Oh gee. If you're gonna be two-faced, at least make one pretty ;)

Saturday, April 30, 2005

haii.. more, more updates. april 24, sunday-arrived in our province. as soon as we arrived, my other relatives and my family convoyed going to sarrat. it's a place wherein the picnic area is beneath the river. gets? cha and i swam. haha. we were so red after swimming. haha. when it was already dark, we went home na. my other cousins and i went to the fiesta. cha's boyfriend was so angry because he didn't want cha to go with us but still cha went. got to admit it but her boyfriend is so overprotective and so close minded. he barely understand cha.. april 25, monday-it was my niece's christening. her whole name was jessicah shanylle polendey magdirila. nice db? hehe. grabe, nakakatuwa isipin na lahat ng surnames ng relatives namin masyadong unque. wala ng kapareha. well, meron pero kaming magkakamag-anak lang. rather than that, wala na. april 26, tuesday-christening of my cousin. her name is ashleign mae magdirila. grabe, unique ng name.. hehe. i craved for empanada so cha and i went to the city to buy one. sad to say, wala. cha and i just sat there waiting for our van. it was already dark and our van wasn't still there. so we decided to ride the tricycle. hehe. natatawa ako. first time ko. haha. april 27, wednesday-lunch at my tita's house. haha. sobrang full ako. haha. kuya left na. iniwanan niya na ko. april 28, thursday-no comment. sobrang boring. my cousins and i just watched dvds. april 29, friday-watched dvds with cousins.. again. masaya naman eh. kasama ko sila. actually, i enjoy my cousin's company. sobra! ang kwela naminkapag pinagsama-sama kame.. went to my tita's house. grabe pala ung isa kong pinsan.. 8 ung girlfriends niya. meron pa daw galing hawaii at canada.. an lupit! haha.. there. just wait and see my next updates.. ayt? hehe.. miss my barkada already! love you, chicklets!!! we rock!!!

♥Wis

Saturday, April 23, 2005

woke up at 8'30 in the morning.. i've got nothing to do. so, i answered this survey from sarah sa friendster..

1.What do you think of courtship?

*wala naman. okay lang..

2.Do you believe that friends can be lovers, but lovers can never be friends? why? *no. it depends on the both of them naman eh. db?

3.Do you believe that you can learn to love someone kahit hindi mo talaga sya mahal? *i guess not. you can't push yourself to like or love someone na hindi mo naman talaga gusto eh.

4.What's your ideal partner?

*well, someone not really that perfect.

5.Have you met your soulmate?

*don't know. how am i suppose to know that?

6.Is it true na ang love nawawala o nababawasan lang?

* i guess, may possibility na mawala..

7.How many bfs/gfs have you had?

*um. no comment..

8.Do you have a crush right now?

*um. no.

9. Which one do you prefer, friendship or relationship?

*both. wait lang, db ang friendship same lang sa relationship kasi it's a kind of it?...

10. Why?

*kasi i'm open to both.

11. Have you fallen in love with your bestfriend?

*no.

12.Have you had regrets about love?

*of course.

13.If yes, why do you regret?

*because i thought i was doing the right thing but i was wrong.

14. Are you in a serious/fling relationship right now or just plain single? *plain single.

15. Are you a player?

*no.

16. Are you too serious with your relationships?

*don't know. i guess.

17. Are you a martyr?

*now? nope. but i used to be one..

18.Do you believe in marriage first before living in or vice-versa? *di ko xia gets..

19.Are you a "still say yes" person or a no, when it comes to reconciliation with any of your exs? *ewan. wala pa naman akong ex eh.

20. Do you look ahead to your future or do you look behind to your past? *i'm trying to look straight ahead my future.. but i just can't stop looking behind my past.

21. Why do you think most relationships dont last?

*because most of them just don't want it to last and break-up.

22. Do you really think love can conquer all? Why?

*no comment.

23. Whats your motto when it comes to love?

*love can either make or break you..

