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Sunday, July 31, 2005

how the hell am i suppose to start this entry? i'm having lots of thoughts inside my head and things which i want to be blurted out.

yesterday, i had these mixed feelings. i felt happy for a while and within a second or two, it became the opposite. there's this thing that really pissed me off. i won't mention it nalang kasi i suppose alam niyo naman. after the thing that happened, i was totally not in the mood to talk and all. sobrang hindi mo ko makakausap ng matino.. kasi badtrip talaga ko..

i just hate it. nakaka-irita kasi. i mean.. gets? sobra na eh. kala mo kung sinong pa-importante eh.. nakaka-piss off talaga ng araw eh.. somehow after lunch, medyo naging okay na. pero yung feelings ko beforehand nandun pa rin. gets? yung okay ka na pero there's this certain feeling na galit ka pa rin. un parang ganun. i was totally pissed.. kasi hindi ko inexpect un. i mean.. come to think of it, hindi pa kami close ha. kala mo kung sino na siya!

good thing, nung club time na, napalitan ung mood ko. sobrang saya nung club time. we had this sort of 'amazing race' around the campus. the objective of this race was to bond the members of each households or groups of the club. anyway, it all started when we got our first clue. we were asked to go to the open field at the back of the mini theater and we had to blow the starch-filled containers in order for us to get the next clue. the next thing we did was to go to the caf and eat 'balot'. after that, we had to go back to the mme kiosk while butt-spelling yfc. when we arrived at the kiosk we had to fill this bucket by filling plastic cups with water and balancing it in our heads towards the other end of the line. then, we had to go the multi-purpose building and duck walk until we reach the softball field near the swmming pool. when we arrived there, we had to undergo this.. catch water balloons which will be thrown unto us.. after that activity, we headed back to the mme kiosk. at last, the race was over. we finished second out of the eight groups. everyone was so tired of running. a lot of people, including me, were so wet because of the water-filled plastics which splashed in our faces and shirts. all of us enjoyed the activities.. well, except for one activity wherein we had to eat 'balot'. grabe.. pero over all, it was FUN even though it was pretty tiring. haha.

for today.. early in the morning, we went to katipunan to start my first session of my drums lesson. sobrang okay siya.. they suggested me to buy drum pads para daw hindi masyado maingay pag nagpractice ako dito sa house.. i just don't know when are we going to buy one. haha.

after lunch, my friend and i watched the UAAP game. it was admu against up. siyempre, we sided at ateneo. i saw a lot of people whom i know there. ang saya ng game. everybody was forced to stand up kasi ang exciting talaga. nagtatatalon na nga ako eh. haha. tas todo sigaw pa ko as in sobra! kung alam niyo lang.. haha.

after the game, we went to gateway. we ate our merienda there. after eating we went to timezone to play.. nakita ko yung ex-kabarkada ko from holy spirit. dati girl na girl siya, ngayon nman tibong tibo na.. grabe. nagulat nga ako kanina eh. totally nag-iba siya. moving on, after playing at timezone, we went to trod and la gear.. we checked out sneakers and sandals. todo ganda ng shoes sa trod.. i'm telling you..

my day was super duper fun! though, it was pretty tiring. haha. pero at least, my friend and i enjoyed. ang funny nga eh kasi no matter how hectic and busy our scheds are, we managed to meet up and do lots of fun-filled things together.. i do believe she was right after all.. good thing we still had time to spend with each other, no matter how intense and jampacked our scheds are!

♥Wis

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

i woke up at 3'30 in the morning. why? well, it's all because of ap. inaral ko ulit ung dalawang chapters for our mid-quarter kanina. it was not really that hard. well, except for the last part na talagang napa-isip ako. haha. anyway, as i was saying.. oh yeah, we were able to see the results of our mid-quarter test on fil and stat. i got 11 mistakes in my fil mid-test and only 9 mistakes in my stat mid-test. ang saya ko. medyo happy na rin ako sa results, somehow. pero, i want to make it higher pa next time.

what else.. it was just today that i realized na sobrang dami ng posers sa mga blogs. let me give you some examples.. someone pretended to be me in my friend's blog. someone pretended to be my kabarkada in my blog. and the latest incident was.. someone pretended to be paola carlos in her friend's blog. grabe talaga. and look what she said..

