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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

haii.. i woke up mga 3'30 kasi sobrang nilalamig ako eh. hindi ko alam kung baket. tapos tina-try ko matulog ulet. pero hindi ko nakaya. ahehe. so, to let the time pass, i watched movies. ahehe. then i didn't realize i was able to fall asleep. when i woke up, it was already 5'30. then i tried to sleep again pero hindi na talaga kaya. so, nanood naman aq ng myx. haha. tapos mga 7 na, nde pa ko naliligo. haha. eh, mai grad ung pinsan q ng 8. todo nagmadali talaga ko. haha. tapos un. we arrived in their school mga 8'45. mai mass pa. so, my cousin and i end up joy riding. haha. tapos bumalik kame sa school ng pinsan ko mga 9'45 na. kala namen nagstart na. nde pala. mga 10'30 pa nastart. todo init! grabe.. tapos un. pinanood namen un 205 fourth year graduates na umakyat ng stage.. grabe! boring! haha. tas after ng grad, picture ng picture kame sa stage. haha. mukha kameng katawa-tawa. posing ng posing dun. haha. tas un. straight kame sa house ng cousin ko. sa mai espana ata un. not sure. haha. tas un. eating time! haha. dame food. tas saya kasi dami naming relatives dun. haha. tas mai mga pinsan kame, mga 6-8 yrs old, sumasayaw sila ng totoy bibbo, todo bigay ba nman. haha. kc sabe ng tita q, for fun daw, bigay todo sila sa pagsayaw tas bibigyan niya ng money. haha. tas tawa kame ng tawa nila cha, jorelle at roxane. haha. grabe. tas umalis kame dun mga 2'30. tapos kame ni achi, straight kame sa gateway. tapos un. nag-stroll kame. kameng dalawa lang. tas bumili na rin ng mga stuff na nagustuhan namen ni achi. todo bonding kame nun. grabe. an saket ng feet ko. naka-stillettos pa q. haha. haii. grabe.tapos naka-uwi kame mga 5. tapos umalis kame ulit mga 7. mai sinundo kame sa airport. grabe. an tagal. dame na naming nakitang artista. wala pa rin un sinusundo namen. haha. sobrah! naka-uwi kame mga 1'30 na ng umaga. what a day! haha. un. lahat ng un nangyari sa isang araw. grabe!! whew! what a blast! haha. cge. gotta go.

♥Wis

i woke up very early. mga 5'30 ata or 6. feel so cold plus i can barely breathe. whew! after an hour and how many minutes of exhaustion, the first thing i did was to call anj. mga 7'30 ata un. i called her to talk aout the class party. but she was still asleep. ahaha. so there. i didn't ate lunch because i wasn't feeling good. tas un. mga 2 na un. bigla akong nag-decide na pumunta sa party kahet medyo masama pakiramdam ko. i bought barbecue for the party on the way tho anj's house. tas un. when i arrived there, onti palang tao. tas nanood kame ng movie sa den nila anj. sobrang nakaka freak-out. grabe. horror! tili kame ng tili. haha. it was fun. tas un. after the movie, we ate na. tas parami na ng parami ung tao. grabe. an saya. after eating, mai pictorial kame nila dang, kyla at cza. ahehehe. dame naming pics sa phone. after nun, mai mga jamming sessions na. tapos in a while. balik sa den nila anj. pinanood namen ung compilation na video ng class. sobrang nakaka-senti. kc un makikita mo sa video, un talaga kame. un sa classroom pati ung mga activities ng school. awww. gusto ko ng copy ng vcd na un ha. reserve one for me.. after watching the video of our memories as a class. eating time again. haha. dame kasing food. tas un. kanya-kanya ng ginagawa. pero masaya. tas biglang nilabas nila anj ung magic mic thing. so kantahan. kahet mai nabubulol, sintunado at natatawa, tuloy pa rin. haha. ang cool talaga! tas un. mga 8'30, sinundo na aq.. too bad i have to leave the party so early.. ahehe. pero, i had fun naman eh.. sana maulit ulit un! ahehe.. gotta go. gagamitin na ni ate.

