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Saturday, September 17, 2005

a lot of days had passed and a lot of things which are good happenned. everything's pretty much back to normal for me. well, almost.. except for one thing.

i told my mom a week ago that i will change. i will change my attitude and almost everything about me since that's what they've been wanting for me to do. i want to prove them that i can also be good or maybe even be better when it comes to making my decisions and the like.. i have been examining myself for like three days now and guess what? i really did think i change. i've changed into someone better. somehow like my sister. i've been so super social with other people whom i meet [i can already carry a conversation or two unlike before], my not-so-close cousins/friends and i have this communcation thing going on, i studied in advance, i'm pretty much performing better in class, i have learned to prioritize things or people that's really important to me and most importantly, i loved myself even more..

that was a big blast for me but you know what? that was a big and yet a good blast! maybe my mom was right all this time. i needed to change. but still, there's this one thing that i cannot change.. and never will i learn to let go and change.. these are my friends..

my mom doesn't have any idea of the things that are going on around me. that's why she's doesn't know how i truy feel. my friends are probably one of the most precious things i have in this lifetime. they'e helped me to become what i am now.. and i have know plans of replacing any one from my friends.. that's an assurance! :D

my parents became even more strict when it comes to me. sila kuya, okay lang kahit araw-araw pagkagising nila aalis na agad.. pero, ako? hindi. i still have to wait for what? 3-4 years before they let me do that! ang unfair noh? nowadays, if i have any gimik or lakad with friends, i have to ask for their permission AT LEAST A WEEK BEFORE the gimik. and, it still depends on kung sino kasama ko. tapos may curfew na ko unlke before na anytime pwede. sobrang strict na nila. tas pag maglalakad lang ako sa labas ng bahay namin, kelangan kasama pa maid namin.. un naman! oh well, wala na ko magagawa. umiral na naman ang pagka-strict ng parents ko..

we're heading to the third week of september, which means malapit na naman ang start ng birhday season sa family namin.. on the 22, birthday na ni cha. then si kuya toscin, tas si kuya, tas ako tas si lolo, tas si catherine, tas si papa, tas si.. so on and so forth.. nako! mawawalan na naman ako ng money nito.. bilihan na naman ng mga birthday gifts.. haii.. haha. pero fun naman eh. kasi nagbibigay ako ng gift.. hehe.

right now, i'm pretty much loving the way my life goes. it's somehow different from before but hey, masasanay rin ako as time goes by.. do not hesitate or hold back on the things that are already infront of you, who knows it might not come back to you, the way you wanted it or when you've realized that you shouldn't have resisted it. opportunities come not to be held back but to take the ride of adventure which will eventually help you unlock the true beauty within yourself.. :D naks.. did i really said that? sounds good.. and true.. :D

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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