Oh gee. If you're gonna be two-faced, at least make one pretty ;)

Saturday, March 25, 2006

early this morning, i received a phone call. the guy in the other line was inquiring for one of our cars. i didn't know that, that car was already for sale. so i phone called kuya and ate and they told me they to sell the old one.

after having our lunch, cza and i talked for a time over the phone. we were discussing and planning where to sleep over after we support the e-night. unfortunately, we had no idea where we will be staying after so we didn't bother to go anymore.

after an hour or so, our phone rang again. and i was the one who answered it.. again. it was my aunt. she asked me and cha to accompany her to the hotel where we will be having the surprise party for ate tomorrow. we checked the function room in the roof deck of the hotel where we weill be having the catered dinner party and we will check-in 3 hotel rooms. 2 hotel rooms for ate's friends and a hotel room for our family. i am so excited for tomorrow's surprise party. we will also have the broadband connected so that my parents in the states will be able to see the whole party.

after that, we went to libis to eat at pizza hut for our merienda. yummy, yummy bacon supreme with stuffed crust. haha. sobrang hyper namen ni cha. kahit si tita, nawiweirduhan samen. haha.

pagkauwi, ang-away kame ni cha. naiinis ako sa kanya. ang babaw. sobra. maliit na bagay, pinapalaki niya. she is so insecure. she thinks lowly of herself which brings her down. stupidity. i hate her when she's acting so numb and stupid at the same time. sobrang taas pa ng pride nia. i really hate it. there's a big possibility that her ever freak of a boyfriend is the main reason why she was acting like that. i hate it, i really do. i'm sure i will knock them both so far down. two very insecure people who doesn't care about what's happening around them. no wonder they seem to be connected with each other.

darn. i am not feeling well. i don't like the feeling of hatred inside me especially to my own cousin, cha.

♥Wis

Friday, March 24, 2006

okay. so, for the past few days i have been content on doing nothing. just bumming around the house and bugging our helpers while they're doing their tasks. haha. pilya. sila lang nman kasi nakaka-usap ko dito e. kasi si ate, nasa hospital. si kuya, merong outing with friends. si cha, always out with friends at laging nasa eastwood lately. good thing, before leaving, they were able to bring the dvd player that joeff plugged in 120volts but it should only be plugged in 110volts in the repair shop. after some time, it was already fixed. yey. in an instant, i was happy. makakapanood na ulit ako ng mga dvds namin. at least, nadagdagan ung pwede kong gawin sa napaka-boring at napaka-init kong summer.

WEDNESDAY. ate and her friend slept here. they became very tired of shopping somewhere near our house so they decided to sleep here instead. they were too lazy to go to their condo unit in espana. haha. ate's friend was very cheerful and chubby. haha. pero i like her. she's not the shy type of person.

that same day, ate told me something that made me feel compassionate for others. our helper is having second thoughts whether to send her children to school or not this coming school year because of their financial problems. ate thought about it and told me of her plan. she will be the one who will send our helper's three children to school. my first reaction was.. why? we're not even blood related or something. in an instant, i have realized how blessed and lucky i was. i never stopped school, i have been through a lot of different places like states, china, thailand and europe at such a young age, i have most of the things i like, i can go out with my friends and my mom would even give me pocket money and perhaps i almost have everything girls my age would ask for. how could i have these? while most children doesn't? feeling ko magmemelt ung heart ko kasi parang ako, almost lahat ng bagay nabibigay sakin nila papa and somehow, sometimes i take it for granted. sobrang proud ako kay ate kasi kaya niyang gawin un. i have to admit it, sobrang nabobother ako pag nasa car ako, tas may lalapit na mga street children o kaya ung mga matatanda then they'll beg for money. naaawa ako. sobra. feeling ko nga paglumaki ako, tas i have enough money, i would built a house or a center for these unfortunate people. kahit mga pinsan ko, sinasabi un. kasi sobrang bilis ko maawa. akala ko nga nun, masama un e. kasi db prang naaawwa ka. pero as my ate told me, it's not bad to show compassion for others. perhaps it's good because we see the realities of life and we learn to do something to somehow lessen it. parang ganun. which was true, db? wala lang. i'm really, really proud of my sister. sobrang proud.