♥Wis

haii. another day passed. grabe. an bilis. the next thing you'll know, one week na lang, pasukan na ulet. haii. anyway, i woke up early today. i don't know why. kuya helped me fix my ipod.. after that, he was so not in the mood. i was talking to him but it was as if i was talking to nobody. wala siya sa sarili niya. it was lunch time then, i went up to his room and said the food is ready. still there wasn't any reply. a few minutes later, he went down and to my surprise he was all dressed up and all he said was bye. i followed him to the gate, there was his girlfriend. as soon as they got in the car, they went so fast that the tires screeched. no wonder wala sa sarili si kuya. honestly speaking, everytime nagkakaganon si kuya, naaawa ako sa kanya.. well, enough of it. change topic. my day was fine. i did the usual things i do. today, i felt a little change in me. i was so hyper. as in hyper talaga na to the point na galaw ako ng galaw tapos nagpapatawa ako sa mga maid namen. grabe.. good thing, late afternoon, nag-slow down na pagka-hyper ko. haha. i guess that was it.. yun lang nangyari for today..

♥Wis

Thursday, April 21, 2005

yesterday.. i woke up at 9'30 in the morning. i watched television until before lunch. after that, we ate our lunch. it was a fish with matching sauce and soup. in the afternoon, i went to gateway. jude and i watched 'ring two'. it was so, so corny.. i felt really cold inside the movie house. grabe. para akong nilagay sa freezer, parang naging ice kamay ko. haha. totoo naman eh. after nun, nagpastudio pic kame. tapos, uwi na after that. supposedly, after nun, susunod ako kila michi, paola at isay sa galle. kaya nga lang wala akong transpo. mai pupuntahan pa kasi si kuya eh. kaya yun. sorry talaga. babawi ako sa inyo next time.. kung pwede lang talaga, susunod ako eh. sorry.. i swear. babawi ako sa inyo. promise ko yan. okay? miss ko na rin kayo eh..

♥Wis

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

updates.. again.. April 16, saturday - woke up at 11 in the morning. i was so tired the night before.. anyway, when i woke up. headed straight to the kitchen for my breakfast. to my surprise, our maid was already preparing lunch, we had porkchops and soup. yummy. haha. i aked her why and she told me that my tita would pick me up at 12'30. my titas, my other cousins and i went to gateway to buy stuff for the special event on monday. she told us to pick the right shoes with VERY high heels. she prefers it than flats. we separated. i was on my own in finding the stuff i want for the event. the motiff was pink. haha. my fave color. anyway, when i found the shoes i want, i texted my tita but she told me to wait because they went to sm. so, while waiting, all i did was to window shop for clothes. it was really fun. but then there came a time when i got tired. so i went to starbucks to buy mocha frapp. suddenly, i saw my friend. we chatted for a little while and when i checked my phone i got 10 missed calls, all from my tita. i walked very briskly to get to the shop where my tita is as fast as possible. there. i was able to be back at our house at 8'30 in the evening. that night, my sister was going to transfer to her condo unit near ust. darn. i'm sure gonna miss her.. hirap talaga pag-intern ka na. nag-medicine pa kasi eh.. anyway, it's what she likes. and i'm happy for her. tonight is also the night wherein i got my mini ipod. it's color pink! haha. that same night, kuya, my other two aunties and me went to our province for the wedding. the ride was suppose to be 8 hours drive. but since my kuya was the one driving, it only took us 5 hours to be there.. April 17, sunday - hang-out with my other cousins. went to the beach to have a picnic. also fitted the gowns to be worn on the specia event.. yeah, i did have fun. April 18, monday - the day for the BIG event for the whole family. it was the wedding of my cousin. he was so young. he is only 19, i think. i was a bridesmaid, and i had a partner whom i barely even know. my role was to put the cord to the newlyweds and it went fine. haha. the funny thing was it turned out to be a disaster. my 3 year old cousin, pulled the cloth and all the designs and the flowers fell down. not only that, she cried in the middle of the wedding. haha. rather than that, it went okay. the reception was NOT really good. it was catered. the food was really good but then, the guests were so out of control. the tables were already named. who will sit there and everything. but still, they sat on the secondary sponsors table so it turned out that we were the ones who didn't have any table. after the reception, the ones who attended were invited to our house that night. there was a live band for the newlyweds. the house was SO PACKED. i barely even know all of them. i think my relatives actually invited all the people they saw on their way to our house.haha. kuya, cha, joeff, davis, joshua and i couldn't take the crowd. so we went to the mall. we let the time pass there. oh yeah, cha's boyfriend was there too. after 2 hours, we went back home already thinking the crowd was already decreasing. but then, we were wrong. rather, much more people went there.. i guess that wraps up the day. it was so tiring yet so fun.. :D