1. I idolize Marquis.
2. Marquis is incredible.
3. If I were alone in a room with Marquis, I would introduce myself to her since she forgot who I am.
4. I think Marquis should not change.
5. Marquis needs Marco. (Sorry for the answer. You guys look good together.)
6. I want to be like Marquis.
7. Someday Marquis will be an ice cream model. (Haha)
8. Marquis reminds me of Iya.
9. Without Marquis, life would be boring.
10. Memories of Marquis are I don't know.
11. Marquis can be a model soon.
12. Worst thing about Marquis is she doesn't recognize me anymore.
13. Best thing about Marquis is she's got everything.14. I am a friend-yet-forgotten or Marquis.
Sorry kung gnun answers ko. )Paola Carlos 05.04.05 - 5:58 am

the REAL paola carlos did not write all of these things.. sobrang ang poser talaga ng taong gumawa nito and ung mga nagpapanggap. why do they LOVE to pretend to be someone else? hindi ba sila proud na maging sila.. grabe ha. ang daming nagagawa ng mga posers na yan that may lead to misunderstanding between you and your friend or someone. kaya mga peeps, be careful with those posers.. nako.. sobrang nakaka-piss kasi eh.. parang gusto nila maging ikaw.. grabe na talaga mga posers ngaun..

♥Wis

Monday, July 25, 2005

i woke up at 7 in the morning. don't know why. all the while, i was still lying in my bed and playing songs in my ipod. at 10 in the morning, our phone rang. it was my tita. she told me that we're going to have lunch together. we ate japanese food for lunch. nakita ko si cha pati si mykka. nandun din si chris, jeff, red pati si joshua-mga pinsan ko. haha. ngayon ko lang ulit nakita ung mga loko kong mga pinsan na yun. haha. at last, mykka returned my skirt and my sneakers that she borrowed a long, long time ago. haha. after lunch, ate decided to go to derma. but i don't want to, so she told me that instead of derma, i should go to bench fix to have my hair cut. at first, i insisted. pero masyadong mapilit si ate, so pumayag na rin ako. SOBRANG nag-iba ung style ng hair ko. GRABE. it's UNBELIEVABLE. bwahahaha. exxageraton na un. haha. pero, basta, nag-iba. TOTALLY iba. you'll see it pag nagkita tayo. haha. oh yeah, tumawag sakin si russel kaninang umaga. si ate nakasagot. siyempre todo takbo pa ko nung nalaman ko na si russ ung nasa phone. haha. na-cut ng alang usap namin dahil nga dun sa lunch thing nga family, pero guess what? tatawagan ulit ako ni russ mamayang gabi. whahaha. saya. anyway, i have to go. i still have an essay to do and a review for my mid-quarter and long test tomorrow. bye. 'til next post.. au revoir. *wink*

♥Wis

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i can't find myself. i am lost. TOTALLY LOST. i wish i can bring back the time when everything was going so well and so fine. :C

many people are saying that i am so blessed. blessed in a way that i can travel to other countries and i was able to get most of the things i want. but you know what, come to think of it.. i'm not really that blessed. lahat ng galaw ko, pinapansin ng dad ko. bawat alis ko, susundan ng mom ko. don't they trust me? there's something inside of me that's missing. a lot of pieces to be put together just like a puzzle. reality is.. i'm not happy.

yeah, i can go to places i have never imagined i can go to but still i lack something. I LACK ATTENTION. attention that i need from my parents. i know they love me so much that's why they are so strict and protective of me. but i can't take it anymore. mas mahalaga pa work nila sa states eh. nandun na ko. they work SO HARD to give me and my two other siblings a better future.. pero, nawawala na sila samin eh. nakuha na sila ng work nila.. :C everytime i go to mass, i miss them. sana kasama ko sila.. pero, hindi eh. one solution that came to my mind para makasama ko ulit parents ko, was to study there. pero, ayaw ng dad ko. :C i don't get the point kung bakit ayaw niya ko mag-aral dun. pero before, siya pa nagsabi sakin na huwag masyado ma-attach sa friends ko kasi sooner or later, pupunta na daw ako sa states.. labo talaga ng buhay ko.

i guess a lot of people know me as - gimikera. ung laging wala sa house. well honestly, the reason why i LOVE to go out was because, staying in the house sucks. wala kasama. puro maids lang namin. mas close ko na nga ata mga maids namin kaysa sa parents ko eh. :C lahat ng maids namin, alam kung sino crush ko. pero sa parents ko, wala akong time para mashare sa kanila un eh. :C anyway, as i was saying, staying in the house sucks. bakit? kasi wala si mama, si papa, si ate or si kuya.. tignan nio ha.. si mama and si papa, nasa states. sa house namin dun. si ate, mai dorm na kasi intern na siya, mahirap na daw umuwi sa house ng araw araw. si kuya, nasa states. nag-aaral maging pilot.. so, ano natira para sakin? mga maids.. saya ng buhay.. db? I MISS MY PARENTS SO,SO MUCH!!!