FRIDAY. i just stayed home the whole day. but something very unusual happened. i drank a hot chocolate in the morning and the rest of the day was history. i helped our helper to prepare and cook our lunch and dinner. i just stayed downstairs to talk to our helpers in the kitchen. i just went back and forth the living room, kitchen and our maid's quarters. grabe. oh and yeah, i watched our bring it on dvd over and over again. haha. :))

tomorrow, i will be going to the yfc e-night. and i guess, cza, mik and i will be staying there overnight. not sure though. i'm getting a bit lazy already so i have to go. before i say anything stupid here. haha. :))

♥Wis

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

LAST SUNDAY. ate, cha and i heard mass at the gesu. i saw reg there. coincidence? i don't think so. i see her everytime i hear mass there. haha. after mass, we went to libis. we ate at sushiya for lunch. yummy, yummy japanese food. i looooove japanese food. for me, it is way better than chinese food. but of course, i also like chinese food. how else would i survive china without eating their own cuisine? haha. the only food that i really don't like that much are mediterranean and french food. their food were most of the time raw and was really hard. also, it wasn't really that delicious. it lacks flavor and spice, as well. anyway, back to what i was sharing.. right after that, we went straight home. ate asked her friend to comeover at our house and they did some movie strip thing. thank goodness, i stayed at my room the whole time. haha. our helper told me that they both asked her to something unusual, funny and stupid. imagine, they would make a movie strip of me doing those things? hell no! buti nlang talaga. haha. that same night, ate and i went to katipunan to have a facial. un ung sort of bonding nmen e. kasi nman, lage siyang busy with her med sched.

oh and mind you, cha and i had finally settled our fight. pero as usual, ako na nman ung nag-plead and unang nakipag-usap sa kanya. masyado kasing mataas pride nia e. which is the main reason why allen and her fight every other day. okay. cha and i argue a lot. pero most of the time, our arguements are only for fun. to spice up things a little. for 3 straights days, cha and i are avoiding each other. i admit. it was hard, real hard. avoiding her when in fact she's living in our house and her room is right across mine. si ate ung naging 'bridge' nmen. kasi she don't want to listen at my side and i definitely don't wnt to listen her side of the story. ate and kuya talked to her while pao and i were having a good time at g4. i actually didn't know that my siblings would talk to her. because i did not ask them to. and of course, alam ko na mas magagalit or na mas sasama loob saken ni cha once i asked them to talk to her. so there. ako na nman ung nag-open up sa kanya. i told her what i do and i do not like about her. and in an instant, we were able to settle things out.

YESTERDAY. it was my sister's birthday. when i woke up in the morning, i saw a bunch of bouquet flowers sent by her suitors and my parents. ate and kuya went to my tita's oath taking at makati by 11am. i asked my mom the permission to go to the nearest mall where i could buy my sister a gift, a special gift. i arrived home at 5pm in the afternoon. and of course, ate was already home. i had to sneak in quietly and quickly to reach my room in time before she sees me. i asked our helper to help me out. haha. after that, i wrapped the gift and i sneaked in at ate's room. i gave her my gift. she was surprised. she hugged me after that.

after i have accomplished the gift giving, i went back in my room and took a shower. we will meet up with my father's side family for the birthday dinner. i don't really want to have them around. why you might ask. it's because we don't usually get along that well. but last night was different. there was this instant connection. and i'm pretty glad it DID change. i have learned to appreciate them that much. well, since last night. we ate at metrowalk in good earth. and after eating, habang hinihintay ni ate ung ex boyfriend nia sa resto, we went around the shops. at immediate shopping! mahal na mahal ko ung mga tita ko sa side ng dad ko. haha. ang dami naming nabili na tops, accessories and dvds. sobra. i was soooo happy.

after the immediate shopping, we went straight to starbucks. cha and i ordered mocha frapp and cinamon swirl as usual. haha. we stayed there for hours. grabe. nakakapagod. pero all of it were worth it. sobrang saya ko.

total happiness was what i felt for the splendid night i have shared with the bauas. :)