♥Wis

Monday, April 18, 2005

update.. April 15, friday - did the exact same boring things. ate, slept, watched television and checked on my accounts. by 5'30 in the afternoon, i recived a call from my kuya. he told me to dress up because we're going to eat dinner outside. as soon as i got that phone call, i took a shower and dressed up. kuya fetched me and we're headed to eastwood. we arrived at eastwood by 8. we ate at the twist. we ate buffet. to be exact, i ate a lot of carbonara. haha. by 8'40, we're done. but we didn't left yet, we waited for my tita because she went to the parlor to have her highlights for the big event on monday.. and guess what? she arrived at 10'30.. we were all like.. "at last.." haha. we left eastwood at 12, i think.. libot pa kc kame sa mga shops dun, after.. so, un..

♥Wis

Thursday, April 14, 2005

okay. to be honest, i'm actually getting lazy to update or to blog. don't know why. but now, there's something i have to share.. okay. these past few days my mom and i weren't okay. she's actually disappointed on me for having such a low grade. she told me she was really disappointed with the outcome of my performance this year because she knew i could do better than what i did or gave. she wasn't really happy when she knew my grades. she was totally disappointed and she kept on bringing that up whenever we tackle my school life. she kept on comparing me to my siblings. i can't be like them. i can't even be a dean's lister like my ate and kuya. i actually got pissed about and i did answer my mom for i really got irritated and i had to explain my side. of course, i didn't shout at her. but i was really contradicting every single word she says. there came a time that we haven't talked for a long time because of what had happened. i guess it took us 2 weeks, not talking with each other. it was only last night or the other night that i checked my mail and my mom actually e-mailed me, and said her sorry. for my side, i felt guilty. i was guilty for the fact that i was the one whose wrong, so i'm suppose to be the one to say sorry first. but no, my mom made the first move. the most touching thing about it, is that the fact that she found a way for me to be close to her again. oh and yeah, her e-mail had so many i love you words in it. i felt so ashamed of myself. why? i wasn't able to prove to my mom how good i can be as her daughter. and for the fact that there came a time that i wanted to say i hate her. i know we had a lot misunderstandings but one thing i won't regret, ever is having my mom as my mom and for her being part of my life.. i'm just so thankful for my mom.. and for having her by my side through my decisions, problems and choices in life..

♥Wis

Monday, April 11, 2005

it's been a while since i blogged. so, again, here's my update.. april 7, thursday - my italian cousins arrived. the usual practice, we ate outside for our family dinner. we ate at saisaki. it was great. buffet kasi. haha. april 8, friday - stayed at my tita and cha's condo at eastwood. we woke up at 10, i think. since walking distance lang naman un center ng eastwood, we strolled and watched a movie. we watched, hide and seek. it wasn't scary nor creepy. but i could really say it was quite suspensing. the sound effects and everything. haha. natapunan na naman kame ni cha ng cheese popcorn. haha. that day, i also saw my busmate at eastwood. haha. april 9, saturday - cha and i ate at the resto for our lunch. kameng dalawa lang. date namen un eh. haha. after that, we watch a movie AGAIN. haha. xempre, todo prepared, with matching cheese popcorn, airheads and coke ulet. haha. after watching a movie, stroll ulet kame. nakita ko si denise, my long lost kabarkada. way, way back grade 4 ata. ahaha. tapos mai nakita akong cute na top na color pink chaka color blue sa style centrale, so binili ko. haha. cute kasi eh. after that, we went straight at their condo, sobrang pagod na kame eh.. april 10, sunday - tita, cha and i heared mass at 11. after that, punta sa starbucks for me to buy mocha frapp. mas gusto nila un fruit shakes eh. kaya ako lang. haha. nakita ko si bambam sa tokyo, tokyo. ahaha. and then, we went to katipunan to get their clothes washed. after nun, uwi ulet sa condo nila. joeff, my other cousins and my tito arrived. grabe, namiss ko si joeff. sobra! ahaha. head straight kame sa power station. haha. then we ate at something fishy for our family dinner. nakita ko si millicent, long lost schoolmate. ahaha. after dinner, cha and i strolled again, i saw a cute dangling earrings but then my ate told me not to buy it. masyado daw kasing expensive, eh, nde nman. kuripot lang talaga xia. haha. after nun, arcade ulet. pinagtripan namen ni ate cha ung dance maniacs pati ung drums and guitars. haha. we tried to shoot some basketballs too. haha. to wrap up my whole week, it was fun yet so tiring. i stayed all week long at my tita and cha's condo at eastwood.. since april 4. haha. but now, i'm back home safe and sound. ahaha. ang corny koh. i guess that's what happened the whole week..

