Friday, June 30, 2006

UPDATES! :)

Yesterday.. mama, ate and I went to Germantown. We went there to buy stuff for this weekend. For this weekend, we will go to Virginia and head for Virginia Beach with family friends. :D Malamang. Kasi wala naman kaming relatives dito sa East Coast e. Lahat sila nasa California which is in the West Coast. Anyway, we bought new swimsuits, beach towels and shades. Haha. Mga pang-beach talaga. Supposedly, magpapabili ulit ako kay mama ng new sneakers. Unfortunately, naunahan ako ni ate. Sinabe niya kay mama.. "Na naman?!" Sigh. Pero okay lang naman e. Can live with it. And mejo mura naman siya kahit papaao, so pwede ko siyang bilhin with my own money. Kaya lang mejo sayang un. Mas maganda kung si mama nlang gumastos. Haha. Anyway, nung umulan na. Umuwi na kami.

By the way, for your very own information.. People, may storm ngaun dito sa States. It's called summer storms. Heck. Malamang kasi nga Not really in our area. Pero hello, States pa rin un. Tabi tabi lang ang mga states so pwede rin kaming madaanan nun. Anyway, please pray. Kasi naman ung mga roads and trees, nasisira.. tas may flood na sumisira sa mga houses. Meron na ngang mga evacuation centers kasi super grabe talaga. So, please pray. It'll help a lot. Prayers can do so much, remember that. :)

Yesterday night.. Ate and I had our volleyball class at Bohrer's Park. Grabe. Mas dumami kaya mas naging fun. Sobragn exciting nung games namin. As in fun, fun, fun! Masaya pala talaga ang volleyball no? Haha. Sorry na. Ngaun lang ako naging ganito ka-expose sa larong ito. Haha. Tas meron pa akong team mate na gwapo. Siya pinaka-gwapo sa lahat ng boys na nadun. Everytime nga na hinihit ko un ball, hinihit din niya e. Kahit mejo tabingi na at pa-out na hahabulin pa rin niya. Magaling siya. Totoo. :) Pero teka. Don't get me wrong. Hindi ibig sabihin nun, crush ko na siya. I'm just saying na gwapo siya. Bihira lang ako magka-crush no. Oo na. Pihikan na ako kung pihikan. :D TOTAL FUN SPORT=VOLLEYBALL! :) All hail sa naka-invent ng sport na un. Haha. :)

For today.. Mama, ate and I went to Germantown again. We went to Butler's Orchard. We went there to pick blueberries, raspberries and blackberries. Ang saya. :D That was the very first time I've pick those fruits from its real bushes. Haha. Sumakay pa kami ng wagon kasi malaki talaga ung place. Sobrang fun. Whooohoo! :D *cheer, cheer.

For tonight, we will go to one of our family friend's house and eat dinner there. :D Tomorrow, early in the morning.. mga 4am daw.. aalis na kami for Virginia. Yehey. Joy ride is on the way! :) Total fun ang mangyayari bukas.. sun bathing, swimming at madaming pagkain sa beach shoreline. Haha. Whoohoo! :) I am totally excited for tomorrow's trip slash adventure. :)

*I will be posting new pictures in my multiply maybe next week. :D Have to go. :)

Wis
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Okaaaaaaaaaay. Now what? My dad and I fought. Want to know the reason? Well, it's mainly because of the stupid walk-in closet here at our house. Papa was so disappointed when he arrived home from work because it was a LITTLE BIT messy. Even though, he said it was TOO messy. Tsk tsk. Poor papa. He doesn't know the difference between less and more. Haha. Ang sama ko. Pero totoo. Nakakainis siya he doesn't understand US. Sobrang hindi niya kami iniintindi nila ate and kuya. Damn. Natanong ko na nga si mama before kung bakit si papa pa ung pinakasalan niya. Harap harapan pa un kay papa ha. Hehe. Ang pilya ko no. Serves him right. Sobra kasi. Ang strict niya. And there is nothing more important for him aside from his own opinions and his work. That's it! I know. So saan kami pumapasok diba?

Anyway, because of that fight. I cried. Oo na. Crybaby na kung crybaby. I won't deny it. Kasi totoo naman. And I am not ashamed of it. Totoo. Madami naman may alam na crybaby ako e. Haha. So I can't hide it. But you know what? My dad HATES it when he sees anyone of us.. crying. Ayaw na ayaw niya. Kasi daw it proves that you are a WEAK person. Which I don't agree with. Kasi hindi naman napuprove ng pag-iyak ang weakness ng tao e. Diba, diba?

Back to what I was saying, umiyak ako. Siyempre, hindi ko pinakita kay papa. Kung hindi.. nako. Mas lalo lang akong papagalitan nun. Bakit ako umiyak? Madaming reasons. Parang lahat ng frustrations ko sa LAHAT ng problems ko bigla nlang lumabas. And I really hate how papa acted. It was just TOO much. As in. What's the freaking BIG DEAL? It was JUST a walk-in closet near our front door. Closet lang un no. Nevertheless, there. While I was crying, ate entered my room. And confronted me. Kung ano nararamdaman ko and all. And I said to her that everything and I really mean, every SINGLE thing isn't right. Sinabe ko how I really hated it here. How I despise papa for that instant moment. Yep, yep. DESPISE not hate, but D-E-S-P-I-S-E. I hate it when he's acting like that. Argggh. BIG FRUSTRATION.

After crying, ate and I decided to just play volleyball two miles away our house. We just walked. Ang tagal naming naglalaro. Sobra. And I kept on serving and serving for practice and also the setting. So I won't mess up at our game tomorrow. Ate is definitely a good coach. She helped me a LOT today. I am so thankful for her. REALLY. :) Thank, ate. Much, much love. :D

Nung pauwi na kami from playing volleyball, biglang bumuhos ung ulan. So we ran. Pero sinasabayan kami ng lakas ng buhos ng ulan. So basang basa na kami sa ulan. Oh. And one more thing, hinihingal na ko nun.. ASTHMA, remember? Yup, I am asthmatic. Kahit gaano kabilis takbo namin, useless. Kasi malakas talaga ung ulan. And hindi ko na kaya tumakbo, kasi nga mejo hindi na ko makahinga nun and sumasakit na ung stomach ko. So there. Naglakad nlang ulit kami. Guess what? My sister and I are dripping wet. No exaggeration. DRIPPING. Saya. :) Ang saya pala tumakbo ng umuulan. Parang hindi mo nararamdaman ung pagod. :D Oh, ailuvet. :) Sana maulit muli.... Yung kanta na pala ni Lea Salonga. Haha. I love you, babes. Haha. Kyla, ikaw un ha. Ang mga days.. at ang mga spoof moments ko. Haha.