so don't think that i'm lucky or blessed with the life i have.. dahil nakukuha ko karamihan ng gusto ko. kasi ang totoo, HINDI! if there's a choice whether for me to live or to die.. i'd rather choose dying than living a miserable and unlucky life. :C

♥Wis

Saturday, July 23, 2005

haii. something terrible happened. my favorite grandpa [mother's side] was rushed to the hospital. stroke na naman. third time na niya. they just saw my grandpa lying on the floor and they rushed him to st lukes. grabe talaga. i can't believe it. third time na to nangyari sa kanya. :C

medyo delikado na nga daw eh. sabi ng doctor. kasi, ganito yan. sa family house [mother's side] lang talaga si grandpa. nde na siya masyado advised na lumabas. mai personal nurse siya dun. pero mukhang pati ung ganung situation hindi na magwuwork. kasi ba nman, madaming times na siya inaatake ng stroke niya. tapos, mai diabetic pa siya. nagkaroon nga siya ng operation lately eh. anyway, un. sinabi kanina ng doctor na nasa parang 'danger' zone na si grandpa. :C pinag-iisipan na nga ng mga tito at tita ko na mercy killing na lang daw gawin sa kanya. pero, ayaw ni grandma. kasi siyempre, db? masakit for her un. pero sa side ng mga tita ko, iniisip nila, mas masakit kung nakikita nilang naghihirap si grandpa. naka-tube na nga lang siya ngayon eh. hindi mo pa makakausap. :C kaya naisip nila ung mercy killing thing. kahit nga si mama, gusto niya mercy killing nlang daw. :C pero, wag sana.. :C ayoko.. :C

sana magkaroon ng miracle. ung miracle na gagaling ulit si grandpa. para magkulitan ulit kami. haha. basta, miss ko na kakulitan si grandpa. sana gumaling talaga siya. if having such a miracle is what it takes, sana nga mangyari un sa kanya. to save my favorite grandpa from harm.. :C

:: i admit it. mas close ako sa side ng mom ko. ang sungit naman kasi lahat ng sa side ng dad ko eh. haha. grandparents palang sa father's side, katakot na eh. lalo na si grandpa. sungit, sungit, sungit! haha. wala pa alam sabihin kung hindi, spanish. kelangan pa ng interpreter. hmmpphhh. haha.

♥Wis

hay. natapos na naman ang isang araw. the next thing we'll know, sem break na naman. can't wait.. haha. i really need a break. sobrang stressed out na ko sa school works.
a lot of things happened today. sobrang big time, packed and tight ng day namin. early this morning, we had our algeb test. imagine, nakalimutan ba naman ng teacher namin na test namin ngaun. dumating siya sa classroom, 20 mins after. sobrang daming time ung nawala. wala rin siyang choice aside from extending our time. pero siyempre, ung class namin after algeb, affected. dahil lang sa kapalpakan niya. grabe talaga. tapos mai mga ibang points pa sa test na hindi talaga niya samin tinuro. so, binase ko nlang ung solutions ko dun from last year. sobrang miss ko na ung teacher ko sa algeb last year. sana siya nalang ulit teacher namin. sobrang hate ko ung teacher namin sa algeb this year eh. SOBRA.

moving on, stat mid-quarter test din namin kanina. sobrang dali lang ng stat. way, way too easy compared to our algeb test. ung algeb test, sobrang di kami naka-relax. pero nung stat, grabe, sobrang relaxed kami. TODO. i enjoy stat. hehe.

what else happened? dapat pupunta akong gateway, pero nde natuloy. all because something happened. feeling ko nga meron akong heart disease/problem eh. sobrang hirap akong huminga chaka gumalaw. kaya, nag-rest nalang ako.

♥Wis

Thursday, July 21, 2005

wahaha. another day had passed. grabe, ang bilis ng panahon. hectic na naman mga sked nating mga assumptionista. mid-quarters na, dami pang mga projects at homeworks. haii.. grabe.

grabe, kanina eq and iq test namin. sobrang nakakahilo. daming isheshade. haha. what else happened? wala nman maxado eh. aii. nga pala, thank you ulit sa gift. [kung nababasa mo man toh] haha. thank you ulit. nagulat ako kasi binigyan mo ko kanina ng gift. nagulat ako nasa chair ko. kala ko nga di para sakin un eh. not until nabasa ko un letter. haha. basta, thanks talaga. actually, nde ko pa siya na-oopen. pero, thanks talaga. wait, nga pala, bat mo ko binigyan ng gift? nde ko naman birthday. medyo 3 months pa un. haha. wala namang special occasion or some sort ha. anyway, curious lang. haha. basta, thank you na lang.