♥Wis

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

survey. got it from aileen sa friendster..

1) pierce your nose or tongue? none.

2) be serious or be funny? be funny.

3) drink whole or skim milk? whole.

4) simple or complicated? simple. yet sometimes, complicated.

*. . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *

5) flowers or angel figurines? flowers.

6) gray or pink? pink.

7) colored or black-and-white photos? black and white. mas okay tignan.

8)lust or love? love.

9)sunrise or sunset? sunset.

10) M&Ms or Skittles? skittles.

11) rap or rock? none.

12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late.

13) TV or radio? television.

14) eating apples or oranges? apples.

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *

15) feeling hot or cold? hot.

16) tall members of the opposite sex? definitely.

17) sun or moon? moon

18) emeralds or rubies? emeralds. mas cute.

19) left or right? righty.

20) having 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriend? 10 acquaintances.

21) sun or rain? sun.

22) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla.

23) green beans or carrots? carrots.

24) boys or girls? as kids? boys. mas cute.

25) What is your biggest fear in the world? to be alone and to die.

26) Kids or no kids? kids.

27) Cat or dog? dog.

28) Half empty or half full? half full.

29)Mustard or ketchup? ketchup.

30) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard cover.

31) Newspaper or magazine? magazine.

32) Wonder or amazement? amazement.

33) Red car or white car? white car.

34) Happy and poor or sad and rich? or.

35) Singing or dancing? dancing.

36) Hugging or kissing? kissing.

37) Corduroy or plain? plain.

38) Happy or sad? happy.

39) Blondes, brunettes? brunettes.

* . . .A B O U T Y O U . . . *

40) What time is it? 6:25 pm

41). Name? luisa.

42). Nickname? wissa.

43). Where are you now? house.

44). eating bread? now? nope.

45). Number of candles that appeared on yourlast birthday cake? 2.

46). Date that you regularly blow them out? i dont remember.

47). Pets? none.

48). Eye color? brown.

49). Hair color? dark brown.

50). Piercings? one at each ear.

51). Clean guy/gal/ pierced guy/gal? clean guy.

52). Who's the person on your mind right now? someone.

53). What are u goin to do after doing this? family dinner... ^_^

♥Wis

oh, great. i won't be able to blog for some time. well, because i'll be staying at cha's house and their computer is not working. anyway, there. my italian tita, her husband and my cousins we'll be arriving today. actually, they're already at the airport. hehe. there. grabe, time is so fast.. imagine.. april na naman. sooner or later june na ulit and we have to go back to the usual routine. wake up early and study for like, 8 hours. hehe. grabe. i'm so excited to meet my cousins.. haha. pero looks like i won't be here to welcome them. pero, it's okay. i have 1 month to be with them naman and to catch up eh. haha. un. so.. here comes cha.. got to go now. 'til my next blog..