Haiiii. It is never ending. I have had enough. It's just TOO much. I want to go back to Philippines right now. Now, now, now. Uh. I wish.. 4 more years and 6 months. I'll explain to you tomorrow in my next entry why.

*I had fun editing pictures earlier after lunch. So it's time for me to share you what I've done. Haha. Check my friendster account. I've uploaded the edited pictures I made there. Next time ko na i-uupload sa multiply, myspace and my other accounts. Okay? You'll see it as soon as possible. I swear. :)

So there. Goodbye for now. Au revoir! :) saying while waving goodbye.

Wis
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Monday, June 26, 2006

There are so many things that I would really like to think about. Sobrang dami. Problems as well as doubts. Maybe some of you knows what those things are. Sa mga taong, bigla ko na lang i-iim sa ym tas humihingi ako ng advice. Sorry na. Haha.

I have a feeling of doubt for someone so close to me. I don't know whether whom to believe. Though I wanted to believe that someone, I am just not so sure right now. Yep. I have told that someone about what am I feeling about the subject. And that someone tells me not to worry. But even though, I am not so sure who to believe. That someone or the other someone. I never knew it could have been this hard. Trust is a very important thing, I know. And I am trusting that someone. Totoo. It's that someone whom I don't trust. Really. That someone is getting unto my nerves. Sobra. Eversince. Why don't that someone just let go and break off. Diba? Pero sabi naman ni someone matagal ng wala.. but STILL. I am doubting. I am so troubled with so many things right now. I am pretty much occupied with a LOT of things, bigger things than this. And I am not blaming someone about it. I am blaming MYSELF for this. But STILL. The way I am feeling right now is as if I am a fish who ran out of water inside my own little world inside the aquarium or the little kid who got lost in the jungle trying to find my way out of it but I can't.

Problems for me and for the whole entire people living in this world is never ending. Problems which can be solved through short terms or long terms. Some of which can be solved but some can't be. Kaka-solve mo plang ng isang problema.. here comes the next one. We all have these problems which we all hope would be just a so-called fantasy or maybe just a dream and we wouldn't wake up one morning having that dream bestowed upon our very own eyes. The feeling of rejection, neglection, being unwanted, being lonely.. lahat un. Sama sama na pag meron taung problems. Gusto naten mag-isa. To think it all over or maybe to try to sort each things out to flatten it. I mean, para mas madaling isolve. But I've been thinking.. Db dapat pag may problema ka the more na dapat hindi ka mag-isa. Dapat may nasasabihan ka or something. Para hindi LAHAT ng sama ng loob na sayo lang. Tas may tendency ka mabaliw and so on. Life is full of twists. Sobra. And it depends on our very own self to carry on the twists of it. Alam ko na un. Pero parang everytime, the twists of it is even getting harder and harder to unease the twist.

Ang ironic nga e. Kasi diba sabi nila.. masaya and masarap mabuhay. Parang free ka gawin ALMOST lahat. Pero pag buhay ka naman, ang dami dami mong problema. Kaya nga ung iba.. nagpapakamatay nlang kasi hindi na nila ma-handle ung problems nila e. Pero totoo yun. Masaya mabuhay. Bakit? Kasi meron kang chance to prove yourslef about SO MANY things na hindi mo ma-explain.

Though there are times na parang ireregret mo na nabuhay ka. Gaya ko. Sometimes, I regret na buhay pa ko hanggang ngayon. Sa daming beses ko na, na pwede na akong namatay.. because of accidents/ilnesses like asthma. Hindi pa rin. Ewan ko kung bakit ako ganun mag-isip. Pero totoo. Minsan, mas gusto ko pang mamatay. :( Siguro hindi lang talaga ako makunteto on what I have right now. Parang I want MORE than this. Even though sometimes, happy naman ako. Like most of the people are bragging, masyado na nga akong blessed e. I know. Alam ko na un. And I am NOT complaining about it. Alam kong blessed ako with MOST things. Pero like what I said.. parang may kulang pa rin in some way. And gusto ko na ung kulang na un.. ma-complete. Even though I know it's going to take a zillion years. Haha. Now I am exaggerating. Haha. Basta. Two things I know.. Ang labo ng buhay. And it is very, very complicated/risky and sometimes very unpredictable. Basta. Hindi ko siya ma-explain. You'll see it for yourself nlang. Basta. That is MY point of view about MY life. Hush ka nlang sa reactions mo. Haha. Haiii hai. Enough of the drama.. Let's change the subject.

UPDATES! :)

Last Thursday was my first volleyball recreation class. Every Thursdays un, 7:30-9:30pm. So two hours. I have ten meetings of that. Which means, meron pa kong 9 classes. Graaaaabe. Ang hirap. I refuse to give up though kasi fun siya. Pero ang hirap talaga. Ba naman.. Kelan ba ung huli kong laro ng volleyeball. Tagal na! Ang sakit sakit sa arms tas namumula. Next thing I know, may pasa na ko sa arms ko. Ang hirap talaga. Swear. Pero masaya. Nagkaroon kami ng 6 games. Tas grabe, tuloy tuloy un. Sometimes I mess up, sometimes I don't. Favorite job ko dun.. ung pagiging center. Kasi ang cool. Haha. Ako ung magdedecide kung san pupunta ung bola. One thing I learned.. pag center ka.. THE SECOND BALL IS ALWAYS YOURS. :) Pag hindi ko nakuha ung bola.. I should ask for help. So sumisigaw ako ng help! Haha. Coolness. :) Tas iba iba pa kami ng ethnicity. Tas FIRST time kong makakita ng GUY na naglalaro ng ACTUAL volleyball. Ang fun. Sobra. Tas they give me compliments like.. "Nice shot!", "Nice try" or "Good job!" Haha. Ailuvet! I am SO loving volleyball now. Kahit dati halos masumpa ko na siya. Haha.