nahihirapan na ko mag-aral ngaun. hindi ko alam kung bakit. nahihirapan na kong mag-focus sa studies ko. i need an inspiration.. haii. actually, i have an inspiration to work harder. dalawa pa nga eh. first, sister ko. kasi sobrang i admire her. galing nia, sobra. top student at org president ba nman sa med association eh. un naman. and the other thing that inspires me to do better is, my dream school for college [dun kasi nag-aral si ate at kuya eh]. my dad keeps on telling me that if i really wanted to study in that school, i have to work really hard and put my best foot forward in EVERYTHING. ateneo, that's my dream school. really.. i'm even willing to work twice as hard just to study there. i mean, it's ateneo.. ngaun pa nga lang tinatakot na ko ng mga kapatid ko na mahirap daw dun eh. kasi sobrang you really have to work your ass off. [but don't take it literally] haha. pero, i made up my mind. i'll do ANYTHING to be IN that school..

i watched the uaap game. talo ateneo. :C pero, it's okay. bawi next sunday. haha. i'm going to watch that game live. it's against up. haha. la lang. sharing. nood rin kau. tas meet tau sa gateway, para sabay taung pumunta sa araneta. okay? im nio ko sa ym or text nio ko. :D

hayan. magdidinner na kami. nag-request ako ng early dinner kasi mag-aaral pa ko for algeb and stat mid-quarter tom. ai. chaka pala para sa long test na madaming chinese words na nde ko maintindihan pati kay confucious. haha. goodluck nlang satin, noh. haha.

sa aking mga mahal na classmates, wag kakalimutan ang the essay tomorrow. aytie? wag masyado mag-aral baka bukas lahat tayo genius na. haha. joke. haha. goodluck sa lahat ng mga assumptionistang magkakaron ng mid-quarter bukas. lalong lalo na sa mga batchmates ko. :D see ya'll tomorrow. :D hollaback.. :D

♥Wis

a lot of things happened today. mid-quarter test namin kanina sa fil. sobrang kinakabahan ako sa output grade ko dun. kasi hindi ako nag-aral eh. as in, stuck knowledge lang. kasi naman, kahapon tinamad ako mag-aral. hehe. it was pretty easy pero kinakabahan talaga ko sa grade ko.

algeb class, darn. another 40 mins in hell. haha. joke. sobrang nde talaga siya okay magturo. swear. lahat ata kami bababa grades dahil sa mga tinuturo niya samin na mali eh. imagine, ung dun sa coefficient thing, kahapon iba sinabi niya. tapos kanina, nung nagchecheck kami ng homework, she contradicted what she said yesterday. darn. grr. even our algeb teacher is so NOT good, i find the subject pretty interesting and fun this year. haha. thanks to my very patient seatmate. haha. ang cool nga eh. pag di ko gets, nagtatanong ako sa kanya. pag di niya gets, sakin siya nagtatanong kung pano gagawin un. ang cute namin noh, haha. now i'm talking lame..

movng on.. i'm SO happy. isay and michi are okay now. pero sort of not happy rin, kasi parang nagkakalayo na kami ng mga kabarkada ko. ung iba, nde na sumasabay dahil sa mga 'busy' stuff na kelangan gawin during breaks tapos ung iba, siyempre gusto rin magkatime for their other friends. basta, magulo siya na ewan. i just hope everything will turn out right in the end.

sobrang ayoko ng magkahiwahiwalay pa kaming magkakabarkada. SOBRANG happy ko na sa group of friends ko. kaya ung mga ibang tao na naninira diyan sa group namin, pwede ba? back off ka na lang muna. ayt? you're just jealous kasi wala kang friends na kasing unique ng mga kabarkada ko. unique in a way na kahit iba-iba personalities and attitudes namin we still manage to have this sort of 'connection'. you know. hell yeah, i bet you know.. i'm really pissed at you! the way you judge my friends?! damn. you don't have the right to.. because YOU DON'T KNOW the DEEPER side of them.. you know? so just save all your stinking thoughts inside your head! okay?! got that?!

back to my normal mood. russ, i'm really sorry kung nde na kita na-uupdate. i'm pretty busy these past few days. sorry talaga. alam mo na. mid-quarters na and all. medyo hectic nga sched ko eh. sorry talaga. bawi ako sau, don't worry. i just want to say sorry.

hell days.. on friday, algeb and stat mid-quarter tests.. on monday, english mid-quarter test. on tuesday, history mid-quarter test.. PLUS all the projects, compositions, reflections and homeworks we have to pass. darn.. so hectic. so many things to do yet so little time.