♥Wis

Monday, March 28, 2005

i'm feeling so sick. sick of everything around me and physically sick. these past few days, i'm trying so hard to find my very own self. i pleased some people and there are also people whom i displeased. and this time, i would like to say sorry for those people whom i have hurted. i mean, i'm not perfect. sometimes i feel i'm contented with what i have but somehow, i still try to find the missing pieces. i feel so happy with the qualities and personalities i have which helped me encounter more people, more friends. but i don't know, somehow inside me, i feel so incomplete. parang kulang pa rin eh. hindi ko alam kung ano yung reason bakit pa ko naghahanap ng something na hindi ko alam. wala naman akong problema sa family ko. or kahit sa friends ko. happy naman ako sa barkada ko pati sa iba kong close friends. as a matter of fact, wala akong sama ng loob sa kanila dahil lahat sinasabe ko. kung ano yung ayaw at gusto ko sa kanila. hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko. i'm totally lost.. hindi ko alam kung saan ako lulugar. and i guess, matatagalan bago ko mahanap yung sarili ko. i need so much TIME.. time to think it over and time for myself.. siguro kapag dumating yung time na nahanap ko na sarili ko, mas lalo na kong magiging contented.. dahil alam kong ako nga ung taong un. hindi un vain, kikay, makulet at snob na wissa ngaun. gaya ng sinasabe ng iba. ung kahit hindi ko kilala mai nasasabi saken. alam kong magbabago ko. i just need quality time for myself.. un. there. i have to go. sumasama na talaga pakiramdam ko eh. tsaka kanina pa ko sinasabihan ni ate na mag-rest. ingat nlang..

♥Wis

it's been a while since i blogged. well, for the fact that we were out of town. anyway, so, i have to update you about what happened to me for the past 4 days.. *march 23, wednesday - my first day of summer. hehe. it was quite fine though not really that good. i stayed home the whole day because my head was aching. all i did was to eat, lie in bed, sleep, watch dvds, chat and text. that day was a total boredom. haha. *march 24,thursday - at exactly 2'30 in the morning we left our place, the 4 of us. my cousin-cha, joeff, kuya and me. we headed straight to our province which was at least 8 hours drive. my brother was the one who drove our car because he said he was 'in' for a joyride. but that joyride was a blast. he was so fast. as if he was in a drag race or some sort. anyway, by 9 in the morning we ate at pizza hut. aside from that pizza hut stop, we had a lot of stop-overs. i guess it was like 8 stops or so. there, we arrived in our province past lunch time. i think.. we didn't rest. joeffrey was bugging my brother to go to this cafe' wherein he could play counterstrike. cha and i have no other choice but to use the internet. after that, we went to my tita's house. then, by 8 in the evening we went to mcdo. hehe. i saw my long lost school mate there. of all places, sa mcdo pa! hehe. there. we arrive home by 10 in the evening, i think.. *march 25, friday - i woke up at 7'30 in the morning because my auntie woke me up. she said were going to the beach. so there. we arrived at the beach by 12 or 1 in the afternoon. it was a grand reunion. almost all my relatives were there.. as in, we occupied 3 cottages. sobra. there. we ate lunch and halo-halo for dessert. init kasi eh. hehe. tapos, i convinced cha to accompany me to the shore para magsun-bathing. hehe. [gusto ko kasi tumapat sa sun para umitim. hehe] then we swam for 2 or 3 hours straight tas sun-bathing ulet. tas un. sobrang pulang-pula kame ni cha after. todo sun-burn! hehe. after nun. siguro mga 6 na un. napunta ulet kame sa mall dun. para mag-internet at mag counter sila kuya. tas un. it was totally fun! that day din aq tinuruan ni kuya mag-drive. as in pati un aapakan. hehe. tas sobrang fun talaga. marunong na ko mag-drive! *march 26, saturday - can't sleep. don't know why. mga 1 na kasi kame ng umaga natulog. so un. tas the next day pala, pupunta pa kame ng beach ulet. para magkaroon ng family picnic. saya. nag-fishing pa. saya talaga! tas an lamig pa nung wind.. pero. todo nagkasakit aq nun.. bigla aqng nilamig. tas pinagalitan aq ng tita ko kasi daw hindi ko iniingatan sarili ko.. ah un. tas we went to the mall again. wala kame ginawa ni cha kung hidi mag-stroll. tas tawa kame ng tawa. as in. hehe. tas pinag-drive aq ni kuya. siguro mga 45 mins un. hehe. i already know how to drive! hehe. saya!
*march 27, sunday - easter! we left our province mga 12 ng madaling araw. and we arrived manila by 6. sobrang bilig mag-drive ni kuykuy. hehe. i heard mass in eastwood with my family. sobrang nakakatawa ung pari. nagalit ba nman sa amin. kasi daw ang hina ng response namen sa kanya. hehe. total disaster un mass na un! tawa nga kame ng tawa ni cha eh. and nde lang kame un tumatawa. madami pa. halos lahat ata eh. hehe. i stayed in my tita's house. ayoko pa kasi umuwi eh. hehe. cha and i slept mga 1'30 or 2 na un.. hehe. sobrang fun! hehe.