Yesterday it was raining. Today it was still raining. Even though it was actually raining so hard. Nothing stopped ate and I. Both of us still played volleyball kahit sobrang basang basa na kami. Mas fun nga e. Well, it just proves that both of us are REALLY enjoying volleyball badly. Ailuvet! ;)

* I would like to extend my good luck greetings to those people who have tests this week and the weeks to come. :)

*And for those people I have asked for help kanina sa YM, BIG BIG thanks. :) It helped a lot. Kahit mostly nakinig lang kayo. Thank you rin sa mga nagbigay sken ng advice about my current doubts slash problems. :) I owe you guys and girls.. I'll make it up to ALL of YOU. :D

Wis
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Saturday, June 24, 2006

Okay. So right now, maybe WE are SORT of okay. At LEAST. Silent treatment ang nangyari for quite a time pero ngaun, nag-uusap na rin kami kahit papaano. Buti nlang. I can't help it anymore kung may mas sasaklap pa sa nangyari ha. Pwede ba.. Please.. Tama na muna. At least, kahit for now lang. AYOKO na ng AWAY e. Actually, aaminin ko.. crybaby ako. Haha. Sorry na.. pero totoo. Madaming may alam nun.. Hehe. Kasi tinatawagan ko sila pag may problema.. at hindi ako nahihiyang umiyak sa kanila. Yenk. Aiun. At least, we ARE okay.

Oo nga pala. Thank you sa mga taong nag-comment sa last entry ko thru tagboard. Yan ay sila.. (1) Eirene, (2) Cza, (3) Nins and (4) Isay. I knew it. Madami ding nakakaramdam ng ganun. Hindi lang ako. Well, TOO bad for us nlang. Kasi hindi tau kasing WORTH it ng mga taong kinocompare sa atin. Pero heck. Mas magagaling naman tau sa kanila no. Deep inside alam naten un. Hindi lang nila nakikita. Lalo na ang mga 'evil' side ng kinocompare sa aten. Kung alam lang nila. Tsk tsk.

*EIRENE - Super, duper thank you sa support mo for me. Thanks sa compliment. Oo nga, maganda naman ako. Kahit papaano. Haha. Pero HINDI AKO kasing PERFECT ng ate ko. Tsk tsk. Pero i'm not trying to be someone like her. Kasi alam ko HINDI AKO PERFECT. Heck. Tsaka UNIQUE naman taung lahat e. Magkakaiba. So there's no point of comparing US to OTHER PEOPLE. Kasi hindi TAYO SILA and hindi SILA TAYO. Tama ka. SO, so true. Happiness is NOT a DESTINY, IT IS a CHOICE. ;) Yung sa kapatid naman.. oo no. Nakaka-irita talaga. Parang THEY ALWAYS get what THEY WANT. Argggh. They can really be a BIG PEST at times. Haha. And ung beauty pageant thing naman, haha. No comment. As if e. Hehe. Pero alam mo, mom ko dati sumali sa mga ganun. Ewan ko lang nangyari, nanalo naman ata siya e. At least SOMEHOW. Haha. :P Thank you ulit. :)

*CZA - Awwwwwwwww.. Alam ko naman na ayaw mong malaman na ganun kasama ung pinagdadaanan ng kabarkada mo e. Lalo na ko. Alam ko naman na love na love mo ako e. Haha. Same goes for me. Love na love din kita. :) Sayang. Kasi hindi na kita makakasama ng madalas. Hindi mo na ko makakasama sa MADAMING bagay. Alam ko naman na kahit ganun e lagi kang nandyan para sken, para saming laht na kabarkada mo. Thank you talaga, Cza. Ang sweet mo talaga. Ubeeeeeer. :) Miss na miss na kita, Czaaaboiii. I love you. :) *hug, hug.

*NINS - Thanks Nins. :) Alam ko, MADAMI akong kadamay. Hehe. Love you, Nins. :) Oo nga. Ang galing, galing ni Wade. Pero HINDI ko siya LOVE. Sorry nlang siya. Haha. Ganun e. Harhar. Miss you, Nins.

*ISAY - Oo no. MERON TALAGANG favoritism. SOBRA. Lintsak. Haha. Aliw. Pareho tayo. Magkabarkada nga talaga mga ate naten. Isipin mo pareho tayong inaaway. Haha. I love you, Isay. :) Miss na miss na miss na kita.. kasi naman. Haha. :) Sana mag-abot naman tayo sa YM one of these days para makuwentuhan na kita. Since un gusto mo. Haha. ;)

Super BIG, BIG thank you sa inyong apat. At sa ibang mga tao na nagbibigay sken ng strength to move on. Yenk. Haha. Kasi naman.. may mas sasaklap pa ba? Haha. I love you all, you guys and girls. :) Meron kasing iba diyan na nagrereklamo na guys lang lagi sinasabi ko. Haha. :P

*THANKS, THANKS, THANKS.. :)

Paaaaaaaaaaaarty tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiime.... Haha. ;) And now, I can live life happily ever after. Thank you for all your support and love. Yenk. Ang drama. Haha. So much for the drama.. Leeeeet's all paaaaaaaaaaarty! :) BIG GRIN. :D

NIGHT TIME. AFTER WATCHING A MOVIE.. (edited at 10:36pm)
Oh. Wait. Wait, wait. No party. There is no reason to party. NOT at ALL. We still aren't that okay. Hindi ko na alam. Well, one things for sure. Nag-uusap naman kami. Pero STILL meron pa ring mga times na parang feeling ko ang LAKI ng kasalanan ko kay mama. Ewan ko baaaaaaa. Naguguluhan na talaga ko. Parang everytie nlang na kaharap ako ni mama, nagkaka-mood swings siya. If that's the term. Ang INIT INIT ng ulo niya sken.. MADALAS. Nakakabanas. Don't I HAVE the right to be treated the way they treat my sister. Darn. I am feeling so down right now. :( Super, super baba na ng tingin ko sa sarili ko. Uh. I hate it. Bakit pa kasi ako ung naging youngest e.. :(

I AM a BRAT. That's what my sister and Ate Jade (the girlfriend of kuya before) said. I must admit it. Simply for the reason that I ALWAYS WANT to get what I WANT. Always, always. Pero nevertheless, hindi rin naman nangyayari un e. Not even though I ALWAYS WANT it to. If ever man na nakukuha ko gusto ko, I am well happy to accept it. At least THERE ARE TIMES na nakukuha ko ung mga gusto ko kahit papaano.

I AM PAPA'S FAVORITE.. ..pagalitan. Haha. Totoo. Pero, that was what he said. Favorite niya ko. But I don't seem to care at all. Wala akong pakialam. Well, it also explains why he is SOoooo strict with me. Haha. Gets niyo na? Pasensya naaaa.. Haha. :P

*My mom and I STILL HAVE this BIG MISunderstanding. Tsk tsk. Lintsaaaaaaaaaak. :'(

Wis
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

NEWSFLASH : Ate and I fought. As in sigawan. And the both of us didn't even care for the fact the papa WAS there in the house TOO. As usual. Si papa, hindi na naman nakialam sa gulo. Nagsalita lang siya nung sobra sobra sobra na kong sumisigaw tas umiiyak.

