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Friday, March 10, 2006

we've had our last meeting for swimming last thursday. and of course, practical test were given.. AGAIN. that's a given. our practical test was touch,turn. i wasn't really good at it. sobrang hindi talaga. then our teacher said she will give us 5-10mins to practice before the actual test. so there. i was swimming back and forth the pool with cza and dang. then i asked cza to check the way i was swimming. then she said, i should swim deeper. i really did not have the time to correct the way i swim because the test will already push through. it was by class number and i'm the 6th one. and as expected, the first 5 were so fast. and i was really amazed how they were able to do it. then it was my turn. i was really scared, i have to admit. i just swam in a way that i knew it. hindi ko tinake into consideration ung sinabe ni cza kasi baka mas lalo akong pumalpak kasi nga di ko napractice un. when i was already finished, caris complimented me. she said it was okay for i have done it well. i wasn't really sure if she was being sarcastic or not. anyway, there. after all of us were finished, nins, cza and i went to our teacher and asked our scores. at first, ayoko talaga. kasi baka manliit lang ako sa mga scores nila nins and cza kasi okay talaga ung sa kanila. pero inask ko na rin. and guess what? i got 96! whooohoo! haha. and the highest score for our whole class was 98. so ang galing talaga. sobrang perfect! haha. what a way to end swimming class this year. i was happy.

that same day, when i arrived home, i wasn't really feeling that good. i was having chest pains which made it harder for me to move. i told ate what i was feeling and she said that it is not normal. at the same time, i could see in her face that she was a little bit worried and bothered because of what i was feeling.

and because of that instance, we will be going to a medical laboratory to have my ecg and after that, maybe go to a hospital to translate or to interpret the findings. i'm feeling a bit nervous and scared at the same time but i don't know why. everytime i find myself in a hospital whether to see a relative, accompany my relatives during their operations or have my medical check-ups, i feel unsecured and i'm having goosebumps. especially when i see patients in and out of the operating room or the emergency room. the feeling of always being intense is always there inside me.

so.. wish me luck for today. as i face an hour or two of being intense again. haha. but seriously.. wish me luck..

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

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