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Friday, March 24, 2006

okay. so, for the past few days i have been content on doing nothing. just bumming around the house and bugging our helpers while they're doing their tasks. haha. pilya. sila lang nman kasi nakaka-usap ko dito e. kasi si ate, nasa hospital. si kuya, merong outing with friends. si cha, always out with friends at laging nasa eastwood lately. good thing, before leaving, they were able to bring the dvd player that joeff plugged in 120volts but it should only be plugged in 110volts in the repair shop. after some time, it was already fixed. yey. in an instant, i was happy. makakapanood na ulit ako ng mga dvds namin. at least, nadagdagan ung pwede kong gawin sa napaka-boring at napaka-init kong summer.

WEDNESDAY. ate and her friend slept here. they became very tired of shopping somewhere near our house so they decided to sleep here instead. they were too lazy to go to their condo unit in espana. haha. ate's friend was very cheerful and chubby. haha. pero i like her. she's not the shy type of person.

that same day, ate told me something that made me feel compassionate for others. our helper is having second thoughts whether to send her children to school or not this coming school year because of their financial problems. ate thought about it and told me of her plan. she will be the one who will send our helper's three children to school. my first reaction was.. why? we're not even blood related or something. in an instant, i have realized how blessed and lucky i was. i never stopped school, i have been through a lot of different places like states, china, thailand and europe at such a young age, i have most of the things i like, i can go out with my friends and my mom would even give me pocket money and perhaps i almost have everything girls my age would ask for. how could i have these? while most children doesn't? feeling ko magmemelt ung heart ko kasi parang ako, almost lahat ng bagay nabibigay sakin nila papa and somehow, sometimes i take it for granted. sobrang proud ako kay ate kasi kaya niyang gawin un. i have to admit it, sobrang nabobother ako pag nasa car ako, tas may lalapit na mga street children o kaya ung mga matatanda then they'll beg for money. naaawa ako. sobra. feeling ko nga paglumaki ako, tas i have enough money, i would built a house or a center for these unfortunate people. kahit mga pinsan ko, sinasabi un. kasi sobrang bilis ko maawa. akala ko nga nun, masama un e. kasi db prang naaawwa ka. pero as my ate told me, it's not bad to show compassion for others. perhaps it's good because we see the realities of life and we learn to do something to somehow lessen it. parang ganun. which was true, db? wala lang. i'm really, really proud of my sister. sobrang proud.

FRIDAY. i just stayed home the whole day. but something very unusual happened. i drank a hot chocolate in the morning and the rest of the day was history. i helped our helper to prepare and cook our lunch and dinner. i just stayed downstairs to talk to our helpers in the kitchen. i just went back and forth the living room, kitchen and our maid's quarters. grabe. oh and yeah, i watched our bring it on dvd over and over again. haha. :))

tomorrow, i will be going to the yfc e-night. and i guess, cza, mik and i will be staying there overnight. not sure though. i'm getting a bit lazy already so i have to go. before i say anything stupid here. haha. :))

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

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