DAMN IT! I hate MY LIFE from this very moment. Sobra na. Hindi ko na kaya. Minsan naiisip ko bakit pa ba kasi ako pinanganak or bakit ako pa? I REALLY HATE IT. Naiinis ako kila papa, kay mama pati kay ate. Certainly, because of many many things. PRIVATE and FAMILY issues. I just don't get it. DARN.

Naiinis ako kasi first of all.. MERONG FAVORITISM saming magkakapatid sila mama. Too bad hindi ako un. Kasi SI ATE ang dakilang favorite ng buong angkan. Pero wala akong problema dun. At least.. NOT until TODAY.

Ate has been bragging me about so many things. Na hindi ako ganito, ganyan, ganyan. And I was like.. What do you care? Hindi naman ikaw ako ha. And so, and so, and so on... The fight went on. Ate WASN'T shouting but I WAS. Hindi ko na ma-take ang pagiging miss PERFECT niya. Argggggh. I hate it. You know what, I hate her pag ganun ung nagiging attitude niya. Which is like most of the time. Kasi parang siya ung nagiging GODESS at ako ang kanyang nagiging slave. Pero wala naman akong pakialam sa pagiging slave e. Ang ayoko lang.. ung parang I was under HER spell. You know what I mean? Hindi ako robot no. Too bad I wasn't one na pwede niyang basta ganun, ganunin.

Akala ba nila.. ginusto ko dito sa States?.. NOT! Newsflash.. Days or even weeks before I left, humahagulgol na ko kasi ayoko talaga. Nandito lang ako ngayon dahil unfortunately, eto ang gusto nila papa at mama. Peste. Walang wala nga akong naging stand sa States thing na to e.

ALL OF MY LIFE.. sila mama sinusunod ko. Not that pinoproblema ko na sinunod ko sila. Dahil natural lang na sila sundin ko dahil.. hello? parents KO sila. Db? ALL MY LIFE. As in. Okay.. I'll give YOU examples. (1) When I was in grade 4, my mom enrolled me to MILO gymnastics. Kahit di pa niya sken una pina-alam. So, ginawa ko. Sinunod ko. Kahit nung una, ayoko. (2) I was transferred to Assumption Antipolo kahit HINDI ko gusto. THEY said it was MY DREAM school. But it wasn't. It was THEIR DREAM school FOR ME. (3) Now, they are trying to control what course am I going to choose for college. Guess what? They prefer LAW. Which is NOT TOTALLY ME. I hate to break it. Pero parang hindi ako free. Kasi wala akong choice. I am born to follow them. Parang lumalabas na ganun. My parents aren't that control freaks though. But sometimes, they can really get into my nerves. And I have nothing else to do but to cry and email Cha.

I super miss Cha. Kung nandito siya ngaun. Or kung magkasama kami, dinadamayan na ko nun. I know a LOT of PEOPLE thinks I am so blessed with everything.. Nakakapunta ako ng States and ng Europe, nag-aaral ako sa isang NAPAKALAKING exclusive school for girls, 'mayaman' daw kami, nabibili ko HALOS LAHAT ng gusto ko, madami akong friends.. and so on.. Pero deep inside of me, parang may kulang pa rin. Actually, MADAMING kulang. :'( Pero heck. Sige. Sabihin na nten na blessed nga ako. Pero STILL MADAMING KULANG. Yun ung BIGGEST frustration ko.

Hindi nila ko iniintindi. And I guess, wala silang balak na intindihin ako. Kasi ang importante para sa kanila.. sila ung maintindihan ko. Dahil sa dami ng ginagawa/nagawa para sken. Ang hindi ko pa maintindihan.. Pag si ate.. okay lang. Pero pag ako.. parang sobrang BIG thing na un. Naiinsecure ako ngayon. Insecure ako kay ate. I know it's bad. Pero ganun talaga nafifeel ko. Parang compared to her.. wala lang ako. As in walang wala ako. :'( Kasi si ate.. maganda, matalino tas parang ang perfect na niya talaga. Kaya mas nadodown naman ako. :'(

Anyway.. sana naman sooner or later ma-solve na ang problemang to. Kasi sobrang helpless na talaga ko sa lahat ng nangyayari sken. As in.. TAMA NA........

*Oo nga pala.. As I have promised.. Miss na rin kita, Eirene Vernice Ong Go. *hug, hug.

*And when YOU get the chance whether to sit or to dance.. I hope YOU dance. :) Ailuvet! ;)

Wis
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Dang it! Dang it! Dang it! Natalo ang Dallas Mavs sa finals ng NBA. Darn. Kainis. Kamping kampi pa naman ako sa kanila. Rarrrrrr. Naaawa ako kay Nowitzki, kay Terry, Stackhouse, kay Howard at kay Harris. Ang gagaling nila tas ganun lang nangyari. Rarrrrr. Kumakagat na pala. Haha. Pero grabe. Sayang talaga.

No offense sa mga Miami Heat fans diyan ha. Pero naiirita talaga ko sa team na un. Although, magaling talaga si Dwyane Wade. Tama ka Nins. Apir. Magaling siya. MVP! MVP! MVP! Sabay napasigaw ng ganun. Haha. Ewan ko ba. Pero nayayabangan ako sa Heat. Lalo na sa Shaq na yan. Lintsak. Matangkad at malaki lang siya no. Kainis. I hate him. Db, db Rus. Sinusumpa ko siya. Haha. Joke lang ung last part. Pero TOTOO. AYOKO KAY SHAQ! Please.. No offense sa fans ni Shaq banda riyan sa tabi. Relaaaaaaaaaaaaaaks. Hindi ko naman papatayin si Shaq e. And it's JUST MY OWN OPINION. Toink. Why do I even have to explain? E given na un. Nandito ka sa blog ko e.