ang cute nga eh. kasi, kahit na feeling ko marami akong kelangang gawin. pagdating ko dito sa house, parang lahat un nawawala kasi wala na ko masyado iniintindi. haha. tapos meron pa kong time gumimik kasama iaba kong mga friends or mga pinsan ko. haha. galing talaga. haha. i'm talking so lame.. wala na ko masabi. haha.

i want to congratulate my sioPAO.. haha. joke lang. congrats, PAOLA! cheerdancer na siya! yeheess!! haha. :D alam ko naman na papasa ka eh. ang kult mo, ayaw mo maniwala. iniiyakan mo pa ko before kasi kala mo di ka makakapasa.. you rock! :D whahaha! GO, PAO! :D

::PLUGS:: punta pala kayo sa saturday sa mc. mai softball game. aa versus mc. support our team. whahaha! nood na rin kayo ng FEU, ADMU game tomorrow. 4pm sa araneta or sa studio 23 sa tv. haha. anyway. got to go, guys. :D take care :D

♥Wis

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

isay, don't you worry. you're not the only one who feels that way. kahit naman ako, minsan un nararamdaman ko eh. pero, wala na tayo magagawa diba? alam ko ung nafifeel mo ngayon. and hindi kita masisisi kung ayaw mo muna sumabay samin kasi siyempre nga nahurt ka. pero sana naman, sandali lang ung time na yun. kasi, miss na miss na kita. well, hindi lang ako. si carisse, si pao, lahat naman kami namimiss ka eh. siyempre kabarkada ka namin. kaya please, isay. sama ka na samin. ha?

hindi naman na maiiwasan na mai maleleft out satin eh, sa dami ba naman nating magkakabarkada eh. pero look at the bright side, mas nagiging strong tayo even though hindi mo kasama ung closest friends mo para sa trial na un. not only that, at least magkakaroon ka pa ng mga bagong friends na pwede mo rin pakisamahan. pero i'm not saying na tama lang na naleleft out ka. pero, alam mo un. ganun talaga eh. chaka, don't worry, dito naman ako if ever kelangan mo ng kausap or kasama eh. okay?

hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari bat kau nag-away ni michi, at wala akong kinakampihan sa inyong dalawa. basta, be strong. malalampasan mo rin yan sooner or later, tutulungan kita. okay?

nga pala, just want to make it clear, hindi kami naiinis or nagagalit sayo, isay. ok? miss na miss ka na nga naming mga kapwa mo chicklets eh. aww, miss na talaga kita. basta, dito lang ako for you. okay? love you, isay. wag ka na mag-worry. you still got me plus the other chicklets. okay? un lang masasabi ko..

♥Wis

there are a lot of things inside my head right now. so many thoughts, so many problems and so much stressed. too many things to do and to understand. which will eventually make me go crazy! haha. darn. i can't concentrate on the stuff i'm doing so here i go again expressing what i feel. life is so unfair. for a minute you're a happy and in just a second, "boogsh" everything's changed.

i know friends are there to help you in these stuff but somehow there are these certain things which is better to be left unsaid than to be said.

yeah, reality bites. sometimes, it even sucks. so many problems, unexplainable thoughts, stress and catching up to do, right? but heck?! can we still do anything about it? i just hate the fact that we can't do anything about it. well, except for one thing, which is DEAL with it. which is sometimes a very hard thing to do. yet sometimes, these things have unforseen circumstances which will eventually be for our own good. darn. reality does bite!

♥Wis

Monday, July 18, 2005

updates.. last saturday, i just stayed home. i did all the stuff that i need to do, both school works and family things. i was also able to go to sarah's house and meet up with my other village friends. sobrang fun. it was only then that we realized na 11 years na pala kaming magkakaibigan. tagal na pala nun. pati nga mga parents and mga maids namin magkakaibigan eh. grabe. ang small ng world. hehe. aside from that, tagal naming nag-uusap about boys. ung mga love life ng mga friends ko, sobrang nakakakilig na ewan. haha. grabe talaga. daming suitors.. then, dumating si denmark, close na samin ung lokong lalaking un. haha. nagkaroon din kami ng mga bagong guy friends. friends sila ni denmark. basta, dami nila. mga 7 ata sila eh. mababait naman sila, mahiyain nga lang. haha. so, all the while kami lang ung nagsasalita. pero okay naman, we still managed to communicate with them somehow. fun naman sila kausap at kasama eh. madami din silang mga kalokohan na nalaman namin. haha.

oh and yeah, UAAP SPORTSFLASH. ::ateneo won against ust. ateneo won over ust with a 7-point lead. hehe. alam talaga eh, noh. ::la salle lost to ue. it was only a 1-point victory game for ue. ::ateneo has a 1 victory and 1 loss. :: on the other hand, la salle has 1 victory and 2 losses.

