na pala ni Lea Salonga. Haha. I love you, babes. Haha. Kyla, ikaw un ha. Ang mga days.. at ang mga spoof moments ko. Haha.

Haiiii. It is never ending. I have had enough. It's just TOO much. I want to go back to Philippines right now. Now, now, now. Uh. I wish.. 4 more years and 6 months. I'll explain to you tomorrow in my next entry why.

*I had fun editing pictures earlier after lunch. So it's time for me to share you what I've done. Haha. Check my friendster account. I've uploaded the edited pictures I made there. Next time ko na i-uupload sa multiply, myspace and my other accounts. Okay? You'll see it as soon as possible. I swear. :)

So there. Goodbye for now. Au revoir! :) saying while waving goodbye.

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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