Aaminin ko.. UMIYAK ako nung NATALO ang Mavs. :'( Kasi naman. Sayang talaga. And I really want them to win. Pero God's will naman na Heat ang manalo e. Pero lintsak talaga. Anyway, enough. Sport naman ako e. ISANG MALAKING CONGRATULATIONS SA MIAMI HEAT. Magaling sila. :) Pero Mavs prn ako. Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrry na.. Haha. Peace. Basta. CONGRATS, CONGRATS! ;)

Ewan ko ba. Simula ng dumating ako dito.. naging sabik na muli ako sa basketball games. Well, mainly because of kuya. Ang laki ng impact na ginawa niya sa life ko. Dahil sa kanya, I LOVE BASKETBALL. :) Whooohooo! ;) It all started when kuya was still playing for Ateneo in the UAAP season. :) Ailuvet! I love basketball. And of course, ako ang number one cheerer ni kuya. Kahit mapiyok piyok na ako at kinakagat na ako ng mga lamok sa may Araneta. Haha. SI ate naman kasi hindi ganun e. Ewan ko ba.. Pero I thank them for exposing me to basketball. :)

IT'S THE GAME. :)

Siya nga pala.. Bukas na ang simula ng volleyball ko. Actually, namen ni ate. Maglalaro na ulit ako ng volleyball after how many months. Yung last ko ata ung sa PE pa sa school. Yung naglaban laban ang squads ng section. Haha. ALL HAIL TO US CHICKLETS. Isa lang panalo naten sa volleyball. Or baka nga wala pa e. Haha. Bano. Bwaaaaaahaaaaaahaaaa! Di bale, in time. Gagaling din tayo. It's not all about winning naman e. Well, siguro.. partly un. Pero mostly.. for the experience. ;) Db, db? :) So there. Wish us luck. Bukas un. 7-9pm. So kung sa Plipinas.. 7-9am. Wow. Ang layo ng time difference, man. Sa bagay, ang layo ko naman talaga. *sniff, sniff.

*Uber sa daming tao na ung namimiss ko. Grabe. Wala pa kong two months ha. Paano pa kaya pag mas nagtagal. Kilala niyo naman na siguro kung sino, sino namimiss ko.. You know who you are. :) CHICKLETS, YFC, CLASSMATES, BATCHMATES, SCHOOLMATES, CLUBMATES, CLOSE FRIENDS, NEIGHBORS, HOLY SPIRIT FRIENDS, BUSMATES, GUY FRIENDS AND OTHER ORGS FRIENDS LIKE MILO GYMNASTICS, KYTHE AND CENTER FOR ARTS. :) I miss you all.. *hug, hug. ;)

Wis
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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Good news. My dad and I are okay now. Actually, the night after we fought.. we were sort of okay already. Kaya happy na rin ako. I just wish it wouldn't happen again or at least soon. Ayoko kasi na ganun nafifeel ko towards papa e. Mahirap na..

Anyway, the four of us-papa, mama, ate and I went to the playground the other day. We went there to swing. Nakakatuwa nga e. Kasi kahit ung parents ko nagsiswing. Lalo na si mama.. ang taas. Si papa naman kinakabahan kasi baka daw mahulog siya.. pero naka-swing din siya. After that, we ate ice cream. Ang sarap ng feeling na makasama ulit sila mama kahit sa ganung way lang. I am telling you. You would appreciate that instant moment. Kasi behind their busy scheds of working.. naka-leave pa sila ng time for that. Pinilit ko kasi sila e. Haha. Ginamit ko ang aking charms. Haha. Ganun..

Today is a Sunday. We went to mass early morning. Tas after, we fetch our Nigerian friend. Then, we ate lunch at Houston's. It is this super expensive resto na super LAKI ng serving. Grabe. What we paid for was so worth it. ;)

After nun, nag-mall kami.. Tas lumilibot kami. Sa sobrang excited ko na pumunta sa isang store.. tumakbo ako. E ang suot ko kasi.. sleevless top tas knee-length shorts, tas naka-pumps ako. E di un na nga, tumatakbo ako. Bigla akong nadapa. Isang MALAKING WAPOISE. Haha. Pero totoo. Nadapa talaga ko. As in ung hard fall pa ha. Ang LAKI nga ng pasa ko sa tuhod ngaun dahil dun e. Tas after the hard fall, tumayo ako. Tas nag-peace out sign pa ko. What the heck was I thinking? Haha, Ang katawatawa pa dun.. may nakakita sken.. MADAMI. Whhaaaaaaaaaaah! MADAMI talaga. Tas tinatawanan ko pa sarili ko nung nadapa ako. Kasi ang laki kong sira. Tamabang tumakbo ako habang suot, suot ang napaka-taas na pumps? HINDDDDDIIII! Feeling ko tuloy ang tanga, tanga ko nung mga oras na un. Haha. After kong madapa.. Takbo ulit ako kay mama. Haha. After nun, hindi na ako umalis sa tabi ni mama. Lagi na kong nakakapit sa kanya. Para talaga kong bata. As in super bata. :)

After ng mall.. uwi na kami. Tamang tama. Kasi tumawag sken si Rus. Kakainggit nga e. Kasi manonood sila ng The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift. Gusto ko pa naman din. Tsk. Sayang. Si papa kasi e. Parang bata.. mas gusto ung Cars. Pero maganda rin naman ung Cars e. ;)

*TODAY is Father's Day. Humappy Father's Day sa lahat. Pa-greet nlang dad niyo, for me. :)

*Drew, nasuot ko na ung dangling earrings sa People are People na binigay mo sken. Thank you ulit ha. ;) Madaming nagandahan.. lalo na ako, si ate, mama and papa. Oo. Pati si papa nagustuhan. ;) Sorry pala kung ngayon ko lang nasuot. Ang hirap kasi bagayan e. Pero ngayon, meron na. Improving un, db? Haha. Thank you pala ulit dun and sa lahat ng nabigay mo sken. :)

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

Sigh. My dad and I fought. Actually, hindi siya away talaga. Pero nagkasagutan kami kaya nag-walk out nlang ako. The sad thing is.. Hindi nakialam si mama. Parang for her okay lang na ganunin ako ni papa. :(

Hindi ko na kaya e. I mean. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Ano ba gusto nila? Maging robot na lang ako and forever maging sunod sunuran sa kanya? Kulang na nga lang maging robot talaga ako e. Hai. Almost all my life.. Sila sinusunod ko. Even if I don't want what they want me to do. Kasi for my own good daw and all. Okay. Fine. Dad ko siya so may right siya na makialam saken. Pero sobra na. Parang laging hot-headed siya sken.. pero when it comes to ate.. hindi naman. They keep on comparing me with someone else na hindi naman at imposible naman maging ako.