yesterday, we went to gateway. sobrang dami kong ininvite pero nag-end up na kami lang ni aiko ung natuloy. actually, nde nman kasi kasama din namin ung dalawa kong pinsan. si joeff pati si cha. pero nde namin sila kasama kasi nanood sila ng movie chaka tumingin sila ng guitar for joeff. kami ni aiko, stroll lang. sobrang kaming dalawa lang. bonding date nga tawag namin sa lakad namin kahapon eh. haha. nung nabore na kami sa gateway at nahihilo na kami sa sobrang daming tao, nakita namin ung lrt station. so, nagdecide kami na pumunta nlang kami sa baywalk since pareho kaming nde pa nakakapunta dun. so, tumuloy kami. commute lang ha. grabe talaga. pinagtatawanan kami ng mga tao nung sobrang tuwang tuwa kami na nakaabot kami dun. haha. chake nung nakita namin ung bay. haha. sobrang nagkaligawligaw kami ni aixx. haha. from baywalk, napadpad kami sa ccp, star city pati sa boom na boom ng naglalakad ha. grabe talaga. nung sobrang nde ko na makayanan maglakad kasi sibrang sakit na ng paa ko tas nakikita na ung mga ugat namin, sabi ko kay aixx, taxi nlang kami. chaka hinahabol kasi namin ung time kasi sabi ko mimeet ko mga pinsan ko sa starbucks ng 5'30. eh, nde nla alam na pumunta ko ng roxas blvd. haha. ako pa tuloy nagbayad. plan ko nman kasi eh. grabe talagang adventure yun. haha. pero, uulitin namin un 2 weeks after. haha. nung nasa gateway na kami, nagutom ako. eh, nandun na ung driver. pina-una ko na mga pinsan kong umuwi tapos binalikan ako ng driver namin sa gateway mga 8. nag-stroll at nag-pizza hut kami ni aixx. ako na nman nagbayad, kasi plan ko na naman un. eh, short na rin siya sa money. so, un. sumabay sakin si aixx pauwi.

can;t believe it, bat pa niya sinabi sakin na mai gusto siya sakin. sana nde nlang niya sinabi, nde ko naman tinatanong eh. pero at least ngaun, alam ko na.. haii. life.. labo ko. haha.

CURRENT LSS to :: you love me, but you don't know who i am. so let me go. just let me go..

♥Wis

Saturday, July 16, 2005

i didn't went to school today. for the fact that i still don't feel well enough to attend my classes.

i have learned a lot of things today. first was, not to let my 'bad' feelings go in the way because it might just cause a big nightmare. russ and i had a little misunderstanding. yeah, nagtampo ako sa kanya kasi nde niya ko natawagan. pero it doesn't mean that i hate her. tapos nalaman ko pa na mai impostor na wissa sa blog ni anj na sinabi ung, 'russ,i'm not mad at you. i hate you!' na line. grabe talaga. pero now, we're okay na.

i also learned that my sister was right, all along. if you want something, grab it! with clearly NO hesitations. and don't take certain things or opportunities for granted. you'll never know, baka wala ng opportunity na mangyari pa ulit ung ganun.. EVER.

i also learned that life is full of surprises that can make or break someone. surprises that can turn our world around. however, we manage NOT TO BE held back by those surprises. instead, we become a better or maybe the best person we can be. life is full of twisted and down moments but it's HELL of a GOOD to live a life we want to live! we should LIVE our life to FULLEST, with no holding back.

♥Wis

Friday, July 15, 2005

haii. grabe. pinauwi na naman ako ng school nurse. wala naman akong fever. pero sobrang sama ng feeling ko. i'm not even sure if i'm goint to school tomorrow. it depends kung okay na feeling ko by the time i wake up.

let me see. nothing really good happened today. actually, puro malas nga. when i woke up, nde ko makit ung pearl earring na binigay ng mom ko. pe class, taebo practical test. haha. after that, wala na kong maalala. biglang sumama pakiramdam ko tapos sobrang pale ko na kaya pumunta ko sa main clinic. my tita fetched me at school. good thing, wala siya meeting. i feel a little dizzy again.. got to rest now.