♥Wis

Sunday, March 19, 2006

UPDATES. last friday, last day na ng classes. we also had our batch party at valle verde 4 clubhouse. before going there.. mik, cza, melinda and i met up at gale. they were the first ones who arrived there and they told me to meet them up at sushiya. sobra. ang tagal ko ng hindi nakapunta sa gale, so nde ko alam ung exxact place ng sushiya. para akong nawawalang bata sa gale. haha. anyway, after ng ilang tawag kila mik, natunton ko rin sa wakas ang sushiya. haha. kumain kame. as usual, katsudon na nman order ko. after nmen kumain, naglibot libot kame to find a gift for cay. we end up at people are people and bought two tops for her. after nun, dumaan kameng mcdo. to buy anj and cay mchicken kasi nagpabili sila. so there.

after nmen mabili lahat ng un, umalis na kame. naghihintay kame ng taxi. lahat ng taxi, may laman. as in literal. ung iba nman, ayaw kaming isakay. kaya naging desperate na ko. nung may nakita akong taxi sa gitna ng edsa, tumakbo ako sa gitna tas kinakatok ko ung door ng taxi. imagine, umaandar pa ung taxi ha. and guess what? ang suot ko.. backless na dress [sbe kasi ni ate un suotin ko sa party or else di niya ko susunduin e. kaya sinunod ko] anyway, un. hindi tamang naka-dress ako tas tumatakbo ako sa gitna ng edsa para maghabol ng taxi db. tas si melinda, tumakbo rin. haha. si mik and cza nman, tawa lang ng tawa dun sa side. pero can't blame them. nakakahiya nman kasi talaga ginawa nmen. tas habang tumatakbo pa ko, daladala ko pa ung mchicken nila anj tas medyo naglooloosen up na ung pagka-knot nung dress ko. whahaha. benta talaga. tas nagrereklamo na rin kami dun sa traffic enforcer ba un or guard. sbe nmen bat ganun ung mga taxi dpat hindi sila nagrereject ng passengers. tas tinatanong pa nmen kung meron ba xang motorbike or car pra maki-hitch nlang kme. haha. anyway, after 20mins of waiting desperately, may nakita kami and sinakay kame. haii. buti nman. haha.

batch party. it wasn't really that fun, buti nlang kasama ko ung mga closest friends ko. now, that made the batch party real fun. i also met two of my friends which are not studying at aa anymore. that looked better. and i mean, real better and blooming too. haha. ang daming boys sa batch party. SOBRA. para ngang sila ung gumawa ng party, tas kame lang ung nakipunta e. prang naging ganun. anyway, medyo ok nman.

ate fetched me at 10'30pm. tas hinatid pa nmen ung mga tita ko sa house nila sa may tomas morato. we arrived home at 12am. grabe. napagod talaga ko. and guess what, may BIG issue pa kame ni cha nung mga time na un. kaya ayoko rin umuwi ng maaga nung mga time na un e.

SATURDAY AFTERNOON. pao and i went to g4. usapan nmen, 1pm kami magkikita. 2pm ako dumating. akala ko nga late na ko. si pao, dumating mga 2'45pm na. ang loser ko nung wala si pao. mag-isa akong lumilibot sa glorietta 4, 2 and 1. haha. nung dumating si pao, straight kame sa movie house para bumili na ng tickets.

after buying the tickets, pao and i went around. 4pm we went back to the movie house. dapat hostel papanoorin nmen. nabili na nga nmen ung tickets e. kaya lang ung guard, nde kame pinapasok kasi daw wala kameng id na nagpprove na 18 na kame. tsaka if ever man na meron kaming id, nde nman talaga kame 18 db. kaya shes the man nlang pinanood nmen. ang hot, hot, hot nung leading man. si pao ng kinikilig ng sobra e. haha.

after ng movie, pumunta kameng people are people tas dumating na sundo ko. nakisabay sken si pao hanggang gale. kasi dun nagshoshop ung mom and tita nia. and guess what? habang nasa car.. nagbigay ng tips si ate kay pao. kasi pupunta sila pao sa china sa march 27. sabe ni ate, tawaran lang daw nila ng tawaran ung mga chinese dun kasi ibibigay nman nila. un nman ang tipid tips ni ate. haha.

when i arrived home, hindi pa rin kame nag-uusap ni cha. and after dinner, pumunta nman ako sa house ng friend ko. to talk about girl stuff. haha. it's been a while since i haven't seen them. so tama lang na nagkaron kami ng time para mag-usap and magkita-kita ulit. grabe. namiss ko sila. ang dami nameng napag-usapan about sa isa't isa and sa mga relationships. basta. okay siya. nakauwi ako, 11pm na.

nakakapagod talaga. pero worth it nman ung time na binigay ko para sa mga friends ko e. happy, happy, totally happy.