Hindi ko na siya maintindihan. And you know what? Pagod na rin ako na intindihin siya e. Almost all my life un na ginagawa ko. Don't I deserve to be happy. Ayan na naman sila.. They keep on bragging how lucky I am and so blessed. Sige. Provided.. blessed nga ako sa napakadaming bagay.. but they realize how much impact they put on pressuring me to be the BEST? I am trying slash doing my best I can be.. for his information. Nakakainis. He don't understand me. He don't get me and he doesn't want to get me. Hindi siya gumagawa ng effort. Now tell me.. paano ko malalapit sarili ko sa kanya? :'( Ang hirap.

Oh. And one more thing. He didn't walk up to my room and said his sorry. Nung magkakaron na ko ng guts to say my sorry.. Slam. Close na ung door ni papa. :( He didn't said sorry. Yun ung masakit. :( Kasi usually, pag ganun. Aakyat siya sa room ko tas magsosorry siya and give me encouraging words to move on or to let the bad feelings and the ego of it out. Tonight was different. :( Good thing may work si papa bukas. I won't see him most of the day. Kasi.. work, work, work ulit siya. Sigh.

I told you my life is as complicated as most things in life. It's full of crap and I know sometimes, even shit. Although sometimes, things turn out good which will be most likely cherished by me and I guess the rest of my family.

Oh man. I am breaking down. I am falling apart into someone I was before.. a girl who is truly WEAK on everything. :'( *sniff, sniff. I hope there's a better tomorrow for me and my dad, of course.

Oh and yeah, I have to admit. I still love him. Although I have sort of hated him earlier. Nothing changed. I still love him and after all, I am still proud he is my dad..

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

SECTION 5, Nako. Mamimiss ko talaga kayo. Sobra sobra. I just want you to know na hindi ko kayo makakalimutan especially ung mga memories na napagdaanan naten for the pat years. Lahat ng mga trials as a class at ang problema naten sa school works at sa mga teacher naten. As follows, yung mga pictures naten. Well, some of the pictures na magkakasama tayo. (1) Merong pictures ng mukha naten by class number; (2)Jump, jump sa fountain ng class reco; (3)Pictures sa volleyball court; (4)Volleyball court pa rin ng school; (5-7)Yung mga pictures naten sa Class Recollection; (8-9)Pictures naten sa classroom while practicing for the Asian Fest play. :) ako pa ung naka-upo sa pinaka-harap, ung naka-uniform. ung nasa right side nung naka-blue.. si mikki.. haha. check niyo pa! :) [ung sa second to the last na pic. haha. natutuwa ako, ako un]

*Sa mga pictures na un.. nahalata ko lang, suot ko ung favorite casual clothes ko. haha. Ako ung naka-blue green na top and green kneee length shorts. :) Just in case hindi niyo na maalala. Haha.

Grabe.. Ang dami kong mamimiss sa AA. Sobra. I love you guys, este girls! :) *mwaaah! *hug,hug.

HAKUNA MATATA! :)











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Saturday, June 10, 2006

JUNE 7. Haha. I woke so early to chat at ym. At last, madami dami din naman akong naabutan na friends ko. We talked about stuff and onting kuwento and how I wanted to be there just like before na present sa bawat gimik na pinaplan. Haha. Lalo na pag si Aiko.. Sobra.

Alala ko pa nun.. Nagkaroon kami ng topak at napag-isip naming pumunta sa Baywalk gamit ang LRT. Haha. Nasa gateway kasi kami nun.. Tas nakita namin ung LRT station. Iniwan pa namin nun si Cha tsaka si Joeff. Actually, hindi ko na pinaalam na umabot kami ng Maynila. Haha. :) So un. Tas nung nakarating kami sa Manila.. Sumakay kami sa jeep, pagkababa namin ng LRT. Tas lahat ng tao nakatingin samin kasi tawa kami ng tawa.. E hello, the adventure man. Sobrang adventure un para samin. Kasi pareho naming hindi alam kung san kami pumupunta. Umaasa lang kami sa mga turo turo ng tao. Haha. Anyway, binaba kami ng jeep sa may Manila Zoo. Grabe. Tuwang tuwa kami. Para kaming mga turista. Na never pa napadpad dun. Hehe. Si Aiko nga sumisigaw na e. Haha. Tas nung magccross na kami ng street, nagutom na ko. So nagtanong kami kung san ung way papunta sa kainan sa baywalk. Sabi nung lalaki, pa-left daw. E nako. Wala na ung sight ng Manila Bay at umabot na kami ng Star City at Boom na boom wala pa rin. Napadpad na kami sa place na kung san nakatira ung homeless people.. nang naglalakad ha. Nung napagod na ko, sabi ko kay Aiko.. Balik na kaming Gateway. So nagtaxi kami ako nagbayad. Tas pagdating ng Gateway, naiinis na sken si Cha kasi matagal daw sila naghintay samin. Tas umuwi sila. Iniwan nila ko sa Gateway. Pero okay lang, kasama ko naman si Aiko e. Hello, Tatlong bahay lang ung layo samin. Haha. :) So kumain kami sa Pizza Hut at nagtaxi kami ulit pauwi.. Ako parehong nagbayad. Pero wag ka.. Bumawi yan saken sa Shang. Haha. :) Love you, Aiko. Miss ko na ang mga biglaang lakad naten. Ung for fun lang. Naalala mo pa ba ung NBA madness sa Araneta? At ang games ng Ateneo sa basketball? Ikaw kasama ko nung mga oras na un. :)

Oist, CHA! Anooooo? Gagi ka talaga. Toink! :) Chaaaaaaaaaaa...... Ano ba? Hindi pwede un no. Wala akong guts gaya mo no. Ano baaaaaaaaaaaa? Gumudluck nlang sa inyo ano. Haha. :)

JUNE 8. We went Germantown to the Amish Dutch Market. It was so cool and they were very friendly. Not just for the sake for you to buy goods but they really are friendly. After that, we went to the Brazillian Cafe' wherein we drank Brazillian Cofee. It was too strong for me. Sobra. Ang tapang ng lasa. After nun.. mama, ate and I went to IKEA. It's this Swedish everything store. Ang ganda tas ang laki. Sobra. We stayed there for four hours but we still haven't seen all of the things. Napagod na kami e. And besides, may bisita pa kaming dadating so we have to go home already.

