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Monday, August 15, 2005

life is like a tire.. sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down. sometimes you're the one getting stepped at and sometimes you're the one who makes one person miserable. this is one of the many descriptions an individual say whenever you ask them to describe what life is for them..

for me, life is unpredictable. you know your plans and you tend to follow it and yet unforseen circumstances get in the way to keep you stranded on a phase.

this is shit! life is full of crap! i can't believe i'm saying this pero talagang crap na eh! lately, nagugustuhan ko na takbo ng buhay ko pero madami ng mga tao at mga bagay na nagstop nun eh. shit talaga!

i'm just sad about the message i got from my tagboard this morning. it was russ' message. russ is very disappointed with the way our barkada is doing. i guess russ was right. everything's changed and believe me it doesn't seem right. but i don't want our friendship to end this way. hindi lang talaga tama. i'm not ready to let go of it.. i'm sorry pero i'm just not ready to let go of you guys.. i want to stay or should i say stand strong for our group. na kahit feeling ko malabo na magkaayos pa tayo COMPLETELY, there's still the feeling na pwede pa toh. kay pa natin toh ayusin and all. alam niyo un? i want our friendship to last forever or at least, not now.. please? i so much need all of you.. di man halata, pero ganun na nga.

one more thing that makes me feel insane is my cousin, joeff. i just can't stand him anymore. we've been through a lot of fights and trust me, walang mabuting nadulot ung mga away na yun. we've been together for what.. a lot of years come to think of it.. tas ganito lang?? he treats me as if kasing age lang niya ko and all which is kind of rude, i might say. i can't stand to live with him anymore.. gusto ko na siya sumbong sa mom ko para pauwiin na siya sa bahay nila sa italy.. i really hate him!! the way he acts is such a big disgrace! darn!

hell yeah. i know it's really crap. i'm trying to just focus the light and bright side of things yet these dark moemts swallow the light in which i want to focus on.. that's the biggest crap! ayoko na! i want the world to just swallow me now!!! i just want to live a simple and wonderful life.. that's all i want. why does it have to be too messy and miserable to end up this way???.. WHY??..

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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