♥Wis

Friday, March 17, 2006

i have done a lot of sacrifices this week. nde ako sumama sa palms last sunday pra lang makapag-aral for our UTs. also, nung nagkaron ng family dinner [my dad's side] hindi ako pummunta kasi QTs na nmen the following days. and i've given up the movies that i like in hbo kasi nga auko manood or else, di na ko makakapag-aral dahil tatamarin na ko. haha. i don't know why pero nung fourth quarter, i have a feeling that i really have to strive my best for this one. kasi for the past 3 quarters, lage nlang akong nagiging mediocre. ung prang ok na kahit anong grade mapunta sken kasi alam ko i didn't really work hard for it. prang ganun. pero seriously, as i was reviewing for my 4th QTs, kahit maid nmen nagtaka kasi from afternoon until late in the evening nag-aaral talaga ko. feeling ko nga ang dami ko ng alam e. haha.

all my QTs were well, okay. pero ung algeb talaga. nako. i'm really not a math wizard or some sort. i'm not having fun when i'm solving math probelems or equations. haha. well, pag class discussions okay. pero pag tests na, auko na. kasi kinakabahan ako and namemental block ako. which i don't know why.

algebra was our second to the last test for this schoolyear. after that, ap test nman. we were expecting it would be hard for it had a lot of names and years to memorize. pero come to think of it, it wasn't that hard. actually, medyo madali na siya kasi nga we were expecting it would be real hard. grabe talaga. 5mins before the exmaination ended, all of us were finished. we asked and bugged and pleaded ms mancilla for us to be able to pass the paper already to start or to mark that it is already our official summer for this year. even though she said no. we still passed it. haha. ultimate pasaway kahit last day na. haha.

when the bell rang, all of us cheered and some cried. cheers for the hectic skeds, the everlasting hardworks, recitations, difficult projects and the turmoil and chaos of being in that year had already paid off and ended. cries for the people who wouldn't be in our school anymore, for they will already transfer to other schools, for the memories that we've shared as one as a class had already ended and for the wonderful teachers we've met that we won't be with next schoolyear. but of course, those memories with our classmates and teachers would not end there. it would never end. the friendship we've made this year, will forever remain and won't be forgotten. the fights, the trials, the joys, the fears, the unity between us, the problems we've shared and solved as a section. we all had our perfct and most embarassing moments which our classmates have been witnesses of. haha. ung relationships with each other that helped us to be better inside and out. lahat un sobrang mamimiss ko and hinding hindi ko makakalimutan.

42 ladies who have different personalities, who managed to share everything with each other. that helped each and everyone in our class in one way or another. different personalities who helped us manage and get on with the hardworks we've surpassed this year. different personalities na nag-end up na lahat tau napag-isa ung mga personalities na un at na-share pa sa ibang tao. that is what our section is all about. that is the reason why i love my section.. 5! :)

♥Wis

Friday, March 10, 2006

we've had our last meeting for swimming last thursday. and of course, practical test were given.. AGAIN. that's a given. our practical test was touch,turn. i wasn't really good at it. sobrang hindi talaga. then our teacher said she will give us 5-10mins to practice before the actual test. so there. i was swimming back and forth the pool with cza and dang. then i asked cza to check the way i was swimming. then she said, i should swim deeper. i really did not have the time to correct the way i swim because the test will already push through. it was by class number and i'm the 6th one. and as expected, the first 5 were so fast. and i was really amazed how they were able to do it. then it was my turn. i was really scared, i have to admit. i just swam in a way that i knew it. hindi ko tinake into consideration ung sinabe ni cza kasi baka mas lalo akong pumalpak kasi nga di ko napractice un. when i was already finished, caris complimented me. she said it was okay for i have done it well. i wasn't really sure if she was being sarcastic or not. anyway, there. after all of us were finished, nins, cza and i went to our teacher and asked our scores. at first, ayoko talaga. kasi baka manliit lang ako sa mga scores nila nins and cza kasi okay talaga ung sa kanila. pero inask ko na rin. and guess what? i got 96! whooohoo! haha. and the highest score for our whole class was 98. so ang galing talaga. sobrang perfect! haha. what a way to end swimming class this year. i was happy.