That night, our black American friend named Toscin arrived. We ate dinner together. We served baked potato, steak, chicken, salad and the blueberry cheescake. Ang sarap ng food. At sobrang nakadami na naman ako. Haha. After the dinner, the old ones.. Haha. Di ako kasama dun no. The old ones went to the deck kasama si Kuya Toscin. They talked there for an hour while drinking red wine. Mga 11'30, hinatid namin si Kuya Toscin pauwi. Joyride. Malayo, layo kasi sa bahay. Haha. :)

JUNE 9. Madami ulit akong naka-chat sa ym. :) Nag-swimming kami ni ate sa Germantown. Dapat sa outdoor pool kami magsswim. Nag-sunblock pa kami no. Sabay di pala open ung outdoor so nag-indoor pool nlang kami. Ang lalim. Sobra. Lubog na lubog ako. 9 feet ba naman. Tas lap lanes pa. So grabeng swimming un. Puro nga breast stroke ginawa ko e. Gusto ko matutunan and maperfect un stroke na un. Pero all in all.. masaya. :)

JUNE 10. Magkakabisita ulit kami ngayon. Friend ng dad ko nung high school pa sila. At dun sila matutulog sa master's bedroom. Gumudluck nlang sa kanila kasi maingay ako pag nasa kuwarto ko ako.. halos magkatapat pa naman un. Haha.

Sa aking mga batchmates/classmates sa AA.. Nakita ko ang post sa Yahoo Groups about sa goodand bad news for the schoolyear. Mas madami pa ang bad news kesa good ha. Mukhang.. Tsk tsk.

GOOD :: Slight changes. Iilan lang naman ang maaalis sa section 5 dati e. And oo nga pala, ang dating section 5, section 3 na ngayon. Pero okay naman at least, most of the class are still together.
:: Sa 13/14 na pasukan niyo. :)

BAD :: Ang class adviser niyo ay si Ms. Jose? Nako. Goodluck. Algeb pa nga lang sa section 5 di na niya masyado ma-handle.. The whole batch pa kaya.
:: CLE teacher niyo si Sir Ruel. Nako. Manginginig na naman ang mga tuhod niyo sa paghanda ng prayer, action song at realization niyo sa gospel sa bawat start ng class.
:: Nalipat na ang section 5 sa section 3. Hindi na same classroom. :( Hindi niyo na katabi ung CAI room si Sister Iris.. Nakakamiss kaya siya..
:: WALA ng 50 mins na Study Period na isespent after the whole day's class. Nako. Goodluck. Kung kelan mas kailangan dun pa nawala sa inyo e. :( Yung iba kasi, gumagala lang.. Diba? Diba?

Wow. Pasukan nio na sa Monday. Goodluck guys. :) Goodluck talaga. Pero teka. Ako din igoodluck niyo sa September ano. Haha. :)) Section 5.. Section ko un since first year. The coolest section ever. Kahit na magkaka-iba tayo. Sobra ung bond na nagawa nten no. Dahil sa mga plays and all. Sobrang close na nga natin sa isa't isa na parang wala ng group, group e. Kasi pwede kang sumama sa kahit kanino. Db? Tama si Gheghe. Kaya niyo un. No worries. :) HAKUNA MATATA! :) Love you section 5. Kayo na ang naging Life Partners ko sa high school life ko no. :)

Ate made me realize a lot of things tonight. She made me realize how blessed I am in my life. For being what I am now and for the fortune we had. For a lot of people, are dying and are in need of help because of poverty. Sad but true. :( She made me realize how good my parents are treating me even though lagi kong naiisip na I am so not worthy for them. Kasi parang laging for them bida sila ate and kuya. :( Then my dad told me how special I was for them. I was the reason why we are still together. I am the reason why things are getting pretty odd and good most of the times. She told me how unique and how my talents had molded me to what I am right now.

I am just sad for the fact na.. a lot of people aren't feeling or being treated the way I am treated. And it kills me now, that I kept on complaining with the way of life I am having and yet and i know, there are a great number of people out there who are less fortunate than me, who needs/deserve more attention and fortune. Too bad it was just now that I realized it. Ang hindi ko maintindihan.. Bakit pati mga pinsan ko nagseselos saken? Why do they think highly of me? Sila nga yung mga mas perfect yung buhay e. But they keep on insisting and saying that I am so far away better than they are.. But I don't see it. Kasi for me, pantay pantay naman kami e. Hello, magkakamag-anak kami no. Hindi malayo yung connections namin. And perhaps, maybe, mas maganda pa yung way of life nila saken. Hai. Ewan. I just don't get it.

Pero siguro nga.. ate and papa are right. I am more fortunate than a lot of people. And it's too bad hindi ko napapansin yun. Kasi mas nagcoconcentrate ako sa mga negative things na dumadating saken. But at least now I know. It's never too late to know.. :)

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

JUNE 4. Ate and I swam at Old Towne's public pool. It was a little deep and the color of the pool was blue green, I loved it. Plus the sun was out. So I have had tan lines. :) We were actually suppose to swim at the indoor pool but then it was a little bit far so we didn't bother to go to the outdoor pool which is nearer our place. So that's pretty much I did for that day. Oh and yeah, we heard mass at St. Elizabeth's at Rockville. We celebrated mass in a tent, it was cool. After mass, we ate dinner at IHOP. They've got delicious food and BIG servings just like in Heaven and Eggs. :) So that's what had happened for the day.

Oh and before I forgot, Rus called me up that night. We talked for an hour. And I told her about my case about school. And she said.. "Bat ganun?" Pero okay na rin naman na saken un e. I mean good thing na rin siguro un db. Tsaka nag-aargue pa kami about ung places namin sa movie house sa eastwood nung despidida night nia. Pero tama naman ako e. Db Cza? Two rows ung kinuha naten.. And sa harap na row tau umupo, Cza? Katabi pa nga kita pati si Marga e. Ayaw maniwala sken ni Rus. Haha. Db Cza kaya mo pa nga ko sinamahan sa harap kasi wala na kong space sa second row, naluluha na nga ko nun kasi ako lang ung walang space sa ating lahat. Si Rus kasi busy kay... Haha. Joke lang, Rus. :) Peace tau. :)

JUNE 5. Early that morning, we went to International Students Admissions Office (ISAO) I've had my skin test read. The result was negative, which is good. :) Now, I can enroll. The problem is.. what school though. I am still thinking actually. And I am considering bothe the good and bad sides of each school, not to worry about that. :D When we arrived home, ate and I actually did something like pretty much general cleaning of the house. As in from basement to the top floor and from the front yard, to the deck, to the garden and the rest of the back yard. I was sort of exausted after three hours of cleaning. We ate our lunch at 2pm. We were so hungry. After that, ate, mama and I went to Trader Joes (It is a unique grocery store. Unique grocery store in a sense na lahat ng goods dun organic tas ung mga super healthy. Talking about my vegetarian sister. Haha. Never ata ako magiging ganun. Ang hirap) So there. When we arrived home, ate and mama both liked to take a walk. So we did. I was pushed to. (I might add) I have to admit. I am a lazy bum. I won't do things unless I really like it, I have to do it and I am being pushed real hard to do it.