♥Wis

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

it's been a while since i last blogged here. anyway, let me give you an update.. *april 3, sunday - tita asked me to go with her to shop for stuff. it was pretty cool because i was totally bored and bummed here at home. hehe. it went fine. cha and i were really tired. an tagal namen naglibot. as in, sobra! tas nung evening, kumain kame sa eastwood. sa fazolis. hehe. by the way, i stayed overnight at cha's condo. that day really went fine. *april 4, monday - woke up very early. 7, i think. i accompanied cha to get her card. sobrang haba ng line. grabe. pero, it was okay. medyo mabilis naman eh. after getting cha's card. internet cafe kame. across lang ng school ni cha. then after that, mga 11'30 or 12 ata, straight kami sa gateway. kasama ni cha barkada niya. nde naman ako na-out of place kasi medyo close na rin ako sa kanila. una namen ginawa, kumain sa burgoo. haha. afterwards, nanood kame ng movie. yung 'ms congeniality 2'. an saya. nakakatawa siya. haha. sa sobrang nakakatawa, natapunan ako ni cha ng cheese popcorn. haha. after gateway, pumunta ako sa sm. sila cha, sa mai arcade. nag-meet kame ni jude sa sm. after nun, libot sa mai gateway. tas balik sm. nag- bump cars kame. haha. after nun, pumunta kame nila cha at jude sa eastwood. nood ng movie ulet. haha. 'the pacifier' naman. an cute ni vin diesel dun. haha. sobrang ang funny ng role nia dun. benta.. haha. after, kain. tapos un. that wraps up the day. hehe. total fun! whole day wala sa house! hehe. *april 5, tuesday - woke up early.. again. we need to go back to cha's school to get her grade for a certain subject. after nun, pumunta kameng katipunan. then straight back to eastwood. nanood ulet kame ng movie, kasama si jude. 'be cool' naman. haha. todo movie marathon namen ni cha. sobrang saya nga niya eh. kasi lageng ako yung sumasagot sa expenses niya sa movie, arcade pati food. kasi kelangan ko daw bumawi sa kanya. as if naman siya, nilibre na niya ko. eh, never pa nga eh. pero, it's okay. what are cousins for. hehe. db? anyway, back to what i was saying. after ng movie, uwi na kame sa condo nila cha. napagod na ko eh. haha. usap kame ni jude sa mai pool for a short time, mga 6'30 na ata un ng hapon eh. siguro mga 30-45 minutes lang kame nakapag-usap kasi umambon na. so, there. that day was cool and fun. hehe. so, there.. that wraps up my two days stay at cha's condo. hehe.

♥Wis

Sunday, April 03, 2005

haii. i wasn't able to blog yesterday because nothing really happened. i just ate, sleep, watch and chat. haha. i miss joeff.. haii. wala ako maka-usap dito sa house. si kuya, wala. si ate, nag-out of town. haii. i'm such a loner. haha. oh yeah. nagalit din saken si cha. if ever di galit, nagtampo. kasi ba naman humihingi siya saken ng money tas hindi ko siya binigyan, sinabihan ba nman akong selfish. in the first place, kung selfish ako dapat di ko na siya pinapahiram ng mga gamit ko. hindi pa nga niya binabalik yung mga gamit na hinihiram niya saken eh. haii.. can't do anything about it. anyway, for today.. i woke up at 8'30. i think. as i was heading downstairs, i'm expecting my siblings to be there. because i wan't able to see them yesterday. but no. i was totally wrong. i checked our garage and i saw all our cars there. meaning to say, they haven't left yet. i checked all the rooms. but there was no sign of my sibs. haii. this was the second day i haven't seen them. there was a money and a note in the dining table. i read it and the money was for me. why? because they won't be here for the rest of the day or should i say overnight, they'll be back sunday afternoon, so they left me a sum of money. achi is in gabaldon. and kuya is in somewhere else, surfing his wakeboard with his friends. oh, great. this is totally great. i'm so alone. well, not really. because the maids were there.. it was okay, for i was able to bond with our maids. haii. so alone. what a boring life i have.. oh, well. can't do anything anymore, but to deal with it. this is just the way my life goes. too bad for me..

♥Wis

Friday, April 01, 2005

i woke up at 9'15 in the morning. all i did was to watch television, sleep, eat and chat. haha. pero, before mag-lunch, i accompanied our maid in the market. tuwang-tuwa nga saken si ate kasi for the first time, nagpunta daw ako sa market. ahehe. it was pretty fine but it was sort of smelly. tas un. we ate lunch mga 2 na. tagal kasi maluto ng food. after lunch. computer lang ulit ako, hanggang mga 6. kasi aalis kame for dinner. tapos un. binigyan ako ng aunt ko ng money for shopping daw. yey! haha! yippeee!! tas un. joeffrey is gone. nasa province na xia. babalik xia, late april pa. aww.. too bad. mamimiss ko siya.. ng SOBRA! haii.. we arrived home mga 10'30 or 11 na. so tired. an boring ng araw ko..

♥Wis