that same day, when i arrived home, i wasn't really feeling that good. i was having chest pains which made it harder for me to move. i told ate what i was feeling and she said that it is not normal. at the same time, i could see in her face that she was a little bit worried and bothered because of what i was feeling.

and because of that instance, we will be going to a medical laboratory to have my ecg and after that, maybe go to a hospital to translate or to interpret the findings. i'm feeling a bit nervous and scared at the same time but i don't know why. everytime i find myself in a hospital whether to see a relative, accompany my relatives during their operations or have my medical check-ups, i feel unsecured and i'm having goosebumps. especially when i see patients in and out of the operating room or the emergency room. the feeling of always being intense is always there inside me.

so.. wish me luck for today. as i face an hour or two of being intense again. haha. but seriously.. wish me luck..

♥Wis

Thursday, March 09, 2006

there are a lot of events i really did enjoy last month.. here are the updates for each event.

bauan, batangas. whoohoo! ang saya! on the way there, we stopped over at treats [south luzon express way] then we saw jay of narda, chito miranda and kaye abad. and of course, picture taking with them. haha. ang saya, saya talaga. after 2hours and 30mins, we arrived at the dive and trek resort. from there, we rode a boat which lasted 30mins to arrive at our area. it was very peaceful there and definitely you could not hear too much noise like in the market. haha. unpolluted pa yung air. sobrang two thumbs up. haha.

we went snorkeling and trekking. we went trekking first before snorkling. it was fun. sobrang init nga lang. feel ko nga ung pawis ko e, prang nabuburn lahat ng nakain ko nung days before. haha. masaya talaga siya. medyo nabitin nga ako kasi medyo short lang ung nilakad namin e. siguro mga 1hr lang. dumaan kami sa mga river na merong water kaya sa rocks kami tumatapak. ang saya talaga..

after trekking, we ate lunch for a while then after that, we changed into our swimsuits for snorkeling. a few minutes later, we hand on to our buddy and we dive in for snorkeling. it was fun especially for the fact that i was with one of my close friends, si pao. haha. ang saya talaga. lalo na kasi meron akong dalang underwater cam. so picture, picture kame ni pao with the fishes and the corals. haha. nakadalawang beses kami ni pao nag-snorkel out of the three batches. sobrang nangitim kaming lahat. tas ung mga lips namin, namumuti kasi sobrang salty nung water. haha. after snorkeling, shower na tapos may mga games as a class. ang fun talaga. after the short games, we already prepared our dinner. kami kasi ung nagluto nun by groups. ang sarap ng dinner ng group namin. we had pork liempo, soup, corn and carrots, iced tea and of course, oranges as our dessert. ang ganda nga e. kasi when we were eating, sakto.. sunset na. ang ganda ng skies. kasi sobrang orange na un color. fun, fun, fun.. it was close to perfect.

sa tents kami natulog. and can you imagine? 11 kami sa tent namin, kasi two groups kame. sobrang hindi kami makagalaw to the point na nahihirapan narin kami huminga. grabe talaga.

the next day, our wake up call was suppose to be 6am but we woke up at 4’30am because it started to rain. all of our bags were outside so we have to transfer them inside our tents. because of that, we had no more chance to sleep again because here was no more room for us to lie down with all of our bags inside. the rain continued to pour so hard. at that instance, i was afraid. afraid that we won’t be able to leave batangas, and arrive at manila on time for the wrestling match that same day.

to cut the story short, we arrived on time. i was very much able to be there on time of the opening remarks of the wwe wrestling manila tour. it was so fun. ang daming tao. sobra. the wrestling lasted for two hours. it only had 8 matches. triple h, carlito, big show and john cena were the ones that made that day complete. oh and by the way, big show and triple h’s match was a street match. meaning kahit ano pwede.. steel chairs, you name it. masaya talaga. it was an awesome time to spend with kuya, cha and joeff. we all had fun. after the wrestling match, we ate at italiannis. ang sarap. haha.

i miss bauan! i want to go back there and have the same people i’ve been with last month!

♥Wis