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Thursday, April 14, 2005

okay. to be honest, i'm actually getting lazy to update or to blog. don't know why. but now, there's something i have to share.. okay. these past few days my mom and i weren't okay. she's actually disappointed on me for having such a low grade. she told me she was really disappointed with the outcome of my performance this year because she knew i could do better than what i did or gave. she wasn't really happy when she knew my grades. she was totally disappointed and she kept on bringing that up whenever we tackle my school life. she kept on comparing me to my siblings. i can't be like them. i can't even be a dean's lister like my ate and kuya. i actually got pissed about and i did answer my mom for i really got irritated and i had to explain my side. of course, i didn't shout at her. but i was really contradicting every single word she says. there came a time that we haven't talked for a long time because of what had happened. i guess it took us 2 weeks, not talking with each other. it was only last night or the other night that i checked my mail and my mom actually e-mailed me, and said her sorry. for my side, i felt guilty. i was guilty for the fact that i was the one whose wrong, so i'm suppose to be the one to say sorry first. but no, my mom made the first move. the most touching thing about it, is that the fact that she found a way for me to be close to her again. oh and yeah, her e-mail had so many i love you words in it. i felt so ashamed of myself. why? i wasn't able to prove to my mom how good i can be as her daughter. and for the fact that there came a time that i wanted to say i hate her. i know we had a lot misunderstandings but one thing i won't regret, ever is having my mom as my mom and for her being part of my life.. i'm just so thankful for my mom.. and for having her by my side through my decisions, problems and choices in life..

♥Wis

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Luisa Angela Baua. Wis.October 10. HS student. Youngest of three. Chicklet.

I WANT TO.. be loved and to travel the whole world.

ACHIEVED.. pretty much a lot of things and learned from every mistake I did.

GREATEST FEAR.. to be alone.

I BELIEVE THE FACT.. that it takes one to know one.

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