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Monday, March 28, 2005

i'm feeling so sick. sick of everything around me and physically sick. these past few days, i'm trying so hard to find my very own self. i pleased some people and there are also people whom i displeased. and this time, i would like to say sorry for those people whom i have hurted. i mean, i'm not perfect. sometimes i feel i'm contented with what i have but somehow, i still try to find the missing pieces. i feel so happy with the qualities and personalities i have which helped me encounter more people, more friends. but i don't know, somehow inside me, i feel so incomplete. parang kulang pa rin eh. hindi ko alam kung ano yung reason bakit pa ko naghahanap ng something na hindi ko alam. wala naman akong problema sa family ko. or kahit sa friends ko. happy naman ako sa barkada ko pati sa iba kong close friends. as a matter of fact, wala akong sama ng loob sa kanila dahil lahat sinasabe ko. kung ano yung ayaw at gusto ko sa kanila. hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko. i'm totally lost.. hindi ko alam kung saan ako lulugar. and i guess, matatagalan bago ko mahanap yung sarili ko. i need so much TIME.. time to think it over and time for myself.. siguro kapag dumating yung time na nahanap ko na sarili ko, mas lalo na kong magiging contented.. dahil alam kong ako nga ung taong un. hindi un vain, kikay, makulet at snob na wissa ngaun. gaya ng sinasabe ng iba. ung kahit hindi ko kilala mai nasasabi saken. alam kong magbabago ko. i just need quality time for myself.. un. there. i have to go. sumasama na talaga pakiramdam ko eh. tsaka kanina pa ko sinasabihan ni ate na mag-rest. ingat nlang..

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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