♥Wis

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

ayoko sa mga taong wala ng ginawa kung hindi paasahin ka. nakaka-irita kasi eh. db? i mean, sasabihin nila na gagawin nila but they don't. pinapa-asa lang nila tayo. and yet, we tend to be the one to say sorry. why? kc never sila ung una magso-sorry for a certain reason which i don't know. i just hate people who do that! akala kc nila lahat ng bagay, nakakatawa. ayoko sa mga taong ganun. ung walang pakealam sa mga sinasabe nila. ung nde nila sineseryoso. tapos tayo naman sobra sa pag-expect na gagawin nga nila un. they really stink! i'm sorry sa mga tao na naaapektuhan pero wala aqng magagawa. i just need to blurt out the things i want to say. besides, you should take this as a challenge para baguhin nio ugali nio. db? i mean, come on. ano mapapala nio sa pagpapa-asa ng mga tao? wala nman eh! db? i mean, don't take everything for granted. you never know pag nagsawa na un mga tao na niloloko nio never na nila kaung papansinin or worse, they'll take it against you.. i'm just saying what i have to say. hindi ako matahimik eh. oh, and yeah, wala aqng pinatatamaan. i was just struct from what my cousin said about a certain guy she wanted tas pinaasa lang xia..

♥Wis

Monday, March 21, 2005

Second to the last school day.

grabe. exams namen kanina sa english and science. and tomorrow will be our fil and algeb finals. oh well, anyway, it was pretty okay. i mean, it wasn't that hard as i expected it to be.. hehe. um. tomorrow is our last day. i'm looking forward to summer pero i'm not really that excited. hindi kasi ibo-block un sections eh. so, next year, hiwa-hiwalay na kame. grabe. it was so fun to be part of section 5! there were a lot of problems but here we are, still united. sobrang saya. never a dull moment. pag break times, mai jamming sessions. pag walang teachers, mai story-telling. pag pinagalitan ng teacher, naka-smile pa rin. i can't even imagine surviving this year without them. god knows that this year for me was a blast. it was a VERY hectic year. there were a lot of surprises and expectations as well. these expectations helped become a better person inside and out. i mean, seriously, nde sa nagdadrama pero totoo eh. i guess all of us bloomed into something this year. we learned a lot of things from our mistakes and from the people we were able to encounter with. db?! it's a reality we can't hide.. to wrap all things up, it was a really fun and extraordinary year for me with full of blasts.. there. huh. anywei, i've got to study algeb pa. so. bye, guys.

♥Wis

alm mo,, gs2 ko nga pmnta jan pra suma2 s mga lakad nyo eh.. alm mo.. please gather chicklets and tell this to them.. "gs2 ko n buo parin ung chicklets khit after 5 yrs.. n pgbalik ko jan.. dpat sama2 prin tyo. un ung chicklets eh dba? wlang iwanan.. kaya kung may problema.. ngyong mgkhrap kyo.. gs2 ko sbhin nyo n s isa't-isa.. no secrets. gnon.. gnon ung gs2 kong bblikan ko s pilipinas n barkada.. ayko ung watak watak tyo. eh kung gnon. edi nde nlng ako bblik.. eh wla n akong bblikan eh... sira n ang chicklets.. dba nakila2 ang chicklets dhil s strong bonding ntin pra s isa't-isa? dpat gnon.. nde ung watak2.. please gawin nyo to khit para sakin nlng.. un lng ung huing i-aask ko n gwin nyo. gwin nyo pra skin.. un lng.." pg cnbi mo yan dpat kumpleto ang chicklets jan ah.. kylangan sampu kyong anjan. ayko ng may kulang ng isa dahil magttest or sumthing. NO. must be 1o.. ok? un lng cza.. ung skirt ok lng cza.. i'll wait.. xka kung gs2 nyo nrin mgpdla p skn ng sumthing.. ok lng din n isma n dun.. hehe.. JOKE.. ok.. thnx cza.. i love u and i miss u so much! ingat plagi and please tell everyone i do miss them and i love them sbra!!!! mwah!:D

♥Wis