After walking a few miles, we went home. As soon as we arrived home.. It's dinner time. We had the fetuccini pasta with pesto sauce with hawaiian baked potato chips in the side. Yummy. I was so full. :)

JUNE 6. I am sort of not feeling well, actually. I might have colds or something. All I did for today was to bum inside and out of the house. Talk about boredom. Sigh. :(

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Last night, I ate bacon for dinner because I wasn't really starving. The usual family dinner went on. We ate and while we were eating, we talked about different things. After dinner, my dad went out to smoke while mama, ate and I were still sitting in the dining room. When my dad went back inside, we were surprised because he had our next door neighbor in our house.

We were dressed in our pambahay clothes, mejo nakakahiya but it was fine. Our neighbor's name is Ed. He is a Malaysian-Chinese guy. He was hot but he was old enough for me, of course. He is 23, you know. Haha. Way too old for me. But he was hot. A real hottie, two thumbs up. :) So there. We talked about a lot of things.

One of the topics was my school. My mom said.. We were still deciding (which is true. but it really depends on what I like. aha.) It was true though, but most likely I'll be in Quince Orchard. Which he said was good. And he gave me an advise.. "Don't befriend a lot of Asians beause it could be dangerouse for you." For he said, Asians here in east coast are mostly WILD. He even said.. "OH, SO SO WILD." (with the NO-NO expression) So i got his point. And eventually, I would apply it. Then my dad interrupted.. He said I am worried about going to school (which is also true. because I am different for them, got what I mean? how could a girl like me end up like this? I mean, having to adjust to a really new environment with the last years of high school. darn. too bad i didn't have a choice) But lucky me, I'll get to study here.. :) Which gave me some good points though. Haha. :D So anyway, there.

Then Ed said.. "It's good though. You are different to them. Well, maybe not different.. You are exotic compared to them. That is more like it." Then he smiled at me. :) (blush. haha) I am exotic. :) He said it himself. Haha. :)) That actually made me feel a lot better and made me look forward for school on september. :) I like it here. I am considered exotic. :)

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Friday, June 02, 2006

MAY 31. At last. Netflix shipped our top two dvds which we ordered. Aha. I got the dvd of the movie of Ciara. It's called.. All you've got. I like the movie. Actually, ate and I were the only ones who watched it. Both of my parents waren't interested because they knew they wouldn't like it. Haha. The dialogue that is stuck in my head right now for it was really funny was the line of a guy and a girl who starred in the movie. Anyway the dialogue goes like this...

Guy: Hi girls.. Do you like to come to our gig tonight?
Girl: (looking puzzled) Hi boys..
Guy: Boys? We are not boys, mamasita.. We are men.. (with the very funny look on earth)
Girl: Okay, Papito.. (winked her eye at him)

Haha. My sister and I were imitating them and we end up laughing so hard. :) But you know what? It is way better when you were the ones who watched it. Believe me. :))

JUNE 1. Woke up at 8'33am and guess what? My appointment for the interview at International Students Association Office(ISAO) is at 9am. We didn't make it on time. But they rescheduled my interview for 10'30am. So it was cool. 10'30am, the interview started. It went okay but the sad thing is that.. I still have to attend 3 more years before graduating high school. Why you might ask? Here.. you have to study 12yrs (which starts in grade1) in order to graduate high school, in the Philippines, you only got 10yrs before you graduate high school. Well, 11 at the most.. including Assumption because of grade 7. Now, i only finished 9yrs all in all.. which left me 3 more years to take. Which hit me hard. real hard! :( I went to my mom and I was crying because I don't want to be in grade 10 this coming september, which is equivalent to yr2 in the Philippines. Ang sakit. Sobra. Parang lahat nung effort na ginawa ko for yr2 nawala with just a snap. :( Too bad for me. I'm behind my batch mates. :(

And the only thing my mom said was.. it' s okay. at least you are not back in middle school. Sigh. So to cut the long story short, I took the test. And the result I had was.. A or excellent. And the assistant said.. I was real good. I could get accelerated to the higher level. Which is a good sign. :) Basta. Until now I can't help myself not to cry whenever I recall that I will be incoming grade10 only, which is the graduating class in the Philippines for the schools who only got 6 grades for grade school. Not the case for Assumption girls though.

Later that day, we went to the park to run errands. I started gaining weight again. That's what I hate about states. So many food which makes you gain weight. So true. :D Because of that, ate and I are planning to take tennis lessons this summer. Summer here started about a week ago. Sobrang init na ngayon. As in parang Pilipinas na init na or worse. Kasi 94 degrees ba naman. Wala pa sa gitna ng summer ha. Sabi nga nila mama.. sobrang humid daw ng summer dito. So there. Actually, I am thinking whether to take tennis lessons or softball lessons. I might study the different languages-Spanish, French and Chinese by July. I think so but maybe not. Well, it depends on me. So there. For today, before I forgot, I also did crazy actions at our basement. I did cartwheels, backward & forward rolls and a set of round offs. Kaya ko nagkapasa sa tuhod. I just started missing my gymnastics classes at ateneo way, way back grade school days. Haha. I wanted to try for gymnastics here. Maybe it's a little different and hard. So I want to learn. :)

JUNE 2. Ate and I went back to ISAO early this morning. We went there for my vaccination shots. Super daming tao. Different ethnicity pa. Some were chinese, hispanic, french and super small number of filipinos. I had 6 shots. 4 on my left arm, and 2 on my right arm. Medyo masakit siya sa totoo lang kasi biglaan ung pagtanggal niya sa skin ko, hindi dahan dahan. And it was really itchy and bleeding. I was giving different facial expressions to ate because it really did hurt. Tas meron pang part na nagkamali siya. Tsk tsk. The shots were so strong. Kasi I can still feel the pain right now and it's already 4'53 in the afternoon. It is SO itchy, I've got to say. Really itchy. Oh and yeah, since I took 6 shots all at the same time.. she said to me.. "You're very brave. Very brave enough that is now so ready for high school." I got it. I know high school here is a lot more difficult.. I have to adjust to all sorts of people and things are more complicated than grade school. I guess I am pretty much ready for that change. Well, I'm trying to prepare myself more or less. I still got 2 months and a half to prepare for the FIRST DAY OF MY HIGH SCHOOL here in states. :)

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