♥Wis

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

haii. what a very hectic day. i woke up at 4'30 in the morning to study a little more for our mid-quarter. arrived at school at 7'00. during our recess time, i studied all over again. after recess, mid-quarter test na namin. it was pretty easy pero sobrang mapapaisip ka dun sa multiple choice na part. tapos no corrections pa, so nde pwede baguhin if ever mag-change mind mo. after that class, history quiz naman. grabe. sobrang baba ng grade ko. feeling ko nga, sobrang bababa na ng mga grades ko eh. lunch time, pumuntang penthouse para sa committee meeting. almost 15 mins of lunch ata un. after lunch, algeb na. have to admit it. sort of nag-eenjoy na ko sa algeb pati sa stat. pero dati, halos icurse at iniiyakan ko pa ung mga subjects na un pag nde ko masyado maintindihan. haha. the day was fine pero sobrang stressed out and sobrang pressured to do all those things all together. haii. well, that's life. haha. second month pa lang pero feeling ko naghahabol na kami for compliance sa clearance sa sobrang daming pinagsabaysabay na projects. tomorrow pala may mga reports, quizzes and practical test pa kami. grabe. walang katapusan ata toh.. can't wait for friday, para makapag-rest naman na ko.

mai bago akong naging guy friend today. jp ung name. short for john paul. haha. friend siya ni jb. tapos un, nag-usap kami kanina. ok naman. mabait siya. saya kausap. wala lang. haha.

so, there. that wraps up my day..

♥Wis

Sunday, July 10, 2005

candid shot. haha. yanyan and i were at the stairs. sarah, pacute smile. tas c aixx ung mai hawak ng sandara park thing.. haha. cool pic!

my village friends. sarah, aixx and yanyan. di namin alam posing diyan. kaya nag-end up na magkahawak hands namin ni yanyan. haha.

eto ung dalawa sa mga studio pics na kasama ko mga village friends ko. tagal na nito. sa gateway, picture city yan! naging friend pa nga namin ung photographer eh. haha. sa sobrang tagal namin magpapic. hehe.

♥Wis

Monday, July 04, 2005

some more updates..

july 3, sunday - ate, cha, joeff and i attended mass at eastwood. sobrang haba ng homily niya. grabe.. nakakaantok. haha. after mass, straight kami sa teriyaki boy. gusto kasi ni ate ng japanese food eh. so, dun ulit kame. haha. nakakatawa nga eh.. kasi naghiwahiwalay kaming apat. si ate pati si joeff magkasama. tas kami ni cha yung magkasama. akala namin nauna na sila ate sa teriyaki boy so binilisan namin paglalakad. tapos, nakakahiya. kasi dun sa labas, naka-abang na ung mga servers tapos tinatanong nila kung ilang seats daw kukunin namin. eh, akal namin ni cha nakakuha na sila ate ng seats sa loob so pumasok nlang kame. pagkapasok namin, nde namin nakita sila ate. so, tinext ko si ate. papunta plang daw sila, kumuha na kami ni cha ng seat. sobrang ingay namin ni cha, tawa kami ng tawa. pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga tao eh, ayoko pa naman ung feeling na ang daming nakatingin sakin. kaya niyaya ko si cha sa washroom. pagkapasok namin, sobrang picture nlang kami ng picture. sobrang vain talaga! haha. after a while, dumating sila joeff. mga 7'45 na un. ung movie na papanoorin namin, 8'20. so, order kami agad tapos binilisan namin ung pag kain ng food. haha. di lang un, nagrecord pa kaming mga magpipinsan. wala ng mas vain pa samin. haha! mga 8'25 kami natapos. tinakbo namin ung papunta sa movie house. haha. treat ni ate! haha. minsan lang un. we watched war of the worlds. kaming tatlo lang nila cha at joeff. nagpaganda kasi si ate sa parlor eh. jologs daw kasi nung movie.. eh, di nman. so, anyway un. almost half ata ng movie hindi ako nakapanood kasi text kami ng text ni jude.. haha. sobrang kinukulit ko si cha para iexplain niya sakin ung movie para magets ko. haha. natpos ung movie mga 10'30. after that, pauwi na kami. sobrang pagod na pagod na ko nun. sabay nakita ko si evan sa may bench.. nakakahiya nga kasi nasigaw ko ung name niya sa sobrang nagulat ako. haha. the day was pretty much fun, REALLY..

july 4, monday - first period, computer class. pinagawa kami ng abstract thing on how we deal with our problems or our concerns. so, gumawa ako ng kung ano ano. haha. sabay sabi ng teacher namin i-explain daw namin un orally next week. sabay di ko na alam. kasi imbento lang nman un eh. haha. english class, nagpractice kami ng skit about the analects of confucius. ung chinese na, ewan. basta, un na un. haha. ang benta ng pinaggagagawa namin nun. haha. tawanan lang. statistics class, nung una sobrang boring. pero naging okay nman nung middle part.. haha. in fairness, sort of na-eenjoy ko siya. well, compared to algeb class.. that wraps up my day.

:: grabe, 6th death monthsary na ni marc. parang kelan lang tumatawag pa siya sa house.. haii.. sayang talaga.. miss ko na siya! ung mga kalokohan namin at lahat.. haii..

:: excited na ko mag weekend. sa friday, lalabas kami nila laya at jaya. pupunta kaming gateway. sobrang totoohanin na namin ung every week lalabas kami after class. sa saturday, pupunta sa eastwood, hale! tapos, baka pumunta sa party ni nathan. sleepover sa house namin or sa house nila isay.. sa sunday, game! ateneo, la salle! haha.

♥Wis

Saturday, July 02, 2005

nothing really happened today. it's pretty boring. i just went to sm to buy some stuff. that's all. then for the rest of the day, just listened to my ipod and watched tv. pretty boring, huh? i'm planning to actually go to gateway later to watch the war of the worlds movie.

anyway, i'm here to advertise some things.. read this!!

i'm going to eastwood on july 9. punta rin kau. meet tau dun! i'm going to watch hale there. punta kau ha.. see you there! oh and yeah, punta rin kaung july 10 sa araneta. kita rin tau dun! it's the game of the year.. haha. nood din kau nung game ng ateneo, las salle. it would be fun. i promise. masaya un! haha. see you there too!

miss ko na si russ.. ung pag mai lakad, ihahatid ko siya sa house nila.. haii.

i would like to say sorry to my village friends.. lam ko nagtatampo kau sakin kasi di na ko nakakalabas kasama niyo. it's just that, ayoko na talaga tumambay sa court eh. kasi wala naman use ung pag stay natin dun.. so, sorry talaga. if you want, punta nalang kau sa house.. or gimik nlang tau or something sa malls or sa ek.. i'll make it up to you guys.. i promise.. sorry talaga.. don't think na ayaw k kau makasama ha. ang totoo nga, gusto ko eh. kaya lang minsan, sobrang parang nagpapansin na kau sa mga boys eh. it's just not my thing, you know.. sorry talaga.

♥Wis

it's been a while since i blogged, so here are my updates..

june 24, friday - we had our clubs. i tried out for badminton. dami ngang nagtry-outs eh. sa batch pa ng alang namin eh. sobra, sobra na. baka di na tuloy ako makapasa. nakakakaba. haha. anyway, after our clubs, uwian na. we went to grace's house to change into our casual clothes. then straight off to eastwood. cool nga eh. we arrived at eastwood at 5'10 tapos ung screening nung movie na papanoorin namin 5'30. so, sobrang exact lang. parang chineck namin ung sched sa net or something. haha. ang funny ng movie. sobra! nakakatuwa. haha. after the movie, we planned to go to ateneo to attend the salo-salo. muntikan pa ngang di matuloy kasi sobrang lakas ng ulan eh. and because of that, bumili pa kami ng payong sa bench. color orange pa, perky! haha. nakikipagunahan kami na makakuha ng taxi kasi sobrang bihira lang ung taxi sa eastwood na walang laman kasi nga umuulan nun. haha. hai nako. so, there. we arrived at ateneo pero sad to say, tapos na ung hinahabol namin na salo-salo. haha. so, nilakad namin ung campus nila from highschool building to kenny rogers katipunan kasi wala kaming nakitang taxi. layo nun ha, in fairness. sobrang putik, putik na kami pero ayos lang. masaya pa rin. naglolokohan na nga kami eh. we ate at kenny rogers and after that pumunta kami sa the barn to met up with someone.. hmm.. who's that someone? haha. joke. labo ko. anyway, by 10'10, bumalik kami sa eatwood para di kami mahuli ng mga susundo samin. haha. punta kami sa bowling and billiards hall. tambay dun hanggang dumating ung mga sundo namin. sobrang ang kalog naming tatlo. haha. sobrang fun talaga! i arrived home mga 11'30.

june 25, saturday - joeff, ate and i went to gateway to watch batman begins. 9'30 ung screening nung movie. nag-timezone muna si joeff tas kami ni ate check ng mga clothes sa mango. sale kasi nun. haha.

june 26, sunday- attended mass at eastwood. after that, we ate out at teriyaki boy. japanese food.. yummy! haha. i also saw my batchmate there.

june 27-july 1 - school days! haha. i don't like our algeb teacher. really. ang gulo nia magturo. nakakagulo ng utak!! haha. i delivered a lot of oral reports this week. daming mga quizzes and a project to be passed. oh, and yeah, i signed up for committees. maganda daw kasi un sa papers mo pag meron kang committee eh. that's the reason why i signed up for it. haha. i also reserved tickets for the ateneo vs la salle game on july 10. haha. i will be able to get the tickets by july 4. yak! haha. well, i guess that pretty rounded up my whole week..

♥Wis